I wonder what ever became of this.
I know the struggles of primal urges, not necessarily with young girls though. It takes a large amount of effort to desexualize any female that is in my own mind, I would naturally be attracted to, but cannot be for social reasons.
>already married
>co-worker
>professional that you interact with regularly
>sometimes even family members
The amount of restraint required to quell these thoughts, even only temporarily, is huge.
There's been multiple times in my life where I considered asking my doctor if there is some kind of reverse horny pill.