/doomer/ - Doomers Club★

>>16903 (OP)

>How do i get a time machine so i can go back to the 6th grsde and fix my life from there?

Sorry to dissapoint you buddy but there is likely no fix to your situation

the problem is that your spiritual nature and normalfag society are not compatible.

I assume your problem was just being the timid/honest type of person and in life you find yourself among a pool of toxic waste called normalfags to which you feel no connection to.

The only solution would be to wait for genetic engineering and tell Dr. Normie to normify your brain so you become one of the cattle humans so you can mingle with them and they instantly accept you as one of them. But when you are off. When you are different. Fuck off fagget, we don't want you to play with us. We don't want you in our company.

>Im post college. I cant believe the best years of my life are over.

technically you never had best years in normalfag terms if you never lived the normalfag life partying, drugs, dating, rascal shit etc

>Its all just stories we tell ourselves to make living bearable.

when you are like us, there is no solution, no light at the end of the tunnel and no salvation

because we know that existence is a nigger and normalfag society cannot be changed

>>16913

anime is the heroin of my generation

it gives us an escape from our shitty lives. we see beautiful worlds with perfect characters, contrary to the normalfag world we see every day. So yeah, we escape to animeland and it lets us forget everything for some hours. Then we come back to reality and want to evaporate from the world …

Whenever people mention some talent or hobby they pursued in their young years or maybe their rebellious edgy phase or even just reading i get insanely bitter. I wish i did anything in my childhood or adolescence. I feel like i wasnt even there for it. Like i missed the bus. Maybe i was forced to grow up too fast and missed it but that sounds pretentious. I think im just an idiot.

Not a day goes by where i do not beg god for a time machine. I have no hobbies anymore nothing is fun. I'm literally just a bland surface level consumer and buy expensive clothes because otherwise id just do nothing. Why did this happen.

>>16903 (OP)

You might be able to take enough DMT to do the trick, although I've never tried - just heard stories.

Holy shit, someone send me back

>>16903 (OP)

No other option than to learn how to deal with things. Cool Hand Luke is great movie. He gets shit thrown at him but he still stands on his legs even though he gets the crap beaten out of him, trying to "outsmart the system". It ends with a scene where Luke is escaping cops and makes a confession, where he admits to all his sins but says to God (don't dismiss it because you are not christian, neither am I) "you make me like I am…but even you've got to admit you've dealt me no cards in a long time". This scene changed me forever when I've seen the movie for first time. Since then life is much harder to deal with, you see, you have no choice other than to play with cards which were and are given to you, that's how it is. The real trouble is that if you think about it, it's really shitty game, circle closes and we are back to philosophical issues of existentialism. There is no time machine to save you, you are here now and you can shape your future accordingly to your possibilities (cards which are given to you). Existence is a nigger if you ask me.

>>17224

Ill watch that when i can stomache getting out ofbed. My mistakes keep ke up every night. I just want another chance.

>>17505

Same here, anon. My mistakes keep me up every night too. Hope it gets better for you, unlike how it isn't for me.

I wish i could rescind my decision to go to college and wasting four years. I wish i took better care of what i had. Now i have nothing