/freedomzine/ - FreedomZine

obviously functioninal{sic}, but was/is it difficult?

I had relatives(3 cousins and 1 1/2 brother) back in the 70's who were moderately to severly autisic but were diagnosed at the time as retarded

And by grandfather ..wooooo.

My nieces' kid is 5 yrs old and he really has sever autism, but can talk now, with tratment and would have been written off even 20 yrs ago

And my nephew who is visting has a touch of tourettes(as did my mom) and is Schizoaffective and bi-polar and still does drugs on top of his meds.

I'm moderately mental myself and this is why I ask inappropriate questions, so I'm not trying to insult you, as my family is pretty fucked up.

Just wondering

>>461

while I fucked that up

The 1st part of the question was:

What's it like trying to raise 2 kids when you seem to have signs of Autism?

You seem to be obviously functional, but was/is it difficult?

>>462

Oops< I forgot to add

Did you create this thread?

Killcen Reported Missing

>>>/n/786727

as I have had some delightful interactios with it

EX:

/killcen/:

>>786727 (OP)

I would never allow anyone to take me away without a fight to the death, nor kill myself willingly. If I die it would likely be from a stroke, heart attack or just old age. My daughter loves me and I love her, she knows never to fuck with me or she loses all chances of wealth inheritance (and I married into my wealth more than I actually made myself anyway)…. and since my wife is gone I got everything things work just the way I want them to and I have (((legal experts))) to make sure there are stipulations in the wills: one thing I had them put down is anyone who tries to undermine my lifestyle by removing me from my presence will be CUT OFF completely from inheritance. So it would be the best thing for my daughter to shut the fuck up, leave me be to die naturally and inherit the wealth…. and she knows it…. because I done told her how it works.

Haha…HeeHee…

Me aka (sac):

>>786985

>since my wife is gone

Did your daughter help dispose of the evidence for a cut?

Not that there's anything wrong with that if she was an evil harpy who tried to steal yor bread every time you sat down for a meal(see Greek mythology)

There's a few people I'd like to send to the cornfield(see classic Twilight Zone episode "It's a Good Life")

>………Haha…HeeHee…

don't you fucking mock me!

/killcen/

>>787006

I do not murder family members, my wife died of diabetes because she chose to have a bad unhealthy diet, and always drank diet soda. I even told her it was not good for her, she didn't care. She figured that if I consumed alcohol she had the right to do what she wanted. Well ok, fare. She died for that philosophy. Once again proving my theory that soda is much more toxic than alcohol is!

and finally

me aka (sac)

>>787118

I apologize for suggesting in a rude and insensitive attempt at humor that you murdered your wife and your daughter abetted you.

There is an anon here who goes by the fag-name of just-kiss-it, and he is a bad influence on me and others here.

His attempts at black aka gallows humor show signs of psychopathic hebism and suggest not interacting with him

He's the one always posting news items with titles like

REJOICE: Tinder Chad's Use of Dating App Lets Him Avoid Jail Time After Hot Sex With 11y/o Girl

and

Alex Jones sent child porn to Sandy Hook families say Lawyers

and

Badass Gym Teacher Takes Control, Gets Oral Sex From 28 First Grade Girls, Molests an Additional 88

Notice a pattern here?

Anyway, keep up the good work sir!

(sac)rificialy Yors

This is why I post on /n/

I feel so smug and superior afterwards and I am ready to face my day of constant humiliation and belittlement

It's better than kicking the dog(see:pecking order)

Many lulz were had by my gf and me.

Thank you sir for all your hard work.

Johnny Neptune incoming to tell you to wipe the sweat off his balls with your chin, if that will be of any recompense.

>>463

He's right, you know…..

*looks down at my balls*

*looks up at your chin*

*smiles*

>>463

actually, I like you…..

sure, you're a chubby swollen faggot

but I still like you……………………………

inb4 you try to quantify the percentage ratio of homosexual vs heterosexual

you say 33%

but who's really counting, right?

I don't dislike people for being faggots

I married a lesbian………that's a faggot

I dislike people because they're HUMANS

and I hate humans………………………….a lot

But (sac) is coolio in my book

ignore typos as I aint spell checking

If I'm typing more than 100 words, I always use a text document and paste.

Standard operating procedure as this website and/or my typing is too unstable

I just did it now, after unstable, and because the effin' text box gets in the way of the text you posted.

As for the To Reign in Hell reference. I only typed that because of that weird gif that I had found and needed a short narrative to accompany it.

Although it does remind me of neil Gaiman and his depiction of Satan(Sandman series)

And the (now Netflix series) Lucifer tv series(which I don't recomend as most episodes are mundane, unless you do what I do with any series, is read some reviews and watch the best episodes and fast forward the rest,only watching what piques my interest,,fuck..I do this too much now.)

