>>125281
This marks my first time coming to this site in a while. I decided to reduce my internet shitposting about maybe 6 or 7 months ago, spend more time enjoying things myself as a NEET while I still could I'm only 19. Being NEET for a year still hurt me but I've got plenty of time to get up on my feet and I've had a job for about a month. I lift regularly, I read, I've always had good hygiene, and I keep my hair as tidy as I can.
If I don't talk to people, they assume I'm retarded or just naturally "quiet". If I DO talk to people, they ignore me or politely "shoo" me out of the conversation. They indirectly imply they don't want me talking to them or they intentionally make themselves hard to respond to
I just don't get it. I'm 6ft3, fit, and pretty hygenic. Yet 5ft9 pot-bellied goblins who can't shave and have bad acne at the age of 18 look down on me. This one guy at work is around my age, trying to get /fit/ like me. He's actually asking me for advice and asks me questions like how I get my arms all veiny. Personally, I admire people who try to improve themselves so I give him a few pointers, but I find out he's already swimming in pussy and that girls actually kinda like him.
There's no "stop being autistic", no matter how /fit/ you are. The best thing you can do for yourself is just find a way to live a happy life and have your own, personal, goals.