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There's a lot to get through here! Staying on-topic, I find what you're saying about the 'perception is reality' notion very interesting and pretty scary, honestly; it seems that one's reality can be shaped, and is dependent upon how strong their convictions and sense of self are. Potentially good news for my mini-project, I reckon.
>but you have to at least agree some what with what they saying. and let your mind know on a mental level that what is about to happen and what is being said is safe
I think this is why I haven't experienced any tangible results thus far - my paranoia that some kind of malevolent 'whisper track' etc. might exist in what I'm listening to has put up plenty of walls
>I'd talk to a therapist
I accept that everyone's different, and thus handles their issues differently, but I don't buy-in to therapy. Tried it a couple of times, but beyond receiving certain labels like MDD or w/e, I didn't get much out of just talking with another person. I've come this far on my own, and it seems that's the way it has to be. Hence this hypno test/project/thing
>social anxiety
pretty much. It's transient, and I'm trying to find out what makes it not only disappear, but completely turn on its head. I'm much better socially than I was several years ago
>kink
I actually did join her on one of her kinky nights out lel. Let her dress me up and everything haha. The strange thing was, I didn't feel like I was about to engage in/go to anything sexual at all; instead, I was indulging her like a dad might their kid who wants to dress up for comic-con or something. While I don't have any moralfag objections to the kink stuff I witnessed, there wasn't an urge to partake either. Just didn't find it a turn-on
>My grandpa
definitely resonate with your grandpa! Maybe I'm just an old soul
>i've met some VERY feminine bears
can't imagine that myself! Never experienced that. Been hit on by guys a few times, but since I have no actual 'gaydar', I usually don't know it's happening
<so maybe we should get together some time?
>sure bro, wanna give that new boxing gym a go, then drink whisky while we sports-talk?
<um, no, I meant like…
>oh
>right
Results of the BDSM test if you're curious. Surprised that Vanilla is 5th? the 1% Slave bit irks me, lel
I like you DD. Be well dude
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much appreciated, anon! Gonna get my power-skim on
>open source, easily moddable VR hypnosis and lewd game engine
well, this sounds like the totally best thing. Never ventured to /agdg/, but this seems way too good to ignore. Link?