No.36120
ITT we discuss the un/kind/ things we have done and reflect.
Today I was at Fry's checking out and some guy went to the register next to me. He was kind of tall with greasy hair and wore some black shirt with comicbook shit on it. In his hand was a pile of blurays that he gave to the female cashier. He was obviously awkward with her and she looked at him with disgust as she started him ringing up. I then saw the cover of the first one, it was pic related. He was buying nothing but cgdct. There was just too many little things that piled up and I couldn't stop myself from laughing. The guy gave me a look and he was obviously having a bad time. I'm sorry friendo.
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No.36121
>>36120
I've done many things. Nothing recently in particular, but in the past I was quite /unkind/. I shot out someone's kitchen window, I broke into a house, I used to walk up and down the streets saying rude things, and when I was really young I was mean to my grandmother who was nothing but /kind/ to me. I've also done other worse things too, but I suppose it's not such a big deal.
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No.36125
I don't look after my body properly. My diet and exercise routine is garbage.
I think my current pay is garbage but i got my job cuz i reached out to someone i knew during undergrad. In thinking of leveraging my current position to get a better job. It's the right thing to do but it feels really slimy.
I only started using image boards in 2014 and still feel like a new friend; that my posts are annoying garbage. It might be.
I guess my worst sin is that even tho things aren't perfect, I'm probably ungrateful for the things that i have do have. I don't know. This post is garbage.
I was raised in q culture whereby Karma is law. So if life is shit or inadequate you deserve it.
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No.36128
>>36120
Well perhaps it's a matter of building patience for others, with a little effort and consideration, I'm ever so sure you could improve!
>>36121
Well, you're here now. /kind/ can be a rehabilitation for you, y'know? That was then and this is now and you always have the chance to change so long as you're alive!!
>>36125
I can only offer the best of luck with your body/diet/exercise routine, unfortunately that's up to you to change though, but I know you can do it!
If it's worth anything to you, I don't think this post was garbage at all; it allowed for you to express emotions and it means you know you've done something wrong, the first and best step in helping yourself, I really hope you make it anon and I'd be so happy to hear if you do solve your problems! If not for me - for yourself and your happiness c:
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No.36129
>>36120
I ignore my father and am not very kind to my mother
Tend to have a condescending attitude towards people I dislike too
I guess other than that
I'm studying well, but my exercise/dieting is on and off again (though I am making slow progress), and my hygiene when I don't have work/school obligations is terrible
Religion is probably the #1 thing keeping me somewhat engaged right now
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No.36130
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No.36146
>>36130
That's not a sin unless you believe in karma from a past life.
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No.36182
>>36128
>I really hope you make it anon and I'd be so happy to hear if you do solve your problems! If not for me - for yourself and your happiness c:
Thanks. It's ppl like you that make this board what it is.
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No.36197
>>36120
>it was pic related
Konata?
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No.36222
i have stolen a bunch of things once
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No.36270
I hit a girl in the face with a binder in sixth grade. I put a lot of strength into it and she even started bleeding. We didn't fight and I don't remember us being on bad terms or anything. One moment I was thinking about how I found her a bit annoying and then I just hit her. She promised not to tell anyone if I made her a duct-tape wallet (I used to make them for fun), but I don't think that's sufficient reparations for inflicting violence on another person.
I used to do drugs and I even carried a knife with me to school sometimes. The only time I got caught doing something bad at school was defacing some couches, though. The school security officer made me pick up cigarettes and scrub some desks a few times, which was definitely an undeservedly light punishment. Shortly afterwards, I had to go to a drug counseling program for smoking weed and the first thing I did when I was finished and didn't have to worry about drug tests was get into subutex and amphetamine paste. Even when I decided to put all that behind me, I just turned my phone off like an asshole and became a hermit instead of at least explaining to the only two friends I had left (one of which I had known since childhood) that I was putting that life behind me. Sometimes they appear as avenging spirits in my dreams and beat me up.
I lied to my parents for more than five years about passing and in many cases even attending high school and then university. I went to a public university, so I've also wasted state resources by not getting a degree. I'm more or less employed by the government, yet all I did last week at work was watch anime because I could get away with it.
