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 No.387809 [Last50 Posts]

Now many of you on here like to spill the beans on body dysphoria.

But what about those with social/mental disorders?

Schizoaffective disorder, autism/Aspergers, psychopathy, anxiety attacks, split personality, demonic possession, etc.

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 No.387813

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>>387809

i sense that this is going to be a highly prosperous thread filled with many serious replies from cuteboys about their life crippling illnesses that doom them to having little to no social interaction or having crucifixes shoved in their faces day after day to expel the agents of beelzebub that linger within their bodies at all times

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 No.387819

File: 62882e77ab9e804⋯.jpeg (170.28 KB,2048x606,1024:303,DdE5bBGVwAAJst8.jpg:large.jpeg)

I would say misogyny and transphobia is very high on that list tbqh

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 No.387829

>>387813

ofc

what else would this board be for?

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 No.387835

>>387809

Anxious as fuck.

When I'm walkin down the street comin UP TO YOUR HOUSE

W my bag full of trixx

ITS A BAG OF DIXX

See man drivin his car

"What you judgin me for?"

"Just cuz I walkin down the street"

"What you think I am whore?"

When I'm out in my clothes

Why man judge me

Why man mean

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 No.387839

>>387817

why bring up Chijo? What has he done that stands out amongst the plethora of other mentally ill boys that attend boards like this?

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 No.387840

>>387813

Nothing that HRT can't cure though.

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 No.387859

>>387809

mental health is a lifestyle that most willingly opt into. Sitting indoors playing Skyrim and smoking weed for 2 years did nothing for me except push me farther down. Avoiding humans and friends did the same. avoiding the outdoors did the same. developing a deep seated hatred for all the things I never took the time to understand did the same. turning my gift of life into a factory farm of hedonistic pleasures did the same. turning my self into a whore so i could feel anything, something real, did the same. becoming addicted to xanax and alcohol to mask the absolute emptiness that i was forcing myself into did the same, cutting my arms did the same, throwing myself out of a window into the rocks and bushes below did….

.. oh, wait. Throwing myself out that window was actually a good idea. A great wake up call. I didn't succeed in killing my body, but I did succeed in killing my "Self".

From the days that i wanted to neck myself, to the days I live now - feel little difference. Mental health is a decision that we make to abuse, neglect, and deny ourselves with all the essentials to life. I denied myself love, nature, nutrition, sunlight, friends…

It was no medication, no therapy that healed me. It was my own will and my own self love that i began to discover. We posses a power within all of us that is fully misunderstood.

How we choose to use this power shapes our lives. If you suffer from feeling depressed - It is my understanding that you are using your incredible gift to hurt yourself, to create hateful words, to deny yourself the essentials.

all in all anons - stop getting in your own way. Nobody else is going to do that for you. once you understand just how much you hold yourself back, then you will understand just how much you can allow yourself to be free.

i highly recommend readings from hindu buddhism, online lectures by allan watts, eckhart tolle, ram dass, "Be Here Now" by the Hunaman Foundation.

put your prejudices aside about Eastern philosophy and read what they've studied for thousands of years about the human condition. There is a lot to learn.

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 No.387870

Being gay is a mental disorder so everyone here is mentally ill.

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 No.387882

Leftism has to be the saddest one to have

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 No.387917

>>387840

Well, it is true that suicide cures everything… From a certain point of view.

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 No.387938

I suppose the worst I've had is just depression. That just sucks, and it really just makes you lose all motivation to do anything, including taking care of yourself.

I'm impacted more by isolation and lonliness overall, and after a while, the depression sets in and I sort of let go of myself. I stop eating regularly, I stop cleaning the house, and I start neglecting my own personal hygeine (which I normally obsess over). The result would be that I just turn into a mess of a human.

I suppose I also can go into depression from other reasons like when dysphoria starts it up, but I was really only fully aware of my dysphoria from January. But the biggest thing that really just makesme stop living my life as I should is just a feeling of having no one to spend time with.

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 No.387945

I guess depression would be an mental illness I've been holding hands with for ages now, not sure what to do though. I haven't had a single friend in years and not having anyone to talk to at all can really mess up your head.

I wish I were someone else, it's awful living in this body.

