>>10122
It sounds like you already know what's needed for you to stop, Anon! More of that!
You build up to this stuff. In time, you will realize just how unnecessary it is to watch porn. You know what really made it "click" for me? I was watching one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen get absolutely plowed by another man online and I thought "I'm such a fucking mess to get off to another man pleasing a woman and they would both laugh in my face if they could see me now."
It was like transcending. The single thought of someone else getting laid while I sat there and watched through a screen was worse than even being a cuckold. I was irrelevant in my own sexuality and at my lowest there than any other point in my life. I took the path up then and there.
Those porn stars would laugh in your face if they walked in on you losing your mind to them for hours on end. What's worse is that they got paid to make you suffer and don't even know you exist.
This is the truth right here, brother. Your time, health, heart, spirit, and mind are far more precious than all the lies being shown to you across a tiny plastic screen. Don't look for stabilization, seek to surpass your limits throughout your entire lifetime.>>10122