>>10537 (OP)
>I made these sequences of events very analogous to important life events of mine
Yep. Ditto. My entire book that I'm working on is basically one giant autobiography hidden in a dark lord fantasy trope of a story.
tfw u realise no one is gonna want to read a story about my pathetically sad and miserable life.
>>10555
>I want to do the same thing, but I'm still to young to have much happen in my boring faggy life. I find it really hard to write for people much older than me. I mean people from 40-60. How someone that old acts or thinks.
Want to truly know how an older person thinks and feels? Take one "you" and add a shitload of bad experiences through which you come out the other side, sigh heavily, and move on to the next shitty experience. So… go… live. Do that adventurous thing you've always wanted to do. Yeah, shit will happen, but, trust me on this, shit will happen anyway.
Truthfully, man, that's all the years do to a man (or woman). And, if you're willing to listen to those experiences, the wisdom to warn other people not to do what you did or how to endure with the earthquakes life will bring.
You should listen to all my oldfag friends sitting in a circle of lamentation. We're surviving, but life grinds on you like an electric sand-belt. If you choose to see it this way, you're being ground into a sharper sword than your flat, dull ass could ever have been without that. How you choose to use those flesh-slicing edges then becomes the choice, doesn't it?
And, it's my FEELing that 90% of literature is an attempt to capture that.