/doomer/ - Doomers Club★

i can relate, op. i'm also /doomer/. let me tell you about my day as a doomer.

>be me

>also a doomer, like the OP

>wake up in the morning

>need to go to school

>spend 40 minutes changing outfits

>trying to find the one that makes me look the most like a doomer

>eventually settle on a black sweater, black chinos, and black sneakers

>running late

>mom asks if i want breakfast

>tell her i'm a doomer so i'm too depressed to eat

>walk to school

>change the pace of my walking and my gait several times to approximate how i think a doomer would walk

>enter school late

>don't care

>sit in the back of the classroom next to the window for every class

>barely paying attention to class

>too busy thinking about life and being a doomer

>lunch hour

>eat nothing

>just smoke cigarettes outside

>eventually get back home

>decide i'm going to kill myself

>start cutting my arm

>it hurts

>chicken out

>mom puts special cream on my wounds

>feels good man.jpg

>go to /doomer/ my second favorite board after /leftypol/

>start typing a reply to this thread

>rinse and repeat

>two swedposters making controlled opposition greentexts likening doomers to edgy wrist-slitting middle class kids

Not gonna work. You might as well post that goober pic over and over again, it's not going to make us think "oh i'm not actually mentally ill or deeply in debt or genuinely suicidal, i'm just not trying hard enough and pulling myself up by my bootstraps!".

Perhaps these posts were supposed to be funny in a post-ironic way, comparing the doomer condition with edgy pussies who only care about aesthetics, but if that's the case i didn't get it and have no sense of humor. Either way, it's not gonna illicit the intended response you want.

>be me

>suicidal for years

>get out of high school, wait a couple of months, get invited out of state for job interview

>it's a great job, lots of friends, benefits, good pay

>fail mental evaluation

>go live with parents, move in with narcissistic dad

>live there for about a month, narcissist dad sucks all the energy out of me, mames me go to the brink of killing myself

>start looking for a bridge to jump off of that'll kill me

>can't find one because none of them are high enough to be fatal drops

>don't want to hang self because that's not how my fantasy works, can't get a gun

>go to hospital for suicidal thoughts

>sent to a crisis stabilization unit

>stay for a week, still extremely depressed despite being surrounded by friends and people who understand my situation and care

>at this point i realize it's out of my control and the only way out is either death or drugs

>when depression hits hard, i can't speak loudly, don't want to eat, barely talk, barely leave bed, have panic attacks

>literally stuck with a debilitating disease but i'm at least able to hide it from friends and family

>come back, learn about doomer meme

>it's literally depression bingo, but puts a nice name to the condition of being utterly fucked

>wear whatever i want, act however i want, but still fit the category of a doomer

I fucking wish it was optional.

>>16638 (OP)

meh

>>16641

getting better…

>>16647

This one made me laugh out loud. Good job subversionposter, have a Winona.

>19 years on the Material plane

>moved away from my best and only childhood friend

>make new friends, then abandon them

>dont talk to parents; their presence only reminds me how retarded they think I am

>good at lying and talking to people long enough to get what I want

>not even sure what I would be like without all the quirks and mannerisms I've borrowed from movie actors

>perception of time is so warped that HS graduation feels like it was 200 years ago

>"where have you been anon? I thought you died or something"

>homicidal fantasies, "everything is A-OK, doctor"

>talk out loud to and reminisce with my conscience as if it were my old friend

>life is an episode of Hydewars but with imaginary cameras prying into my inner dialogue and molesting my self-image

>"heh, what a funny joke I thought of, maybe I'll tell my friend!"

>unfounded aspirations and superficial optimism keep me riding the idealistic waves that eclipse the twisted reality I live in

>>16650

I think this is the "subversion" that this VPN faggot spoke about 2 days ago

he is probably mimicking me the one and only Swedistani animefag

anyways, let me participate in this ONLINE SURVEY data mining bread

>be me

>slavshit born and raised in the richest country on planet earth

>father is a beta faggot, never taught me how to be a man

>mother is a shizo narcissist who made me into a pet human

>both parents are failed intellectuals doing garbage jobs, have no friends and no savings

>want me to fulfill their unfulfilled goals

<just do good in school anon and all your problems will be solved

>actually believe the crap they tell me and all the disney world tales that everyone just has to be decent and everything works out in the end

>age 12, finally understand that something with me is off when I see all the other normie kids being lovey dovey with each other

>first love is often hanging out with other boys but never invited me to those events

