IF YOU READ THE TEXT-WALL , IT MIGHT GIVE YOU OPTIMISM
Ok so the only thing giving me happiness in life ATM is my life plan. If yall can help with with finding loopholes in it , that would be great , since if i hit a bump i'll fall right back intu depression.(wont quit , but will be sad)
1. 19 right now moving to Sussex(UK) to work retail (know Croatian , English, 1/2 german)
2. 20yo now , got my driving license ,car , 9 month work xp , know German and Russian by now , move to Germany(or Estonia , eastern Estonia speaks Russian) , work as courier part time & learn web dev & game development in free time for projects.
3. 21 yo now car payed off , get a job freelance , web/game dev or have my projects sustain me. Buy prefab home & farm land in Germany/Estonia.
I found some banging prefab homes on Alibaba from Turkish & Chinese sellers 18-22k. I figure it will go to 30-34k with additional costs and land costs(without farmland cost).
Now my main concern is getting a guarantee for the house… at least for 50 years.
4. still 21 yo find co-parent in home country or Russia , kids ,etc.
5. won life? chill family life , love-life freedom , home-owner by 23-25yo , car owner (change oil often to have it go up to 200k km) travel sometimes , eat organic from home farm , have weekly gatherings with neighbours if theyre chill. Do vegetable cleanses , have 0 stress & use sunscreen daily to look 25 at 40.
Con 1: dont have sole custody of kids , potential threat. Can only adopt boys from UK as im male but want both genders.
Con 2 : Estonian & north German(i need to be near the sea) weather is cold-ish & windy.
Con 3 : Russians are gopniks so a + for north Germany.
Now some advice from me:
Yall need to get an anti-depressant , youre not hopeless , youre lacking dopamine and vision. Just having access to the internet is a HUGE privilege and blessing.
If youre 1st world citizens chill , if not stick with college and treat your visa-sponsor boss like a king/queen.
All input is appreciated , since you read the text wall
