No.25456
Fear? No energy? A slither of hope? No painless options available? Is there one thing stopping you? If so, what is it?
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No.25459
The pointlessness of it all.
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No.25460
>Is there one thing stopping you? If so, what is it?
Not being doomer DUHHHH
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No.25461
Just the fear that even if I were to eat a shotgun and take it right to the brainstem, or even lay my head right on a fucking landmine, or otherwise do something that should normally kill me, I'll survive somehow and wind up in even more pain than before.
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No.25462
>when you kill yourself
>the normies win
make normies envious by pretending to be living the good life
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No.25480
>>25456
>>25450
are you the same guy?
>>>/suicide/
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No.25481
For me it's hope. granted life is generally despair, my delusions of something better keeps me going. Ironically, I set a goal, painfully strive for it, and once I get it I'm already discontent, yearning for more. just gotta keep going forward
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No.25486
>>25480
Israel-saan
I found out today interesting thing
>Tel A Viv
rhymes with
>Is Ra il
bretty cool huh
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No.25488
>>25486
very interesting, thank you Sven
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No.25490
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No.25497
being poorfag. if i ever to exist it'd be via Nembutal. can't afford that shit now
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No.25499
Mostly fear of pain. If only I could press a button with erase me from existence without pain I would push it no doubt. But here in Spain there isn't guns and euthanasie stills ilegal. Why the hell would normalfags want us alive? What do they gain?
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No.25500
>>25499
nembutal… nembutal my dear spanish friend
>>>/suicide/
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No.25501
Fear of failing and becoming a potato, shit ain't no joke.
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No.25504
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No.25523
Just waiting. Gonna keep in the trades, head to the south west and wait while enjoying the beach and working in a nice area.
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No.25531
basically I'm just a pussy.
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No.25546
>>25456
Suicide is just another product of will.
I've been killing myself in my mind for years. Who here Schopenhauer?
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No.25548
my mom, she's a sweet person. the rest of the family will be sad for like a year or two, but i would destroy my mom for life if i did it. for my friends, they would understand the reasons
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No.25565
>>25546
This. Great to know there is another schopenboi here
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No.25932
>>25531
This, plus I'd make a few members of my family very sad and several coworkers virtue-signal for a few months.
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No.25943
>>25531
based.
>>25546
>>25565
LOL. this is just another pussy ass excuse. cringed hard at "schopenboi" lmao.
>>25548
finally a valid reason. a lot of people choose to wait until their older family has died before they ctb. your other option is to make it look like it's not a suicide, so she won't feel any guilt or as much pain. whatever you do, i hope you find peace.
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No.26119
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No.26122
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No.26129
Lack of money to make an exit bag.
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No.26133
>>25456
Mom would be sad, also vices are sorta fun sometimes.
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No.26134
>>25501
Don’t kill your self . Your family will be very hurt and when your kids are grown they will understand you tried your best in life. They will watch your 6 buddy, trust your family
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No.26135
I pretty much have every reason to kill myself. I even have the means; I live on the sixth floor of an apartment building and there's some nice and sturdy concrete floor that's guaranteed to splatter a skull and cause all brain matter to spill out with a strong impact. All that's stopping me, really, is instinct. Our brains are naturally wired to avoid any situations of impending death, which makes suicide all the more difficult. I once tried jumping in front of a train, as there's a subway station close to me whose trains eventually pass right by it without stopping, supposedly to pick up all of the other passengers in the much, much busier stations ahead. That's a train going at full speed, 300 or 400 km/h or something I don't know much about trains so fuck me dead, and there's no way anything less than instant death awaits anyone fortunate enough to be in front of that. I tried it several times, but the fear of what comes next, of failure or what else, is what stops me. It's frustrating, more than anything. I have nothing worth living for; no desires of my own, no true, genuine accomplishments. Just constant failure and disappointment, and no matter how much I try to hold on a slimmer of hope, just when I think things are changing, it all comes back to how they've always: arguing with family, working a job I hate, no prospects or interests or hope for anything. I just exist and feel the same pain I've been feeling ever since I was a brat. I do think I'm pretty close to ending it, though. I've told myself the past 10 or so years that tomorrow might be different, but I'm always eventually pulled back no matter what; back to the starting point. I think I'm getting there. They say that the more you think of suicide, the more likely you are to go through with it. I was just looking down my window right now, and I felt relief i knowing I could just end it any time.
We may not have control over our lives, but we may have control over our deaths. When are you going to seize it, anon?
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No.26141
>>26135
>>We may not have control over our lives, but we may have control over our deaths. When are you going to seize it, anon?
Alas! Freedom has come!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUHk2RSMCS8
Don't try at home obviously.>>26135
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No.26174
Im going for a /nightwalk/ now and take the shitty winebottle my useless father gave me and a rope with me. Im probably going to chicken out like usual, but I still hope I manage to go through with it this time. Let me tell you there aint no better feel than listening drunk to alan watts in the middle of the night in ice cold winter.
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No.26177
I'm not religious at all, I'm pretty apathetic when my family or anyone tries to talk me into Christianity, their words kind of just go through me, but I'm not an atheist, I'm not one of those perfectly rational people that can discern anything paranormal, if I watch too much spooky stuff I will believe a monster is waiting for me in my dark room. But perhaps the biggest reason why I'm kind of excited about killing myself, and that I'm definitely not an atheist is that I can't really subscribe to the idea that this is my only life and I have to live it to the fullest. I'm relatively young and I already feel like I wasted a bunch of opportunities, I really, really hope that when I kill myself I get to be somewhere else, or to restart my life and get to do things right. The latter option is the least of what I would ask from an afterlife system, if it exists, maybe also to not be born with a cut dick, and to have better teeth that won't need so much money to fix when I grow up.
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No.26179
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No.26214
>>25501
Background story?
>>26134
Not all families care, my neighbor's uncle killed himself and nobody in his family cared
Also you hear all the time about some suicided guy found after 6 months because nobody even knocked at their door.
>>26177
No offense but you sound like a borderline schizo
Tell your family to get you help instead of religion
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No.26218
>>26214
>No offense but you sound like a borderline schizo
If you are talking about the part of a monster in my room, I didn't meant literally that I was incapable of convincing myself that there's nothing there. I'm just afraid of the dark when I consume a lot of horror entertainment, but I don't have any superstitions, I just used it as an example of how I'm not an atheist because I should know that there's no reason to fear a dark room that I know is empty, but I still do.
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No.26247
>whats stopping you
I have unfinnished business and shitloads of cash to spend from my crime enterprise
notice the rhyme
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