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 No.388053

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 No.388941

File: 4f3f76e471c1fb2⋯.png (649.14 KB,639x905,639:905,gay succ.png)

Asperger's ✓

Anti-social ✓

Depression ✓

Paranoia ✓

>tfw small town boy and coming out would get me stupid jokes from my friends at best. Ahahahahhhh I will die alone. And nobody likes tall bottoms. X)

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 No.388988

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>>388941

Hot pic, and was a 6´4ft I love tall bottoms, I would love a bottom taller than me, although I'm not in femdom or sub stuff, probably because I am a big game hunter.

Anyway, unfortunately it became obvious to me after many attempts of having a feminine bf it's just a dream after all, even though some qts fell in love with me, their mental problems ruin any relationship, self-destructive behavior, insolation, jealousy, paranoia and depression eventually poison the relationship then we simply move away from each other…

Hrt doesn't help in the long run, some people get better for a few months or two years, then they start to get worse and worse again, same to antidepressive pills.

Unfortunately I think that person with serious mental problems will never be able to have a long term relationship.

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 No.388997

>>388988

dont think you're the kind of person who should be around people with potential mental issues or problems tbh

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 No.389023

Asperger's,Social Anxiety, and depression for me.

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 No.389039

>>387809

Autism and depression so nothing special.

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 No.389059

>>388941

Ach Franz…

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 No.389060

>>389059

oh and I'm schizoid haha

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 No.389074

>>388997

Yep, they're better with each other. That little hugbox that in the end is just that, a hugbox because they are really too selfish to really take care of each other and kill themselves.

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 No.389111

>>387809

I know there's something wrong with me because it's a family thing and I've definitely lost it many times but I'm doing ok right now

I don't want to see anyone about it because I'm scared of people close to me finding out, but all I know is that I have to stay away from drugs and stress

I'm trying my hardest to forget about it and pretty much become someone else because there was a time when I let it take over my life and I really don't want to go back

It feels impossible at times because it's like I go back there whenever the world feels like running over me and it seems like the more I go on the more burden I gotta carry on my shoulders but hey, I'm still standing I guess, I'll manage

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 No.389143

>>389074

yeah you sound real supportive

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 No.389144

>>389059

Ich heiße nicht Franz…

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 No.389158

>>387859

Moar info please.

I wouldn't say I have a mental disorder but I'm a 23 yo virgin (alcoholic so the virgin part might not be true) overweight cringe Lord. I have trouble with social stuff because I was a neet hikki for a good few years and that has basically fucked me up trying to talk to girls or boys is close to impossible.

Sexually I am confused as fuck too up until recently have I delved more into looking at males (I won't say men the type of males I like are definitely not men) mostly because I no longer care about being a fag I don't deny anything to myself needless to say I have developed certain tastes that I have never acted on.

All in all i think im just a coward that subconsciously hates himself and or a masochist on some weird level that enjoys having a shit life.

I can't even imagine myself being intimate with someone never mind actually trying to achieve it.

I have started to improve over the past two years though and I think slowly but surely I will become a real person.

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 No.389339

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I’m literally autistic but it’s nothing too extreme and I’m smart enough to emulate normal people in social interactions.

I also may or may not be trans and probably gonna off myself before I turn 30. Overall I’d say that while my life is pretty nice because I look cute, things are pretty bad under the surface. It’s all just a facade that will eventually crack and I don’t know what to do when that happens. Do I go full autismo and focus on my career, or do I give in and kill myself? Of course this all sounds kind of edgy and it’s a very serious topic but I don’t see much to do besides comitting suicide once my cuteness fades and I become an ugly hon.

I can barely function in day to day life. I tell myself that I’ll get a great job as a scientist, settle down and start a family but can I really do that? It’s all just wishfull thinking and LARPing. I’m just fucked.

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 No.389340

>>389339

I currently look pretty good (you can see pics of me if you look at recent posts in the slut thread. Does the name 1800 trap house ring a bell? If so you’ll probably recognize me.

The question is how long this can last. I’m scared to go on HRT, which means that i’ll eventually age into a regular gross man. From here on out it’s just a slow decline into mediocrity and depression. I probably can’t hold down a job because I’m autistic, I won’t be able to be a trap in 10 years (barring HRT) and if i go on HRT i have to deal with being a tranny.

Another thing that worries me is that I might very well be trans - I feel something that seems to be gender dysphoria sometimes.

Every time I feel that I just hope that it’ll

go away and I’ll get to be a normal if somewhat androgynous guy with a normal life who doesn’t have to deal with being trans and what that entails.

