I'm going to talk about the healing properties of music, and how it has improved my life and prevented me from hurting others.
Recently, I've broken my hi-fi headphones, so calming myself down has been harder than before. I always get these triggers when I feel lesser compared to a person I want to be with, start painful rumination, inferiority sets in and it makes me unstable, angry and abysmally sorrowful.
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It's made me cop out of a lot of opportunities in my life, but thankfully, I go and see a psychiatrist tomorrow and hopefully I can take those first steps to improving my life. Right now I'm hurting a lot, but I know it's not forever, and as long as I have my music with me, then I can deal with these episodes.
It's impacted me since I was as young as I can remember, but only recently found out it was part of my ADHD.
I usually listen a lot of music to calm me down, and I'm saving up to get 2k IEM's, since I want an excellent escapism I can stim to. I want to forget why I'm hurting and remember that I need to improve. I lost a lot of motivation without my music, it's truly become essential to me.