No.28603
Got a hernia today. CT scan also revealed enlarged liver and spleen. Fucken finally. I've been drinking heavily nearly every night for months hoping for this day. The current state of politics has driven me to this point. Whites are hated and will be hunted to extinction once Biden moves into the Whitehouse and the dems sweep the Georgia runoffs. Social media and big tech will finally boot all conservatives off the internet. add on the fact that I have no job, no friends, and a destroyed family... It's just not worth living. I am going to drink heavily tonight and tomorrow as well. Will make doc appt next week to hopefully get a shitty prognosis. So happy I am finally on track to ending it because, if I wasn't liver disease, I'd surely put a bullet in my head
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No.28610
>>28603
>I'd surely put a bullet in my head
Imagine not being immune to propaganda.
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No.28614
>>28610
>Imagine not being immune to propaganda.
Imagine not paying attention to current events and failing to witness every attempt by trump and his legal team to overturn states fail miserably. Even SCROTUS told him to fuck off. How's that 6-3 conservative majority working out? It's over for whites and conservatives in this country, thus no reason to live
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No.28617
>>28614
There is a reason why trump does that, not because he doesnt know he lost. Maybe prop up his youngest son, do not know much about him but he got an intelligent face.
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No.28619
You're going to die because of /pol/tard shit. Congratulations, OP.
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No.28624
>>28603
>Whites are hated and will be hunted to extinction
wrong, retarded left honkies on the left, and the ones really against god will be exterminated, not all
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No.28632
>>28603
Whatever OP don't do bad karma .
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No.28644
What a retard on so many levels.
If you have a death wish, just kys now or you will die in terrible pain. You're literally your own worst and only enemy. No nigger will give you a death as slow and painful as what's to come if you keep drinking yourself to death. In fact, niggers dont even care about you and you fell for a stupid pol meme.
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No.28717
You're the right wing version of those retarded Democrats that were screaming and crying when Hillary Clinton lost lol. Your problem isn't muh white people being hated or whatever, you're just a retard. Find a religion to get involved with, find a useful skill that interests you, and stop taking politics so seriously. Yes it sucks ass Joe Biden is probably going to be president lol, but there's literally nothing you can do about it one way or the other so just chill out and live the best life you can, and be ready for the day you MIGHT be able to affect things for the better.
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No.28735
OP here. nobody in this thread has offered any useful contributions. most responses are just blatherings of non-english-speaking faggots trying to sound intelligent. going to mcdonald's now to get two sausage egg and cheese value meals with two large black coffees. i hope it kills me tonight
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No.28743
>>28603
Tell you fam to send a pic of your cut liver to examine the damage
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No.28748
>>28617
>There is a reason why trump does that, not because he doesnt know he lost. Maybe prop up his youngest son...
yeah, long term considerations of dynasty.
if it is true that trump wants to move into media and news, then it would make sense that he would fight a losing battle to give pretext for fox news 2.0 or whatever might be planned.
also, it's a parting gift to the republican party by casting doubt on the executive office for the next four years.
calculated kayfabe. it's a work. win win. if he won the court cases, he'd get to hold office. if he loses, the loss will be a story that he can run with.
OP... i'm guessing troll/bait. if not, chill out OP and focus on things that bring you joy.
>two sausage egg and cheese value meals with two large black coffees
keep it simple, enjoy your breakfast, and cut back on the booze. you got to make your own joy in life.
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No.28750
>>28619
Trumptard, not pol/tard.
If all trumptards followed op like the lemmings they are, the usa will be salvageable
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No.28791
>>28750
I have been walking around heavily populated areas for six months now without my mask and literally nothing has happened to me. You're pants on the head retarded.
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No.28794
>>28791
Don't forget to get your vaccine
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No.28802
>>28794
I would but I will gladly give up my dose to a person of color. I believe they should all get 5 or 6 doses each.
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No.28813
>>28603
Hey man, im also an end stager. Just take some b vitamins to feel better, smoke pot if you can and try some opiods. I know this sounds like peak degeneracy but its just downhill from here without them. You have lost brain cells that can never be recovered, and dying from alcoholism is like dehidration x1000. God speed fellow end stager.
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No.28815
>>28802
Baste.
>>28750
>If all trumptards followed op like the lemmings they are, the usa will be salvageable
What the fuck are you smoking, nigger? Without Trump-voters you would be left with a country of nothing but niggers/mystery meat, self-hating hwhites and women, you absolute mongrel.