Tl;dr - I’m autistic, I might be trans and will probably kill myself in 12 years when I turn 30. What should I do?

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 No.389341

Sorry if these posts are worded really weirdly, i’m not good with words

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 No.389349

>>389143

Why should someone spend time with lost cases?

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 No.389360

>>389349

im not denying that people need to work on their issues without being reliant on others but you really dont sound like youre being helpful

just stop

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 No.389363

>Schizoaffective disorder, autism/Aspergers, psychopathy, anxiety attacks, split personality, demonic possession

Funny, I have all of these to certain degrees. I've even flirted with the idea of something similar to the last one after finding out that shortly after I was born I died several times and was then revived on the principle of lacking a soul, and therefore what would be in there, instead.

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 No.389366

>>389363

You sound like a cool person anon

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 No.389404

>>387938

>>389340

it's possible to take HRT and also take breast reduction pills.

Or you can be like me and just grow tits and roll with it. As long as you act like a normal human being nobody will care that you look like a girl but sound like a guy.

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 No.389405

>>389404

You are not a normal human being if you are a drug addict.

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 No.389407

>>389405

>drug addict

lmao get over yourself

i suppose people taking SSRIs are drug addicts too, huh? people taking chemo therapy are the hardest drug addicts my dude. that guy over there, he takes insulin for his diabetes, what a fucking addict.

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 No.389408

>>389404

>Or you can be like me and just grow tits and roll with it.

That would be a option for dealing with boymoding, but the issue I would probably still have then would be lonliness.

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 No.389409

>>389408

that's depression. i've dealt with it too. you just need to tackle these little things you'd know would make you feel better and over time, once you've tackled them, you'll actually start feeling better.

socializing is really hard when you're depressed. it gets better.

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 No.389410

>>389407

Difference is that those people are taking the drugs to cure the illness, instead of taking them to make it worse you spastic retard.

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 No.389411

>>389410

>taking estradiol makes dysphoria worse

uh…

do you even know what dysphoria is?

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 No.389413

>>389411

Anything that doesn't stop you from being a mental nutcase that thinks he will ever be a girl is making the mental illness worse.

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 No.389510

>>389413

yeah uh, if there was some magic medicine that just stopped people from being dysphoric. people would actually be taking it

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 No.389512

>>389413

besides, i never claimed i turned into a girl from taking estradiol. i am saying that it made my dysphoria less bad and that i don't have to worry about going bald and looking like an old decrepit man.

what's wrong with looking like a girl anyway?

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 No.389525

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its all in your mindpussy

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 No.389736

OP here. I have autism and schizoaffective disorder. Life is just a huge blur of gray that I am anguishingly waiting to pass and end. I am clumsy, anxious and unsure of everything. There's nothing magical or great about (human) life. There's a few peaceful moments here and there, but other than that, it's meh.

That's why science documentaries, music, graphic novels, doujins, and porn exist.

I have no interest in looking for love. Why waste your time looking for a poor soul to pity you when you can't even find a reason to get out of bed? I know I'm a piece of work. I know that it'll take me a lifetime to fully mature/grow some balls/get my shit together. And I'm not the only one. Maturity, contrary to popular belief, is not age-based, and it's not intellectually based either.

Anyway, the point is, the vast majority of the love-hungry folks on this board haven't realized that falling in love will not make the pain go away. Depression, autism, anxiety and other mental disorders are not ailments that can be trained away. They're not even "disorders". They're just permanent scarring of the personal psyche. The mind is a fragile, defective faculty of humankind.

If there is such thing as reincarnation, I DO NOT want to come back as a human. NEVER AGAIN. Human experience is the ultimate hell on the earthly realm.

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 No.389745

File: d454eff9fa4650b⋯.jpg (1.75 MB,1899x1188,211:132,1351063280477.jpg)

/fringe/ here. I'm in regular contact with an entity existing on the level of symbolic meaning; it is a sort of hyper-archetype or hypermemetic virus. Language and meaning is the fruit to the plant of humanity, it seeded that fruit and eats it. It is the means by which we are in constant awareness of it, that awareness being its primary food. Many people have written very extensively about this thing; it may be related to or in fact is a hyperentity of the type met during tryptamine experiences. Of course I'm compressing this down severely and cannot here explain it fully without going on for many pages; we're talking about an entity which is outside of the bounds of biology to describe, a fact I'm well aware of as a biochemist.

