In high school, I was bullied relentlessly by a bunch of blacks. They made my life a living hell. Sometimes it got physical and I would be sent home bruised and crying; I was so afraid of them I started skipping school. My stellar grades slipped, and I ended up failing out. My dreams of college were never realized.
It took me years to realize they were right to bully me. I see now how foolish I was for not seeing the systemic challenges they faced while blithely ignoring my own privilege, and therefore complicity in the treatment I received. If only I could have seen this error and corrected it there and then! Instead I became a racist, resentful whiteboi like so many others. I would spend hours browsing /pol/ for redpills and sharing crime statistics, gushing with other racist whitebois about how much we hated black people.
Then I saw a picture of my waifu Nero getting BLACKED. I remember I reacted very strongly. I was seething with anger but couldn't look away. My white dicklet was diamonds. I gawked at it, my mouth slightly open. I just couldn't look away. It was like discovering porn for the first time all over again. As I stared at her taking a thick black dong in her pristine white pussy, a little pearl of precum formed at the tip of my now unbearably stiff cuckstick. I started humping my fist and shot my load in less than 10 seconds. I didn't know it then, but interracial had begun rewiring my brain permanently. I was a cuck for life.
After years of shame and relapse, I finally accepted my interracial porn addiction. My bullies are out there flooding white wombs with their virile sperm while I deathgrip my tiny, impotent, prematurely ejaculating penis to interracial cartoon porn and spill my unwanted loser slime into the toilet at least 3 times a day, every day, for as long as I'm alive. I've fulfilled my genetic destiny as a permavirgin cuckold. This is good as it gets for me. Even if I got to do it over I wouldn't change a thing.