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No.28816
>>28750
die now boomernigger
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No.28818
>>28603
I would advise the bullet as liver failure is quite uncomfortable, slow and innefectual
also
>>28610
this
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No.28819
>>28717
He'd be better off assassinating the vice president.
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No.28823
>>28603
How much alcohol did you drink to cause this? I am worried it might be happening to me. I drank about 3 times per week but I don't think it was that bad since alchohol barely affects me and I never get hangovers. But after doing that for a while my liver is tingling. Does it feel like pins and needles in your liver too?
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No.28826
>>28603
...and nothing of value was lost
>>28610
imagine being mentally retarded
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No.28834
>>28816
Get raped twice and kill yourself, you retarded fucking tranny faggot sack of nigger shit with down syndrome.
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No.28857
bullet. liver failure sucks.
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No.28883
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No.28888
>>28823
>But after doing that for a while my liver is tingling. Does it feel like pins and needles in your liver too?
yep. there's a sense of fullness and/or tingling in your right upper quadrant (RUQ) which is just below your rib cage on the right side. i don't know what, exactly, it indicates, but it means your liver is definitely in distress at the very least. you might also have swelling in your lower legs, ankles, and feet if your liver is unable to produce adequate quantities of albumin
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No.28889
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No.28890
>>28857
i hear it's a quiet way to go, though. you just slip into unconsciousness. looks ugly, but painless, albeit slow.
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No.28891
>>28823
>How much alcohol did you drink to cause this?
oh and i drink about 15 beers a night. i eventually get really ill and have to take a few days off. during this time, my body shakes uncontrollably, i sweat profusely, i hallucinate.. wild shit
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No.28892
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No.28899
>>28891
And I thought 7-8 shots of whiskey every other day or few days was bad. I don't notice much besides the urge to drink without it, and definitely more irritable.
You ever even considered the possible physical alcohol addiction symptoms? Try drinking every other day at least.
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No.28901
>>28899
you missed the entire point. i am drinking to kill myself. i want to die.
also, i don't drink light beers. i only drink heavy shit that's 7.5-9% abv. tonight i'm drinking voodoo ranger imperial ipa which is 9% abv. it's expensive, but i won't miss the money when i'm dead
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No.28903
>>28901
It'll take years to kill yourself by drinking. Just be sober for a few days and buy a gun, or just shove a knife in your jugular faggot.
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No.28907
>>28903
>It'll take years to kill yourself by drinking
i've been drinking heavily for years. i am at the crest of my inevitable downfall
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No.28909
>>28901
Recommend you stay out of politics, and stay off the booze. Steam is having a winter sale right now. Why not invest a few bucks in a game?
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No.28910
>>28603
why don't you just sell everything so you can move to alaska or argentina? might as well have fun. on the same note, why not kill someone important? if you've got nothing to lose, do something we can't.
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No.28914
>>28901
>voodoo ranger imperial ipa
Wierd coincidence. I just bought some for the first time today in order to try it out.
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No.28916
You could die like a bitch from drinking yourself to death. Or you could be a man and get revenge on the people who did this to you. Preferably both.
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No.28921
>>28914
it's pretty good, especially for the price which is $8.99 here when it's on sale. it's normally $10.99, so i bought a shit ton of it and have been getting wasted as fuck off it for the past few days. down to my last six tonight, so i'll have to restock tomorrow. can't get too wasted every day, though, because i gotta schedule a surgery for my hernia
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No.28922
>>28910
>on the same note, why not kill someone important? if
>>28916
>Or you could be a man and get revenge on the people who did this to you.
i've thought of both, but i don't know of any worthy targets. i can't shoot a bullet at society
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No.28923
>>28909
i've been playing skyrim almost exclusively since june 2012. looked into other games, but skyrim is the only game that i find interesting
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No.28926
>>28923
Dark Souls comes to mind. You have probably already played it though. :p
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No.28928
>>28926
i played it on pc years ago and it was shit. piss poor console port that was unplayable. consoles are shit. pc is master race
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No.29073
Good one. but i wasn't born yesterday.
<dems
>muh left right honkathon
again stay cucked giga cuck. or better yet go watch HBO before you die of your own faggotry.
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No.29092
>>28922
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLWvu51Vk4E
powerful people have homes and addresses. pick someone, anyone. why not soros?
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No.29682
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No.29690
>>28923
>skyrim for >8 years
>wanna an hero
sounds right
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No.30034
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No.30124
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