As for the autism remark, that was just me being a smart ass(although it does have roots deep within my family….It sems to have bypassed be for the most part though)

I hope yur kids turn out to be normal humans

I don't know if it was Andrew(I always used Andy for the annoyance factor)who posted here about his Misanthropy.

I like dogs and kids,because they are simple and uncomplex…haha..hee, but adult humans are complex beings(even the stupider variety) and real as you said, commitment, and patience..as I'm sure that people need with me.

Now as for me. I've done very good things and very bad things(no rapes[statutary or otherwise] or murders), so like most people, I average out and consider my self a 'normal person

Most people do little self serving things and little altruistic things and avg out that way.

And as the saying goes, "It's hard to hate someone, once you really get to know them"…Ted Bundy was a nasty human but if i was switched at birth with him, how would I have turned out?

If most people say that they would not have turned out to be a homicidal maniac, The I would say to that person, "see, it was his DNA that made him do it"

And if they did turn out like him, it was environment.

Or some combination of both, withfree haha…hee will thrown in.

In short, i can't hate anyone,especially people in general, although I have a strong dislike for certain individuals

So I'll end this here, as I have enough social acumen to know that no one wants to read thr ramblings of everyone's favorite topic..themselves.

No I don't, as I just rambled

So Fucking read all of it, as I took the time to type it and you shouldn't have replied to me and encouraged me, you fucking sucker:>)

>>474

OK. Incoming.

Here's 3 YouTube embeds, all from the same channel.

You may like 'em. You may not.

I LOVE This Channel!

Academy of Ideas

https://m.youtube.com/user/academyofideas

First video:

because I personally detest the "disease" concept of addiction.

The Addict in Us All: How Smartphones are Creating a Population of Addicts

https://youtube.com/watch?v=G4Ee_yaNfmQFf

>>474

>>476

>>477

>>475

Relax, and watch another video.

Then DO Something About It!

The Psychology of Conformity

https://youtube.com/watch?v=ARGczzoPASo

The Psychology of Obedience and The Virtue of Disobedience

https://youtube.com/watch?v=OWMkmljltvo

>>476

>addiction is desire

desire is life

In Buddhism, desire and ignorance lie at the root of suffering. By desire, Buddhists refer to craving pleasure, material goods, and immortality, all of which are wants that can never be satisfied. As a result, desiring them can only bring suffering.

fuck boodism

why would i want to stop all desire as only death brings that, and as for the rebirth thingee, that aint me, that's a being who has my tendencies but not my life experiences, so not me(ego)

since one can never suppress desire( I will never be enlightened, I can only hope to control it)

I will accept those things that I can not change and fuck the rest

Addiction is life as I am wont to say

Last one, for now…

Men?

Carl Jung and the Psychology of the Man-Child

https://youtube.com/watch?v=AIKgRtmbIkM

>>480

Enlightenment isn't something you can 'be' or 'achieve'. It just happens, or it doesn't. But there is no going back. It's like the ultimate red-pill.

You already have it. You already took it. You're already there. 'Real'izing it is the trick!

>>479

I been through all those self help vids of every kind and genre

Do you want some really good selfhelp advice?

Put one foot in front of the other and soon you'll be walking out the door

Watch this video and it will change your life, and watch it again tomorrow amd I am saying goodbye, but will be bac. as I am the eternal sad(sac)

>>481

As you posted Jung and I am a long time student f his. i came back for one last comment

Freud and Jung are outdated

the only collective unconscious is the light that never goes out

>>483

>>484

lol

Have one more.

This one is just for you…

The Outsider's Guide to the Social World

https://youtube.com/watch?v=i5gAZzZjYwg

>>483

This song is my higher power

The light that never goes out created it through the songwriters JULES BASS, MAURY LAWS

https://www.allmusic.com/artist/maury-laws-mn0001208191

the light that never goes out aka the muses aka god

>>485

i actually watched this

learned about persona in psyc 101 35 yrs ago

ist read about kierkegaard in Rollo May's book the meaning of anxiety, which i read and cured myself of my insanity when i was in my 20's

I am still mentally ill, just not insane

I am a success in life in that I am still alive….

>>488

>pretension[sic]

>>485

One last thing

I yam what I yam

one can never change who they are except through death or change so great that the ego and super ego is destroyed and remodeled

Being a jew in germany in the 40's and watching your family going up in smoke will do this

As for Persona. i never change that

I'm the same jovial asshole when I'm by myself and as i was was last week when the cops were questioning me.

Did ya hear about the wife whose husband buried all those young guys he raped and buried out the back, while, that's what i think of personas

Show me your real face

And then i'll show you my face before i was born

>>490

>one can never change

Forgot to add, although true, one can bring out the humanity and unknown depths that dwellelth[sic] within