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Am I destined to suffer forever عبد الله 12/26/20 (Sat) 09:30:53 af5d04 No.42921

I have tried so many times to be a muslim-but in every attempt I've failed

I learnt how pray and everything "alone", for the nearest masjid is 2hours from where I live

I had times where my iman was so strong, but all of sudden it would disappear, or it would in a decreasing, gradual manner

Are curses real? Because I really feel like God has cursed me

Why everything has to be infinitely more difficult for me than it has to be for others?

I won't list all the problems I have, so I just ask you not to judge me, it is truly unbearable

Everything goes wrong, nothing works out, i try and I try but I always fail and brake down

My life is such a disgrace

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عبد الله 12/26/20 (Sat) 12:07:10 b7bcbe No.42924

>>42921

>Are curses real?

For the millionth time: NO

Why do you keep asking?

>I really feel like God has cursed me

Facts don't care about your feelings.

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عبد الله 12/26/20 (Sat) 13:47:31 af5d04 No.42926

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>>42924

>Why do you keep asking?

It's the first time I ever post about this, you're mistaking me for somebody else

>Facts don't care about your feelings.

I guess Im gonna have to stop caring about facts then, in fact, i think I already did

I'd just like to know how am I not the victim in this situation? I didn't even ask to be born in the first place

Why God puts me into this world, makes everything so impossible and unbearable for me, then expects me to be able to go through all the hardships and accept that he is benevolent and merciful? What mercy there ever was for me? I know this is a waste of time, to be honest, but I feel like I need to get this out of my chest

It's just that the unfairness of it all- it sickens me.

And I can't ask God himself. And I can't find answers in the Quran. It was written for normal people, not cursed aberrations like me

And when I reflect on all the suffering I've gone through and the sharp pain that constantly afflicts my soul, I wonder, if there is a God, then he should beg for my forgiveness

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عبد الله 12/26/20 (Sat) 15:19:56 b7bcbe No.42928

>>42926

>It's the first time I ever post about this

Then you need to check the QTDDTOT because someone keeps claiming to be cursed every few days or so in there and we always answer the same way.

>I'd just like to know how am I not the victim

Because the universe doesn't revolve around you.

>be able to go through all the hardships and accept that he is benevolent and merciful?

Yes, very good, that is exactly how it works.

>What mercy there ever was for me?

70-80 years of pain for an eternity of bliss is a pretty damn good deal for you.

>I can't ask God himself

Yes, you can.

>I can't find answers in the Quran

All answers are in Qur'an

>not cursed aberrations like me

There's no such thing as curses. Like I told the last guy who spewed all this drivel: if your life is screwed up, stop looking for mystical excuses. It is YOUR fault. Do something about it.

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عبد الله 12/26/20 (Sat) 21:02:53 ab405f No.42929

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>>42921

>I learnt how pray and everything "alone", for the nearest masjid is 2hours from where I live

Go there and meet people. Make friends and tell them about your situation, but don't act all down an depressed thinking you are cursed and your life is horrible.

>I had times where my iman was so strong, but all of sudden it would disappear, or it would in a decreasing, gradual manner

That is how it is with everyone, stop thinking that it is some kind of curse.

>Why everything has to be infinitely more difficult for me than it has to be for others?

Are you starving to death in a war zone in Syria or Yemen? Are you having to choose which child you want to feed and which you are going to have to let starve because you don't have enough food? Are you being thrown from your home and driven away in droves like in Palestine or Myanmar? Are you having any kind of problems that are of this magnitude? I sincerely doubt it. You are probably living in the west, and don't have to worry as much about finding work and living in poverty. Look to those below you to find contentment, not to those above you. The people that are undergoing unbearable hardships are not saying that God needs to ask them for forgiveness.

First start by praying 5 times a day, every day. That is the bear minimum for being a Muslim. Try to reach out to brothers from the Masjid. I live over 2 hours away from the nearest Masjid and was able to get all kinds of help from the Muslims there. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and keep trying to do things. If things go wrong, try again. Think about how much better off you are than the people I described above, and how you don't have to worry about being bombed or starving while you are doing what you are trying to do. Start working out or something, it will make you feel a lot better physically and psychologically.

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عبد الله 01/01/21 (Fri) 14:08:22 71e4ed No.43042

>>42926

Be grateful for your faith when you have it.

There's an exmaple in the Quran about people who, when at sea, beg for Allah's help in the middle of the storm and promise sincere dedication, but when they return to safety they continue to do evil.

31:32

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