This exact "death-state" fungal decomposition was not a fluke
I tried going back into the hallucinations again (several regrettable times) to see if I could "find a positive experience" from it
there never was a positive experience
Not even a tiny bit .. no variations
IT WASALWAYSTHE SAME EXACT EXPERIENCE
dissociating OUT OF BODY
no longer perceiving from your body
The world disappears
you're in a dark room with no beginning or end
then a multitude of interdimensional "walls" (non-existent flat geometrical surfaces) appear, intersecting with each other, entering YOU and moving through you...
Then a somewhat "elegant looking" fractal "baroque pattern wallpaper" of greyish-green "fungus" begins to grow across everything
And it begins to grow inside your former body, which you are hovering outside of
And you are dissolved into the fungus