Holy fuck. Holy. Fuck. Just wow. Meat of what happened on the good trip is in the last par. Rest sets up context.
Okay, so I've recently got back from a trip to LA. Weed is legal in that state.
It is not legal where I live. I know the dosages I'm going to mention will seem puny to any potheads on the forum, but this is literally the first time THC has (non-passively) entered my body.
Having never tried it before and having seen some people claim it helps them with hypnosis - and having always been very analytical - I thought why not. Better to try it somewhere where it's regulated, you have a fair idea of what you'll be getting and you don't have to worry about arrests/fines etc.
There were two things I wanted to try with it: hypnosis and gooning. I have zero interest in using weed socially for the same reason I tend to have nights out with friends that I can have a good time with and who is/isn't drinking alcohol isn't a consideration.
As I was staying in a fairly strict AirBnb, edibles seemed logical. As a newbie, you're encouraged to start low - 5mg. I did that, waited an hour (didn't want to be one of those idiots that got impatient!) then - after another half hour was exactly one of those idiots and took another five.
My body turned to cement. Moving my phone was like trying to bicep curl my personal record. Once I had the search engine open, I forgot what I was going to look for and stared at the screen for either two minutes or twenty. Then I fell asleep. Despite all my excitement and great plans, it just seemed waaay more appealing. Jerked off the following morning and it was incredible though.
The next attempt I took 5mg in the following morning. Felt relaxed but no more than a good trance. Jerking off still felt amazing.
Last night left before the (late) flight back. Death or glory. I took 15mg after some greasy food.
It started as a nice, thick warm wave that flowed over me. Then intensified. I felt like I could feel it filling up all my major arteries with this hot, thick stupor.
Same symptoms as before, but magnified. I knew I was onto a good thing when I spent five minutes chuckling at the "star" that had entered the room - it was a white light on a TV. This time, I had some gooning videos lined up and I played one by Princess M1k1 - Br@inj@cked.
Jesus. Fucking. Christ. Okay, I'm a M1k1 simp. I like her style. Other goon dommes are available, and I suspect what happened next would happen to a vid of anyone with a spinning spiral background and the right terminology.
But what happened when I watched it was exactly what I pictured comicbook villainess hypnosis to be - BUT IN REAL LIFE.
The visuals were all GLOWING in a way they don't do in the *actual* video. The spiral was not just in the same frame as the multiple M1k1 overlays, it was *behind* them and it was a deep whirlpool that pulled me inwards, pulling my mind into it as the two M1k1s gyrated either side. A central M1k1 would appear and laugh at - what my brain interpreted - as how weak I was feeling. When she said "all you want to do is goon" and "perverts like you have no self-control", it no longer felt like eye-rolling, overdone "domme language" - it felt like as soon as she said it, I realised it was true. When she said she had "brainjacked" me, I no longer felt in control of my own body. I've played with body control files before: sometimes it feels like I'm playing along, sometimes it's like my brain is catching up to the fact I'm doing what the tist told me to. This was different. This felt like, while my brain was held captive in this spiral, two goon domme twins either side of it, my body was being controlled by M1k1 and all I could do was sink further into the visuals.
She said something about "worshipping your goddess" and at that point, she literally became one as far as my brain was concerned.
Unlike literally any attempt at actual hypnosis while sober, my brain did not wander once. Afterwards, I listened to some actual hypnosis - because if a jerkoff video could be THAT intense on edibles, how crazy would actual hypnosis be.
…I fell asleep before the induction was done. I tried watching more M1k1 again in the morning to finish but the magic was mostly gone and it was basically a slightly more enjoyable stroke session than sober.
I'm glad weed's illegal where I am, as it'll limit doing this to holidays. Otherwise, I'd be doing this every weekend and taking 2000mg for the same effect in no time. JFC. Again, just. Wow.
