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A confession Anonymous 05/14/20 (Thu) 13:53:34 No.17498

hey

I dont really care if you read this but through a confession im trying to face what I've just done.

So we all know the corona quarantaine/lockdown. And it might be easy for some, for me it is particularly hard. I used to just do a lot of things, so that I would not have a chance to fap. And with the quarantaine I just dont have anything to do. I try to do shit but there is nothing going on.

So I've been trying and failing and trying and failing etc etc. All short two three day streaks and then I succumb. And today I was doing really well (8 days). But then it got worse. How exactly it happened doesnt really matter. I failed my nofap streak. Not just to porn, but while camming with a trap.

I feel like an utter failure.

Just in general, my life was doing fine, I was finally climbing out the hole it used to be two-three years ago. And then the lockdown happened. I have been playing with suicidal thoughts. And now this. It feels like I'm not just back at zero, but like I've been shot far down the negatives. Post fap regret combined with the disgust of what I've done. And there is nobody I can go to with this. Normies dont understand this at all, and I havent got anyone else really.

It feels like Ive got no spine at all, that I'm merely shackled to the beastly desires of my body. I've got exams coming but I just feel nothing. Some courses I used to feel ambitious about, others were frustrating but now its just nothing. I feel like a husk

someone just fucking kill me

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Anonymous 05/14/20 (Thu) 17:24:43 No.17499

Come on anon, there's always something to do broom the floors, mop the floors, study hard, take up an online course in something you like, research, watch documentaries, read, exercise, meditate, don't feel guilty, these are abnormal circumstances, and you understand you made a mistake, things will be back to normal sooner or later, you have to pick up right were you left off when that happens, don't give up.

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Anonymous 05/17/20 (Sun) 19:53:38 No.17506

>>17499

Thanks for the support anon.

You're right. I should do something, anything at all.

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Anonymous 05/18/20 (Mon) 19:56:55 No.17507

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I don't really have any advice that the other guy hasn't already given you, but I want you to know you can do it and that the best way to deal with failure is to try again and succeed.

YOU CAN DO IT MY MAN, DON'T GIVE UP!

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