>even when we are bench neighbors and exchanging our sketch books and reviewing each others drawings

>"She is perfect but I am not good enough"

>junior high comes

>normies bully me for my anime interests

>the girl I loved becomes a goth and I don't understand what was going on with her. Only a few years ago I started to understand her

>despite being friends in elementary we never ever exchanged a word

>supplement lack of friends by hanging out with my cousins friends

>cousins are actually low IQ sports fanatics so I never fit in their groups, they probably just pitied me because I was their relative

>actually I fit in physically because I look and talk like a criminal but I am total faggot from body posture so I don't really fit

>can't fit with the honest looking people because I look like a crimo

>can't fit with the actual crimos because I am a faggot inside faggot, not homo

>well, fuck it, I need to focus on my career, nothig of those things will matter later in life, right? oh my sweet summer child, if you only knew…

>age 15, decide to learn a profession because I wanted the quick money originally wanted to become doctor

>original motivation was video games and trading cards I wanted to have but poorfag parents

>people at trade school are chill nerdy dudes but I cannot connect to any of those

>while still at trade school, get interested in trading, commodities and finance while normies are busy being normies

>further alienate myself from the world, thinking money fixes everything

>age 20 start to work at a factory, live frugal and save lots of cash because of that

>age 23 have first mental breakdown about how pointless my entire life is after finding the red pill about society as a whole.

>"Why do I work for? Why do I live? Why do I exist on this planet? I have no future, so why bother at all?"

>maybe I just need a change in life. I go study

>age 25, start college

>no connection to the normies there. Dont share their interests, world views or anything else. Don't even have smartphone because botnet

>Jan. 2017, new milestone. Officially suicidal now for first time ever. Research methods on /suicide/. Thought hibachi method on a mountain forest is comfy

>Fall in love for 2nd time in my life. Just like the 1st one she is unattainable for me. Like a star that I only see from far 2D girl

>I was really happy for 1 month but reverted to old moods again by summer I still love her after 2 years

>After 4th semester finally quit college

>"maybe I just need a job, that will give me routine and fix everything"

>find promising job at high tech company in 2 weeks, I was so happy that moment

>get up at 5am to slave away my time at some company I don't feel connection with

>I understand that years of mental distress fucked my brain and I can't take the stress anymore

>on top of that, this technology crap does not even interest me anymore like in the past

>Quit job after 1 year, boss is very surprised

<"What do you do now anon?"

>"No idea yet"

>On my last day I lie my collegues in the eyes fully knowing that I will become a professional neet now

>Been a pro NEET since March

>nothing to do, no future, nothing that holds me in this world

>only thing I spend money on is fast food and sweets, which is cheap

>have enough liquidity for living another 30 years

>parents are making pseudo funny remarks about me being a pensioner like

<"anon, you are like your aunt yes my officially diagnosed schizophrenic aunt, you are online all night and sleep all day

>nobody seems to be understanding what this implies (see, genetic trash family)

>can't kick me out because I paid rent 1 year in advance

>One evening on 8gag

>browse my favorite board

>the one that has all the typical r9k themes of hopelessness but without the typical r9k woman-hate faggotry

>It has a board owner that is really based and I feel so many similarities between us

>Find thread about this one 18yo girl

>Read her diary and website, see the similarities we had

>She had an obsession with 2 school shooters, travels to their home and decides to peacefully die on a mountain forest

>on a mountain forest

>click, instantly reminded about 2017 and my original plans

I am now in the process of finding a home in the mountains. This one guy already replied to me. He says there is snow from Nov. - Apr.

When I move there, I will have lots of time to scout the woods for a peaceful and secluded place.

This should be a reminder to you anons. Money does not solve mental illness problems. It only gives you a reason to postpone your pathetic end.

If you are on the spectrum my parents clearly were both then please don't produce children because they will only suffer entire life.

Genetic waste will always be genetic waste. Eventually it dies out, so don't bother to spread shitty genes if you have them.

>is me

>in zimbambwe

>me be a doomer nigga

>no young wife

>depressed cos warlord stole food from mah village

>fucking whitey destroyed my county

>wear no clothes but i'm black so i look black

>normal niggas don't understand me or my tribe

>smoke jenkem

>listen to our traditional bongo music

>save edgy mud paintings on the wall of my hut

>show them while speaking

>participate in bongo music daily

>think this life is meaningless

>long live mugabe

pikture related, me and ma wife, wes be black and doomer alright