>>8648 (OP)
Nah my nigger, can't agree with that. I wouldn't say I'm really a bitter person, I'm just confronted daily with everything that went right/wrong in my life. You see, the older you get the more shit will get stuck on your face, got it? It's how your personality was shaping during your life and now this is the result. You don't have to identify with anything because that asshole who is apathetic, maybe sometimes raging, maybe sometimes very bitter and sarcastic, who is maybe from time to time nice, it isn't something to identify with, it's you - yourself, your essence. This whole identify with bitterness things sounds to me weird, as if we are just like this because we want to be edgy or something and that's not the case (at least I hope so).
>Most of us probably had a shitty youth mixed with bad experience a few years ago, so we just hand over all our hopeless perspectives for the future to our adolescence.
Part 2 of this issue is your intellect. "Something shitty happened to me in past so I will be asshole in future" doesn't really work because you can always, even if with help, get back on your feet in this case. What's the real deal is that, jokingly said, every time you stand up the reality not only kicks you in the jaw but also shows you the future so you keep sitting next time. We reached point when we are starting to admit ourselves and clearly see, that we are running out of options here in our society for ourselves and for saving our society as well. It's not hopeless perspective created from our experience, at least certainly not in my case, but clear conclusion you reach from day to day reality. Maybe that's the reason "younger" people tend to be close extreme politics nowadays because they have nothing else to catch, no other vision, all leaders and heroes are dead, we are just in spiral down and we are desperately trying to catch everything to not fall into big pile of crap. You can't even blame people who just don't give a shit and say nothing really matters (except OR 'not even' your own egoistic needs and pleasures) at this point. It's not bitterness, it's not hopelessness carried from childhood. Something went wrong and I'm trying to deal with it somehow, I just don't exactly know how, yet. Sorry about the blogpost but something felt off to me in your post, OP.