>nobody will ever love you because you're a damaged goods mentally ill degenerate freak and not even licensed professionals can help with your problems
>every accomplishment you attempt will only be hindered by your own inability and you will only be able to work a menial job barely breaking even just to survive
>the only people who are interested in you want to convert you to their politics so you can be a crusader for their nebulous causes
>the trauma keeps you up every night
>you just want out of the misery but you're too much of a pussy to order the helium tank
>every ideal of masculinity you strived for you couldn't meet
>worst of all, no friend will even put up with your bullshit for too long so you end up invariably alone or hooked on e-communities where nobody knows your secrets and you can never tell for fear of driving off what little compassion you can eek out
>you deserve all of it, too, and you don't even blame anyone else for rejecting you because you'd reject yourself too
>no amount of self improvement can fix the core deficits people avoid you for
i just want the pain to end now okay
please take me off the ride