Those are just the sins weighing me down at the moment. One thing that bothers me is that I have never been properly punished for them. Even when I came clean about basically failing university for almost four consecutive years a few months ago, my parents never got mad or even raised their voices. Of course, having to life with the knowledge that I have been such an unfathomably terrible person to so many people and that I will never be able to make proper amends is rough, but it's not quite rough enough.
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No.36296
Once when I was a very small child I stole plastic dinosaurs from my kindergarten.
One time I had a superman plastic toy and I hid in the corner of a room with a butterknife trying to quickly cut its head off, but I never managed to finish. I just left the butterknife and semi-cut figure on the dresser and never touched it again.
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No.36390
>>36379
Did bo relax the word friend filter?
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No.36403
I can't bring myself to be nice to internet "friends" no matter what.
I don't know anyone in real life who I'd consider a friend, however I do know a bunch of people online that could be called that. Despite this I just can't view them as such because of the obvious unnatural and unreal nature of internet relationships.
I've told some of these people that I didn't, couldn't really consider them real friends and they seemed to be upset by my words and said that it wasn't the same for them and that they actually thought of me as one. Mind you they're all people I met on imageboards so they're most likely as mentally stable as you'd expect them to be and they most definitely don't need a random anon online to be a dick to them. In fact, some of them seem like they could really use one, but, for the life of me, can't be it.
So yeah tl;dr, I'm a pragmatic sociopath and I can't bring myself to accept the notion you can be friends with people even if you can't physically meet them. I'm sorry dudes.
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No.36404
>>36403
When I said "they seem like they could really use one" I meant a friend, not a dick. I just realised it sounded that way.
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No.36440
I like to bully other people a bit
Nothing mean, just enough to make them embarassed or slightly uncomfortable
I also get some sexual excitement out of it
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No.36442
>>36403
Sometimes I also find it hard to make internet friends and keep up the friendship. I need some kind of anchor in real life. I wouldn't be too hard on yourself, I think it's because internet communication is so ubiquitous now and people grow up being able to communicate with virtually anyone, anytime. What's the word? Everything is very changeable, mercurial? Idk.
I've maintained penpal friendships for longer. I think it's because you get a real handwritten letter in the post just for you. Sometimes with pictures and other stuff. It makes it more special I suppose.
>>36440
I don't know why but that's really hot to me
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No.36448
I didn't go to work today
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No.36449
>>36448
Did you lie to stay off?
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No.36451
>>36449
I didn't say anything and no one emailed me directly.
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No.36452
>>36451
Maybe you're fired. I don't think I could get away with just not turning up and not saying anything in any of the jobs I've had.
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No.36455
>>36452
I hate my job so much that the thought of being fired made me smile. Oh well. Off I go to work now.
Hope u have a good day anon
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No.36468
>>36455
Thank you anon, I did have a good day. But then I'm a NEET so that's easy. I hope things get better for you at work, I know how it feels to be stuck in a soul sucking job.
I should have done more to look for a job today. I suppose that's my sin. I did apply for one job though.
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No.37184
>>36403
That's perfectly fine and normal, what matters if you keep up the behavior you've been showing them and if that's how you act around neutral people then imagine how you would be if you were their friend. Never try to get rid of you sociopathy that is ingrained in your personality and will have disastrous consequences, I speak from experience.
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No.37196
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No.37198
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No.37199
>>37198
My lie was a big, bad one which had horrible consequences
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No.37203
i beat people up in school, i was a bully
but the thing is i exclusively targeted chad jocks
and the reason was that they couldn't fight back because if they got suspended for fighting then they would be kicked off their precious sportsball team the whole season.
i would kick their shins, kick their genitals, punch them in the gut, body slam them into walls. i was in band and i played trumpet and i was carrying my trumpet in a case once, which is like at least 12lbs all together, and i once swung it with the absolute maximum momentum my body would allow directly into the biggest jock in the school's dick and he collapsed in agony and his eyes buldged out of his head and i laughed so hard i cried for the entire school day. i'd stab jocks with pencils, i'd get cheeseburgers at lunch and drench the meat patty in ketchup and throw it into the jock's sportsball jerseys which are like $80 each and one of them burst into tears and told me his was brand new and i didn't care.
on the last day of school every single jock i had ever interacted with plotted to physically pick me up off the ground and bring me to a remote location and take turns beating the shit out of me. see they could do whatever they wanted since they wouldn't have to worry about getting kicked off the team anymore on the last day. luckily someone overheard their plot and warned me and i almost had a heart attack and ditched school. i bet they would have murdered me if i had stayed.
does that make me sorta like
i don't know
even MORE /kind/?
i was unwittingly fighting for the little guy in a way.
i don't regret beating up those normalfriends at all.
