No.16999
I feel disgusted in my self. I jerk off in the bath room with my grandpa sleeping in the other room. I went on a year streak of nofap but now I can barley hold a week. It pains me knowing that if I could have just ignored it that I would feel better and more proud of myself for resisting the urge. I'm fucking pathetic. Now I go to bed with that dreadful disgusting feeling inside. I'm sorry god. I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry me. I let us all down
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No.17001
You're not alone, I jsut lost my 148 day streak
We'll try again and we'll do better
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No.17003
inspirational post, not gonna lie, but sorry to hear.
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No.17022
>>16999
>I went on a year streak of nofap
thats impressive anon, was it literal 365 days without ejaculating?
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No.17023
>>17022
Nigga im on day 420+ total no fap its not hard
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No.17024
>>17023
Ive done around 200 days as a record, so I know that the longer you go the easier it gets but kudos for everyone above 365
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No.17025
>>17023
also, I know that nofap is not magic that instawuperpowers, but have you noticed some bigger changes?
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No.17026
>>17025
Niggs NO FAP changes yo life . Hard to explain but basically your eat healthier, smarter and have much less social anxiety
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No.17027
>>17026
I noticed this after a few +90d streaks, I become crazier than I already am in a good way as if I was roiding or smth, but what messes me is my stomach problems I have for a long time so I have days when I just have stomach problems out of nowhere and arent much productive - that is the catch, in periods when Im not productive, I cant get a dopamine high from work and temptation is bigger which is when I fail often. celavie.
Arent you by any chance that guy that lives in a van?
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No.17058
>>16999
>I'm sorry everyone. I let us all down.
Don't beat yourself up. We're human, we fail. That's how we learn and how we improve.
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No.17061
>>17027
yah but i live in a school bus now and am traveling to oregon to spread the no fap gospel to the oregonians
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No.17571
>>16999
>I feel disgusted in my self. I jerk off in the bath room with my grandpa sleeping in the other room
At least you're not doing it in the room where he IS sleeping.
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No.17606
>>16999
I just failed nofap as well anon.
But its sunday, so i will confess here and now to my sin of masturbating just a few minutes ago to link rel:
https://www.google.com/search?q=nun riding horse hentai&tbm=isch&hl=en-US&hl=en-US&tbs=rimg%3ACbQ-39rw_1t2UYX4oQ1B4cx4S&prmd=ivsn&sa=X&ved=0CBIQuIIBahcKEwiQisXjqOXrAhUAAAAAHQAAAAAQDw&biw=360&bih=616
I keep hoping that i will find a hentai where a cowboy teaches catholic schoolgirls how to horseback ride and collect semen from a stud using an artificial vagina condom and breed stallions with mares etc. Then the cowboy would have sex with the nun (perhaps on horseback… or in a bridal chamber… or a hayloft, idk). That might be a little over the top. But at least its more normal than transcucked niggerfaggotry. Hell, it seems like some japanese studio somewhere could produce some humorous tongue-in-cheek hentai advertisements of horsec0ck-sized condoms for male orcs so that female elf wombs remain uncontaminated by their bestial semen.
The point is that i want to find some way to steer p0rn away from being degenerate and towards semen retention somehow. I know that sounds crazy, but I'm just thinking out loud. All options are on the table, but ignoring the p0rn problem will only make it worse.
>trips
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