Salam brothers. I studied in a religious high school. So I have no girlfriend experience. On the other hand I had no much interest to dating things before hs too. I always reminded myself such things are unnecessary and haram, I said to myself I will do it whenever its time to marry. Now I am in a course that is preparing for university exam. So classes are mixed. My buddy is about to ask out a girl. I didnt really care things until he was about to get a girlfriend. He talks about her, he goes to activities with her and I feel lonely.
Love seems like a good feel but my time hasnt come yet. But as I said on title I recently discovered blackpill and I started to fear of dying alone. I am tall, decent face but I am afraid I will be forever alone for being too much inexperienced/autistic with girls.
Also I feel so disappointed whenever I see high schooler hijabi girls with their boyfriend. Is all that patiance, struggle for the girls that has been kissed, touched by other men?
At the end this thread didnt reached anything. I just want some advice if you have been in a similar situations.