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No.37204
>>37203
>i beat people up in school, i was a bully
>but the thing is i exclusively targeted chad jocks
>even MORE /kind/?
Chads are some of the nicest people on the planet at least in the gym because of their acquired strength and wanting other people to get better, the myth of them being assholes comes from propoganda made by nerds and other betas so no. You probably have never been to America judging by your grammar but when I traveled over some jock was really cool around me and always put up with the shit I did.
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No.37209
>>37204
chads can be kind, chads can be bullies. both exist and they're not easy to distinguish at first glance.
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No.37243
I have always done many bad things and have always been a very bad person.
Last bad thing I did I can remember of, probably shitposting on some board.
Other than that, sometimes I steal money from my mother's wallet. It's always very little, like $4 at the very most, usually just coins, and spend it on useless crap like potato chips, even though we're dirt poor. Yeah, it's little, but it is an unforgivable sin worthy of capital punishment.
I'm really just fucked in the head.
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No.37255
>>37243
can u just not steal from her again pls
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No.37258
>>37203
I wish I had gone to school with you.
>>37243
She probably counts every penny but doesn't say anything because she loves you.
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No.37260
>>37243
Remember those debts, friend. Always strive to repay them: someday you might lose the chance to.
I speak from experience. Being left with the guilt that you never repaid your own mother's kindness is still a heavy weight to bear sometimes.
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No.37265
>>36270
I don't think it's a bad thing if you are willing to change, you were just a stupid kid like all kids are, also if you have your hs friend's phones still (or just their names, search them on Facebook or something) as awkward as it may be I think properly apologizing to them will make you feel a lot better. And having an unproductive week happens to everyone, don't beat yourself up over it friendo c: (unrelated but this captchas are ridiculous)
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No.37549
Just got back from the shop. Was in line for the checkout and this old hobo looking guy came up behind me. Out of no where he points out Despicable Me movie and says "I've seen that". Then when it was my turn to checkout he started ranting about the Great Wall of China. I couldn't help but shoot a smirk towards the check out guy. I got all my stuff bagged and then he starts ranting about the international space station and the Chinese. I just nodded and walked away. I looked back as I walked out and he was still ranting.
I feel bad for smirking like that. If he hasn't already I hope that guy attains true enlightenment.
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No.37833
I used to steal money to help a friend pay for his drugs.
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No.37877
my parents are divorced. One time, when I was quite young, I asked then both for a scooter for xmas. I was at my fathers for christmas day, and had bought me a scooter, I was very happy. Then next day I went to my mothers. SHe had also bought me one. I have no memory of actually saying this, or what my thought process was at the time, I think I have repressed it, but I said to her "dad got me a better one"
The look on her face I will not forget.
I also said this in front of my friends.
Why did I do this.
My mother does not have as much money as my father, so just buying that was probably a bigger deal than it was for my father. Why would I say such a thing. What is wrong with me.
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No.37901
>>37877
You should tell her these same words you told us today anon.
She will understand because she loves you, you were a kid after all.
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No.37902
I did a bunch of bad things (and when I say a bunch I mean I lost count) which I don't feel bad about, so I'll think about something that makes me feel real guilt.
Hmmm…
I wouldn't know, I don't feel particularly guilty of anything.
But if you guys want I can share some stories!
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No.37916
An older friend of mine fell into a counter. At first I thought she was fine and joking around, her having a good sense of humor and all. The next day she was in a lot of pain and had a very large bruise. I still feel bad for laughing at the time.
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No.37924
>>36120
When I was little, I would team up with my cousin and we would be abusive towards animals. We would see how far we could throw kittens and we tried drowning his puppy in a toilet. We laughed our asses off about it at the time but our parents sure didn't. Today I feel horrible about what I did. My cousin and I never discussed what we did since and he grew up to be a kind soul.
