>used to be fat as fuck
>super anxious, depressed, socially retarded etc.
>concerned with whether people liked me or not
>just wanted to feel like people actually liked me
>decided I’d turn shit around
>lost a ton of weight
>still not exactly a physical specimen but I’m working on it
>in the gym all the fucking time to this day
>worked on the social aspect of things as well
>started college
>now I know a shit ton of people and it seems like everyone loves me, for reasons beyond my grasp
>hang out with all the Chads and Becky’s at my school as well as basically everyone else
>go out to the clubs/bars on weekends
>got really confident over time
>still not particularly happy
>on the surface I’m super happy, social, funny, etc. but internally I’m just not feeling it
>like I just got really good at putting on a facade
>finally got to the point where everyone knows and likes me
>couldn’t figure out what my problem was
>one day I realized that I just don’t like people
>just found that I got bored and annoyed with people, shit like that
tl;dr version
>I used to walk into a room full of people wondering if anyone there likes me
>now I walk into a room full of people wondering if I like anyone there
Anyone else familiar with this feel, /fit/?