No.16108
What happens to an individual who does not think they're mentally ill, and uses logic and makes binary choice decisions (0,1) to guide themselves throughout life? I've had covid which brought, severe migraines, and fever. My headaches continued after for months. I am a Coder for a small firm. Woke up one morning and had a epiphany. I don't want to share what that was but my behavior changed immediately. I continued working and my coworkers did not notice that my work improved. (Continued thread)
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No.16109
[Continued] I am a fine worker, and I began to enjoy easier work with this new system. Now my home life, this is a much different scenario. I'm married with kids. My behavioral change was apparent with them. They became worried and ultimately had to get away from me ( they stayed with my in-laws). I'm not violent or angry, but did begin cleaning and organizing my home every moment I was there (with exceptions of course like eating, helping with homework, running errands) [continued in thread]
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No.16110
[Continued] I don't want to lie, to anyone, but do fully understand the some lies are necessary to keep peace between individuals and groups. That being said I was unfiltered around my loved ones. I do not use vulgar language around them as a precaution, but coworkers that over the years I've built a social construct that involved bad language and peculiar attitudes about things (office politics)
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No.16111
Continue] These coworkers are good people in the same life situation that I'm in. Yes, I'm a religious person, but I do not isolate myself from the world by declaring how great religion is, and by accepting something you can be free from whatever. This would only cause akwardeness in the environment that I must be in for 9 hours a day. I need those around me to be comfortable always. This is how I survived for years with this org. It's a practical strategy. [Continued]
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No.16112
[Continued] Back to home. I did many odd things that was way out of character in front of my family. I don't want to go into those things as it only matters to me why I chose to do them. Mostly ocd stuff with house chores. I did bring religion into the mix. I did not make demands only said things that were impressed of me. conflict with my wife led to her taking my family to my in-laws. I stopped sleeping. 4 days. I only ate when food was given to me ( another story) [continued]
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No.16116
Continued] For days I messaged my wife to come home. I was debilitated and could not leave my house. ( For fear). The only message I would receive from her is to "get help". Think about those 2 words. My mind only understood "help" in the broadest sense of the word. The meaning was lost to me. I do not need help, help with what? My thoughts are clear. More than ever in my life. I stayed in this loop for days. I did my best to entice my wife to just visit me. She's too stubborn. I failed in re.
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No.16117
Continued] on a Friday, my wife tried to take me to a local mental health facility. Standing at the entrance, the attendant greeted us. My wife proceeded to tell them that I needed help. The attendant asked, "does he want help?" I answered, "No" "I'm sorry ma'am, he must be willing to get help before we can do anything to help" what is next is lunacy
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No.16166
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