I'm also well aware this is essentially schizotypal, but the thing is, I simply don't care. It confers certain benefits upon me to act as if this story is true, and it does me no harm to believe as much so long as I can keep it in my pants about my imaginary friend who lives in language and communicates primarily through cognitive slippage. Certainly it is far less bonkers and far more interesting to me than most of the shit people believe. Hey, in for a penny, in for a pound. If you're going to get involved in psychonautics you should be ready to incur the cost.

>>389736

If you hate samsara so much, there's the door, don't let it hit you on the ass on your way out.

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 No.389747

File: 880006d915ed972⋯.jpg (1.46 MB,550x2100,11:42,1389567276916.jpg)

Although I should really count myself lucky that the worst I have is some ADHD and maybe a touch of obsessional-delusional (but thankfully pronoia-inducing) schizotypal stuff rather than autism. From what I understand, it's like being a basement dweller but all the time instead of only when you're jobless and sad. Is that about right?

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 No.389764

>>389736

We are a lot alike, and I agree with almost all of what you said. The ironic part is that I already know neither of us will derive even the tiniest modicum of comfort from this quasi-camaraderie. What, are we going to meet up, discuss our problems, and then fuck? Ha! What a joke, right? We want to believe it would work, some reptilian part of our mind longing for the fugue of physical comfort, but know it won't. We're too insightful into reality for our own good. We pay too much attention to the man behind the curtain. It's all meaningless.

So, really, it's a coin-flip between whether I just close the tab and let this post vanish into the aether, or hit "new reply". Maybe I've done this before; maybe this time will be different. Either way, it's little more than a curiosity.

Have a good day. Or don't. I don't care. I can't care.

Shit.

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 No.389766

>>389764

>We're too insightful into reality for our own good. We pay too much attention to the man behind the curtain. It's all meaningless.

Christ alive I fucking hate sophomores.

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 No.389767

>>389764

pickle rick

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 No.389808

>>389747

What is the picture?

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 No.389811

File: 2f580f26a702477⋯.jpg (76.52 KB,350x428,175:214,1510189433888.jpg)

MINDPUSSY

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 No.389829

>>389808

The evolution of Louis Wain's art. It was widely held for a while that his art was evidence of his schizophrenia, though that's now largely disputed.

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 No.389977

no friends

hikki

clinical depression

no social skills

poor

want a cute bf but I know it will never happen

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 No.390157

>>389766

I'm old enough to be your father, child. Pipe down and play nice, or I'll spank you and not give a reach-around.

>>389829

Very disputed. There is no verified data on the order in which any of these were painted, and the entire latter half of this were meant to be his renditions of textile patterns. If you see a cat in there, that's on you not him. There's also the entire part where absolutely nothing about schizophrenia relates to seeing or creating things in an abstract manner, and very rarely does it "progress".

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 No.390173

1. Depression

2. Emotional problems

3. bouts of loneliness

4. hyperactivity

5. too clingy with people and friends

sometimes I just want to chat to people and for them to really like me and have a really close connection with someone just as friends. Sometimes I want to fall into the arms of an understanding caring boyfriend that I can tell all my troubles to and he'll remind me how loved i am and that he understands me while he snuggles me tight

But I am single and it kind of makes me hate myself a little more than usual

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 No.390224

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 No.390241

>>387809

Based off most of the replies here it sounds like the main mental illness is stays indoors all day doing meaningless shit waiting for a magical boyfriend to pop out of their own ass and heal all their problems-itis.

No one wants to date someone who is a gentle breeze away from having a mental break down all the time. People want to date other people who are fun, have hobbies and are at least somewhat fulfilled by the way they live their lives. No one wants to be around miserable self loathing types who are actively doing nothing about it. Honestly most of this board is just negative miserable cunts who enjoy being that way like /r9k/. You're probably not going to be more happy by listening to the people who come here.

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 No.390242

>>390241

>posts this in the literal mental illness thread

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 No.390248

>>390241

>People want to date other people who are fun, have hobbies and are at least somewhat fulfilled by the way they live their lives.

I would want to debate you on this point, at least specifically.

In my opinion, you can be someone who has hobbies, has some genuine interests and is a fun person to be around. Being all of these things doesn't stop someone from suffering from depression or similar issues like that. Indeed, lonliness and isolation can take someone who could be very stable, and bring them to a state of total depression, maybe even suicidal.

