I might be the most pathetic "no fapper" there is.
I tried to at least not fap for 90 days since about 2011 where I first heard about the negative consequences of chronic masturbation and porn consumption.
Though the longest I ever lasted were 12 days, and that only 2 or 3 times during the last 6(!) years. Most of the time I only last 1-3 days, with more emphasis on 1.
Also whenever I don't masturbate for 1 or 2 days I relapse so hard that I spend 8-12 hours edging until my dick hurts and is deformed for a few days….though that doesn't stop me from continuing to fap with a broken dick.
What makes it worse is that experience all of these "superpowers" whenever I don't fap for a few days and I consciously know that it is bad for me. I'm sick of being unmotivated, groggy and tired but I just can't break my addiction.
It even gets worse because I've spent at least 500 bucks on camgirls the past half year alone.
At least I'm not into degenerate porn.