/kind/ - Random Acts of Kindness★

>>30486

Does castration eliminate all desire for intimacy? Not that I'm taking you seriously on taking that measure, just curious if you've ever researched that.

So what's the problem anyway? Not confident in your looks or abilities? Other way around and you don't get too aroused by your partner? Some sort of trouble synchronizing to eachother's desires?

>>30483 (OP)

I'm retarded and sex is all I have to think about despite like you getting very little gratification out of masturbating or looking at porn. That would be hentai too because the real deal is mostly just too ugly for me. Man though does it strike a nerve and depress you to think about all of these improbable to impossible scenarios with all gorgeous partners with all those pretty physical/emotional feelings/roles that you can't have. It's torture but I can't say I hate it because how could I hate what gives me any kind of pleasure in my empty life? I'd go on to say fuck everything (metaphorically) but nobody wants to hear me bitch about all that.

Are you good at drawing OP?

>>30489

I know how you feel, I don't know why but I'm mostly turned on by very loving, gentle, vanilla /ss/, which is the most heartbreaking to realize I'll never be able to have anything like

A-And I don't know

Maybe? Kinda? I'm always trying to get better

>>30491

I like loli so, no kidding, I know that sucks. *rimshot*

I'm not sure what you're trying to say, get better you mean? Well tough luck, there's no outgrowing your shota. Zing!

Thanks Cuddlescent Elementary School, you're too kind. I'll be here all night.

I masturbate once a day every day and I'm starting to reach that point where it feels like a chore honestly.

Also can the BO or vol help fix that thing when a thread gets e00001 or whatever.

it's the kaiju one

>>30516

But I have heard it helps prevent prostate cancer if it's often.

I went for 2 month no fap, and 5 days ago I started fapping every day again. I write down my mood and pay attention to my thoughts every day. I notice some extremely subtle changes in perception. It's not much, but it's there. I like to think of the examination of my own thought processes as meditation, but it's more like, I reached an entire new level of laziness and lack of ambition. I literally sit still for 3 hours doing nothing with barely any thoughts. What if all the monks, spiritual leaders and buddha were all actually just clever NEETs

>>30520

Well, like, that's literally what they're supposed to be in a way right? I understand they get a little money here and there by offering whatever support to their community but if they made no money and lived off the land there's certainly nothing wrong with that (people really should have the skills to be reasonably self-empowered).

>>30487

No it doesn't

>>30519

It's ok, you're beautiful either way.

>>30522

Thanks

>>30520

So monks were the proto no fappers is what you're saying?

>>30538

Monks were proto jedi. -oh wait, scratch that, other way around.

>>30505

I meant get better at drawing, like the post I was replying to mentioned

You can order an antiandrogen like Spironolactone. It's not regulated. Just don't take it too much or else you will

1. chemically castrate yourself

2. develop tolerance

Even mtf folk can only take it for a few years before it becomes dangerous for them not to get an orchiectomy. It also lowers your body's tolerance for potassium.

>>30546

I was fooling around but I did see I managed to goof that up. Now let me continue to be a smartass and suggest you reach a middle ground drawing porn.

>>30552

>>30552

>reach a middle ground drawing porn

It's a myth, a trap, a feedback loop. Tried it for 5 years or even more. When you work drawing porn you're exposed to all kinds of erotic stimulation 8-14 hours a day. It makes you either fap every day, or get used to stimulation and desensitize yourself. There's no middle ground, it's the road downhill. Fapping even every few days will make you lazy. In fact, porn alone will make you zombie-like. It's like exposing yourself to one tenth of heroine dose every day. It fucks you up… the 10% that draws porn for a living are the special genetic breed immune to this or something. You don't see the rest, the 90%. I can pledge for the truth of this post with my own life

>>30559

Don't try dating sites man, they're crappy quality equating to how crappy you feel when you use them.

>>30554

You don't gotta try hard to convince me, I believe it. As I said it was a suggestion I made screwing around. Sex may be it's own thing but I don't know how artists don't lose their minds in general, painting imagery too fantastic to not wear them out in some way. As for these 10% elite fuck not living as them. Fuck that there isn't a solution to this nature game.

That's just me saying what I'm always thinking though. I'm bitter.

>>30574

I wish I knew how it works out for these artists

>>30517

I heard this too, but seeing as scores of priests and monks aren't dying of prostate cancer I've begun to doubt this statement.

>>30483 (OP)

>I just want to stop thinking about it all.

Take up meditation; its entire purpose is to stop thinking which is an incredibly useful skill to deal with all negative thoughts. I've become a much happier person after taking it up myself.