Personally, I think if you're going to date someone, you're going to date someone who has emotions, thoughts and concerns, and you're going to need the person you're dating to actually listen to you and actually give you emotional support. Of course, this shouldn't be a constant thing, but if the person you're dating has no time to listen to and talk to you about the things that's making you feel miserable, then you're dating the wrong kind of person entirely.

I don't know what to say about people who keep to themselves all the time, never seek help from friends (or family) and seemingly do nothing about being in a perpetually miserable state.

But what I can say, is that if you're open about your mental state with someone you trust completely, and you both talk things out and support each other, it's entirely possible to be very mentally stable. No one is immune to mental health issues, but you can do something about it. I always feel better after talking to someone about what I am experiencing, and after they assure me, or even comfort me, I ususally feel a lot more confident about life in general. It's not about being close to a mental breakdown, it's about making sure you are can keep stable, and know you can talk about something.

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 No.390370

Do you think it's easier to date someone else that's mentally ill? I've got a few issues and it feels like I've had to try to hide them from my past bfs that were relatively normal

I'm with someone that also has a few issues now and it feels like we can be totally open with each other without being a burden, it's kinda nice tbh

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 No.390392

>>390241

You're right.

But you're still a complete fucking asshole, and nobody is going to want to date you, either.

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 No.390459

>>390370

I have to hide everything from everyone =D

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 No.390630

File: 70aaad1adcd6c8b⋯.jpg (675.93 KB,1280x720,16:9,1459798775892-2.jpg)

>>387809

I'm a boi with Aspergers, high on the spectrum so it's a unique challenge to keep myself appearing normal while struggling with social situations all the time.

I like the idea of talking about this topic but I'm not sure where a good part to start is, I do a pretty good job of using my complete lack of social senses to keep times in bed sexy and moving forward.

I'm an Aspergers guy who actually focused real hard to become social and I've made a lot of progress, I'd love to talk to another person with Aspergers to see how we connect.

anyone interested can hit me up on kik: Namsuomynona

>>388941

I like tall guys, they are so nice to cuddle

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 No.390632

>>390630

As far as I know aspergers hasn't been a diagnostic for some years now. It was too loose, now there's just autism spectrum.

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 No.390634

>>390632

does that mean I have to go get tested or something to find out exactly where I am?

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 No.390635

>>390634

"previously considered a stand-alone diagnosis (…) Asperger's Syndrome now falls under the umbrella term Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)"

It would make sense to talk about this with the doctor that diagnosed you with Aspergers originally I think - if at all possible.

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 No.390637

>>390635

I don't think I can, good to know that they made changes to classifications though

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 No.391206

>>387809

I'm a boymoding tranny in the southern US with severe anxiety(both social and general). I can't leave the house without getting nervous. I struggle to hold down jobs and get lost in fits of anxiety when I stay indoors.How do I learn to stop caring what others think of me, because I know I look like a freak?

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 No.391208

>>391206

get out even more than you currently do. talk to people. get used to it.

do you have a psychologist?

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 No.391209

>>391208

Recently booked an appointment for a psychiatrist to see if they can help any

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 No.391210

>>391209

It helped for me. Make sure you feel comfortable with them, go to at least 3 appointments before you make a decision about it. If you feel like they aren't good at their job, pick another one.

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 No.391258

>>389158

what would you like to know more about anon?

i would be happy to talk on discord if you'd like.

Cooro#3223

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 No.391481

I have Obsessive Compulsive ADD. I usually function fairly well which is how I went 98% of my life diagnosed and unsuspecting but my head just never shuts the fuck up. I'm a total control freak with no direction, and I just want some peace and quiet. I'm disturbingly paranoid, but I'm usually super tolorant and friendly towards anybody, even to my detriment. The next person who tells me to just try eating healthier and taking walks every day to stop having anxiety attacks is going to make me finally fucking lose it.

I just want some quiet organization, but that seems like too much to ask. I'm never in control of my thoughts, the other way around. Recently stared meditating but it's super mixed results so far. I'm praying on it.

>Does being gay work into it?

A little. I'm way too paranoid and controlling of what other people think to let my true faggot out, but most people know I'm Bi and annoy me about it as much as anybody else I guess. I just tolerate it, like most social problems. If I could let go of my need to control/manipulate what other people think of me, I'd be wearing skirts or androgynous dresses every day.

