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 No.13897

I know this seems kind of cliche, but lately I'm getting pretty worried. You see, I am quite the hermit NEET, and due to this I have talked to myself since I was a kid. This was completely benign, I would make up imaginary adventures with friends and whatnot, but as I've grown up, the fantasies that I talk about seem to be getting worse and worse. Sometimes, when no one's around, I say things on repeat, like "I want/need to kill myself", "I have to die", "You're a waste of space, you deserve to burn in hell", and other stuff. Suicide, of course, has been on my mind for ages, but now, now I'm beginning to talk about my tendencies out loud. As it is, I nearly said I wanted to kill myself in front of my mother, just from the sheer habit of me saying it to myself countless times when I was alone in my room.

My dad has a gun in his shed, and I've been thinking of using it, but if I do I know my mother will blame him for it and make him sell his gun. He loves that gun. If I go through with my death wish, I'll have to use a different one, perhaps in the car away from the house. The only trouble is that I'm a poorfag, so I might just go the rout of hanging myself. I've found a nice, abandoned building to do it in, that way no one will find my body.

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 No.13898

>>13897

- Escapism.

- Procrastination leading to self defeatism.

- Repetitive indulging in self sabotaging behavior

- Depression.

- Infatuation with suicide as the only solution is learned helplessness which becomes a routine. It is a cry for help as any man who truly saw suicide as a option would have gone into action mode.

Statements like you have made would have any caring person worried, wish proves you live in a dysfunctional family who do not care or can not care for you because they themselves might be mentally unable.

Get out of that environment, seek help because obviously your psyche has suffered greatly.

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 No.13899

>>13898

I've never said anything to my family. They don't know that I want to die. There has been a few close calls, but as far as they're concerned, I'm just going through a phase of teen angst. Again, I've always been a hermit, so it's nothing new to them when I hide away in my room. Also, if I leave then there will be no one to look after my autistic sister when the folks croak. That's also why I haven't killed myself.

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 No.13901

I think I talk to myself sometimes. I definitely mutter to myself a lot in public. Any tips on how to reduce this? should I bite my tongue, grind my teeth a bit? What can I do?

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 No.13938

I talk to myself all the time, I feel very weak when I do, like I have no self control. I like to pretend someone is there, like a friend or some shit. I don't know if my neihboprs can hear it ,so I keep it quiet and speak like I'm on the phone or recording an LP or something.

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 No.14135

>>13901

Muttering to yourself MAY be a sign of ADHD, along with not doing anything from yourself.

It's very common, I'd say a bit more common than depression

COULD you tell me more about what you feel?

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 No.15035

You alive?

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 No.15045

>>14135

>Muttering to yourself MAY be a sign of ADHD

[citation needed]

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 No.15046

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 No.15051

>>15046

who is he?

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 No.15056

>>15051

He's from this site.

https://caddac.ca/adhd/

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