I did NoFap quite easily for over six months when I was single but things have changed now.
I'm 35 and I started doing testosterone shots every week (they are legal in my country) just to see how I'd feel and how my strength gains would change at the gym, well everything seems improved; strength is up, my mood is improved, appetite is up and I feel more motivated, I also wake up more refreshed and energized than before. I don't know if I had low-testosterone before but everything just felt "mehhh..mundane" like "okay" whereas now I feel really great.
Problem is I have intense morning and night-time erections, my libido is jacked up and I can't stop fantasizing about girls at work.
I have a girlfriend already and she seems to appreciate the increased libido and energy improvements I've gotten but I feel like my spirituality is taking a hit.
The libido change is the only negative side effect I've felt so far after a few weeks of testosterone. I'm not sure what to do because I don't want to stop doing test and revert back to my low-energy "meh" self.
Also I started thinking about dumping my current gf because one of my assistants at work is very into me, very cute and about 14 years younger than me. Whereas before I did testosterone I was fairly content with my gf even if she is a bit older than me, relationship is going fine atm.
But when I think about marriage and having kids I'm much more inclined to start a family with a 21 year old instead of a 39 year old…
thoughts?