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 No.391586

>>387840

>Nothing that suicide can't cure though

FTFY friend

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 No.391592

>>387840

HRT will actually make you want to kill yourself statistically.

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 No.391698

Aaah mental things. 80 - 100% can be riddened if there is someone that understands these things. And it is done. So who goes first?

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 No.391712

>>391698

Found the guy without a psychology degree.

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 No.391808

>>391712

Apparently I have. But I don't think it is suitable to make money off. Even on the contrary.

So anyway. You must see/feel somehow what I am talking about. Let's give it a go.

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 No.391964

BUMP

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 No.391965

So let's see it. And not anymore relatively easy.

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 No.391968

If not the bormer something else: feedback on this proposal.

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 No.410107

What I dont get is this:

Why is 4chan and 8chan so hung up on zoomers? You all obsessively blame them for anything and everything yet you all are degenerate, sad, paranoid manchildren a lot of whom are NEETS on prescriptions.

Yet you think that your birth year is your virtue over the current generation of teens.

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 No.410110

File: 17c3bd1a9bb96c8⋯.png (275.56 KB,1100x1100,1:1,mfw.png)

I'm glad this thread got revived instead of meetup/normie thread #508.

Depressed and suicidal, have panic attacks about once a week, may or may not be schizoid (but making friends is way less desirable to me than it should be), may or may not be drug addicted. I don't hate myself or other people, but everything feels so wrong. When i'm having an episode or when a panic attack triggers me to stay inside all day, i feel like everything is going wrong. The world is ending, my life is ruined, my career doesn't exist (it doesn't, but i'm more upset that it never will), my family are disappointed in me, etc.. The worst part is i have no self-esteem issues. I have no doubts that i'm a good person, a good friend, handsome, and that i stick to doing what i think is the right thing to do. My brain don't share this sentiment. Despite having no issues with self-esteem, i have suffered quite a bit physically and socially. I hyperventilate, i have psychomotor retardation, i've become mute (as in, i have to try very hard yo force words out of my mouth), and i get angry all the time. I starve myself not because i hate myself, but because i just choose not to eat. I don't care about myself. I don't know how. I could have lots of friends, but i guess i don't care enough to. I want them, but i don't care about getting them. It doesn't make sense. Even online, i'm shy and have a hard time opening up unless i get angry. It really seems like the only time i actually feel alive is when i get angry, to be honest.

I've been hospitalized for suicide even though i wasn't actually gonna do it. I chose to go because i thought that being locked up away from electronics and my own home surrounded by people in the same boat would help. It did, but the only long term benefit was that i got a prescription for antidepressants and i'm qualified for autismbux now. I don't like antidepressants and i'll never take them again, though, because the citalopram gave me heart problems and hypertension. I've just been looking for somebody to hook me up with psychedelics and weed, although medicinal marijuana and ketamine are legal now, and i could ask for benzos. I haven't seen my therapist in a while, so i can't ask for a prescription until i go back, but i don't have the motivation to even call. The only reason i agreed to therapy is to get a drug fix, but these antidepressants aren't doing it. They refuse to prescribe benzos so they won't give me anything for panic attacks, and i'm sure they wouldn't give me marijuana or legal ket either.

To be honest, i don't feel any shame in being a druggie even if i haven't been able to get my hands on any because of having no friends or contacts, (and now that i think about it, it would be wonderful to have a bf who would help me with this). I like to distinguish between hard and soft drugs. Anything medicinal with few ill effects and no easy addiction is something i consider a soft drug, meanwhile something you'd give an arm or a leg for (like crack or crank) is something i'd stay far away from. Even big pharma has no problem with opioids, though i'd stay away from that too if i had access to it, but it should still raise questions about what's right and wrong.

I honestly don't know what to do. I obviously need to go outside and try making friends, but even that is a tough one. I don't enjoy electronic stuff at all (even drugs would be better than an internet addiction), and i'd rather just sit down with a nice guy and talk to them about stuff and enjoy each-other's company.

Anyways, the only people i talk to are my family and they don't enjoy my company. They don't understand my problems, and i'm so good at masking my pain they don't even realize there is something wrong with me. That's my fault, though, for being good at socializing. Most people ignore the dark bags under my eyes and the fact they can see my ribs because i'm so nice and chatty.