I also ruined a girls life in highschool when she pissed me off. I told many lies about her to people and they all yelled at her telling her she was a horrible person. Next time she saw me she yelled at me for over twenty minutes straight and the principal caught up on this and suspended her for a day. I resumed life as usual trying to avoid bringing it up. However, once the situation died out word got around for what I did and people started looking at me in a different way. I transferred schools to avoid the worst of it and hopefully leave it to rest. A couple of years later we met again, and we were calm. Although, there was still uneasiness in the air. I lost many nights of sleep over this and just wished I could have the chance to apologize to her over what I did, but then again I felt like I didn't need to. As the time went on, she did horrible things to me too possibly in response to what I did before. I want to apologize, but I don't think it'd be worth it anymore. The damage is done and both of our lives were ruined. Such is the way of life I suppose.
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No.37936
>>37877
Jesus Christ man, I don't think anyone can top that.
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No.37939
I cheated on my waifu by fucking a whore twice.
Our relationship is fine now, i told her that im sorry and promised her that i will be a better person and i actually succeeded a bit, i spend a lot of time with her, bought her presents and going out on dates. Now i feel more close to her and i will keep loving her forever.
I keep punching myself for it every single day, just by remembering how much i hurt her with my actions makes me want to kill myself out of pure hatred for being such a piece of shit. My remorse never cease and that's my punishment, although i deserve a lot more than that
Im glad that at least i can make her happy now, that's the only think that makes me feel good about myself.
Sorry if this sounds like a blogpost, i had to take it out of my chest
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No.37940
>>37939
I feel you anon.
I never even cheated and I still feel similar guilt for making my woman cry.
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No.38132
>At the hospital after having my surgery
>It's dinner time
>Go to get some hot hospital food (smells good)
>Ask the lady what those meatballs are called as I've never heard of them or seen them before
>"friendgots"
>It didn't really strike me as hospital-appropriate language
>I look at another nurse in confusion to confirm what I just heard and she's laughing whilst avoiding eye contact with me (classic sign that I've goofed)
>Look back at the nurse serving the friendgots and she seems disturbed by my disturbance, upset even
>Try to salvage the situation and say that I'd "like to try some" and appear unfazed by the name
>Despite giving the guy before me two, she only gives me one (remember, I said try)
>Get some potatoes and gravy and leave
>As I walk away, faintly hear "what's wrong with the name 'friendgot'?"
I feel really bad. I knew about the bundle-of-sticks thing because I learnt that from that Simpsons scene but I never knew about this. I think the only way to handle situations like that is to approach every social interaction with your pokerface at the ready. You can't "just be yourself", you've actually got to be quite guarded, distant and controlled. It would probably take a while to make it all seem natural though but nonetheless, this is definitely how it should be done.
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No.38133
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/friendgot_(food)
In case the wordfilter filters it, you can just google it for yourself.
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No.38154
I don't know if this counts as a "sin" but maybe it is for this board.
Helping only helps with a thing.
Getting others to trust you and respect you.
I don’t help others because I have an overwhelming altruistic urge to help others, I do it as to not come off as an asshole. Life is harder when everyone thinks you’re an asshole. So I try not to come off as one.
I believe in helping others, just not for the reasons you believe in it.
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No.38157
>>38132
>You can't "just be yourself", you've actually got to be quite guarded, distant and controlled
To "normalfriends", this just comes naturally and they don't even notice it. They would call this being yourself, but to people who don't have that instinct it has to be learned. The problem is it's easy to overdo, and then you come across as cold and harsh. It's hard, but do not worry, we can try hard and get better!
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No.38209
>>38154
I doubt there are very many people who actually go out and help others just because that's the way they are, but it's better to be kind to another because you don't want to be an ass than to say 'this isn't who I am' and be unkind.
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No.38227
>>38209
>be naturally predisposed to helping people
>know a bunch of psychology
>everyone awkwardly avoids me, thinking I have a second goal
>start acting cold and calculated
>people start approaching me again
>subtly fit "helping" others in this new style despite its limitations
>have to pretend I'm drunk when I want to go all out
>actually help a lot of people, but when they notice they sometime distance themselves from me
>at the end of the day I always have less friends than I started with
>don't care, since I made the world a better place
Being kind is the hardest thing there is.
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