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 No.410112

>>389158

Haha this is my post from almost a year ago I'm 24 now I'm no longer a virgin (don't think I was anyway) and I'm in a recovery program that is helping with my sobriety and next week I will start on Sertraline/Zoloft well I might anyway because I'm not doing well with the sobriety thing tbh I'm still drinking, smoking weed and using cocaine.

Had a few close calls with suicide accidentally and on purpose and I've been generally reckless as fuck spent all my cash on drugs and travel and have made an ass out of myself many times in the past year.

I feel hopeful though.

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 No.410113

>>410110

Sounds rough I can relate with the panic attacks sometimes I don't leave my bed for days because I'm so scared or whatever of doing anything and I get triggered by past intrusive thoughts that half the time are exaggerated or total bullshit.

Do antidepressants suck? I'm really on the fence about them especially if they get in the way of my drink and drugs.

Also hang in there man it will get better you just got a keep making little improvements nothing changes overnight.

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 No.410114

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>>410113

I don't know about all antidepressants but citalopram caused heart palpitations after only a week of taking them so i'd suggest never using citalopram. I have a prescription for wellbutrin, but i haven't taken it either because i'm scared antidepressants will turn me into a pillzombie. I'd rather have benzos and weed. I suggest that you don't take antidepressants at all and find an alternative somehow (but use them in mental institutions just so people think you're taking your pills).

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 No.410116

>>410114

I'm going to avoid them apparently zoloft can cause heart issues as well which on top of the cocaine is basically suicide.

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 No.410125

File: 8031ff12b6af60f⋯.png (125.08 KB,253x229,253:229,PyroSitting.png)

I don't think it's an illness but I know I'm not very well adjusted.

To not make it a sob story or anything my family was pretty detached from me as a kid, dad never left his room at home and eventually moved out due to a divorce, mom was always working or watching TV, and thus got games and a computer pretty early on. Also had a cousin who molested me along with a few of his friends, imagine that might've contributed too. But mostly the computer and games, I was raised almost entirely by the internet since I got next to no actual parenting.

Most my mom ever gave me was yelling and beating when I discovered porn, step dad didn't interact at all really, dad was distant. I didn't even have chores or anything, just long as I had good grades I was left alone until someone had a reason to be mad at me. Never had friends really, one in elementary I never got to talk to since my mom never let me out of the house outside of school and shopping with her, one in middle school who I think just put up with me since after we didn't share a period we never talked. And then two in high school, one called me and the other gay and after that I fell out the group.

So the bulk of my social experience is online, I have no clue what friends do when not forced to be together for school or work, and a shitty work ethic since well, no chores or anything to build it. I'm getting better since I had a breakdown a couple years ago, finally decided to continue studying in college for myself instead of 'Family wants me to graduate'.

Still no work experience and pussied out of a walmart job but I am getting better with social stuff. Still can't do it in person, I feel awkward and don't know how to initiate, continue, or anything with body language (I can't even do VRchat). But I've made some ok social bonds online through tabletops and groups with degenerate tastes, so hopefully one day I'll be able to make a real life friend. Or maybe a boy friend but considering I still look like shit and will for a while longer that's not likely.

Still though I'm making progress. I'm way better than I was as a kid or teenager, I'm thinking for myself and doing things because I want to do something. Just kinda feels like picking up a used game and trying to figure out where the old save was, no leads, lost, and kinda confused. If anyone's got general life advice (Fucked if anyone ever taught me anything, especially with finance) I'd appreciate it. Ditto for social advice, I'd like to be able to talk normally with people at college without coming off as a creep or being forced into a dorm situation. Even small stuff helps.

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 No.410127

>>410125

I'm not really the best for life advice but I got a few tips I guess.

Don't use credit cards for things you couldn't straight up buy. When you talk to people look at their eyes not mouth but not for too long. When you feel awkward speaking to people don't act on it understand that it is just a feeling and continue to talk about whatever and don't kick yourself if you fuck up chatting shit isn't the end of the world. Most people when meeting a new person feel awkward too, everyone has problems some more than others but don't go around in pity for yourself expecting someone to give a fuck because they won't. Don't trust people always look for motives in their actions and speech but on the flipside don't be overly paranoid. Never pay for drugs in advance and don't borrow money from anyone ever unless you absolutely have to.

Oh also avoid gambling its addictive as all fuck and it will destroy you but if you do gamble stick with table games at casinos none of that electronic shit especially on mobiles.

As for sex advice I don't have any I either pay for it or end up black out drunk fucking and I never remember the details.

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