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 No.241126[Last 50 Posts]

Lots of anons post about how they're feeling sad or how they don't have a boyfriend. So you can post about that kind of stuff here if you want! You should also try to cheer everyone in this thread up. That'd be nice.

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 No.408921

File: d01f7d433a039c9⋯.jpg (17.11 KB, 400x400, 1:1, CyS8CUQXgAAGfTG.jpg)

I think the reason I'm a transfag camgirl and like to post slut pics is because I didn't have a father figure and I never ever got praised for anything in my life and was always bullied at school.

Even my artfag career never amounted to anything and I never ever got a real job, not even at the local supermarket :(

I mean, don't get me wrong, I enjoy being a camgirl, photography is really fun, but I wish people would've been more nicer to me.

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 No.408922

>>408921

basically, I was so desperate for admiration, validation and kindness I became a slut

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 No.408931

File: 07f883320ab0fcf⋯.jpg (266.86 KB, 1080x1010, 108:101, the crowd.jpg)

>>408901

>>408925

On another note, how are you gonna be a stoic while drinking a lot?

At least go full /sig/ or something and become pic related mate

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 No.408957

File: 440ebb8ba96d1c3⋯.jpg (194.71 KB, 460x1691, 460:1691, relationship_problems_the_….jpg)

Can anybody even take the Dutch flag seriously? Some serious sense of grandiosity there. "My advice is absolute", yeah right...already "the last slut I had"...smh. Looks more like some /pol/tard trying to get people to suicide or some shit like that. More self-righteous and holier than the pope...

>>408641

It is generally a very bad idea to take drugs, and even more so to take stuff like DXM when you're not feeling at peace with yourself. In some cases it might help, in others it might make things worse. A bit like Russian Roulette if you will.

>>408655

You should try not to. Sounds like you're trying to punish yourself for something. Learn that it was not your fault. It's not your fault that you've been born into this world. It's not your fault you're currently in this situation. Reflect and think about it. Look at your options. Place you live in seems to suck. Would be a good starting point. Maybe you can convince your parents that studying abroad in a better country would be good for you. Anyways, get the fucking heck out of there somehow. Work towards the future where you're enjoying more freedom. And for the love of god, if you have to absolutely do it, use a belt (leather end) on your buttocks. >>408671 has some legit advice. Try exercising. Like Pushups, Crunches, Burpees. Not only will it wear you out, you'll also get a nice body by doing so. Remind yourself, you are who you are, you're doing your best, you've come this far...and that's OK.

>>408674

If it's legal in your country, use TOR.

>>408395

Tbh, the more I think about your post, the more admirable you are. Your ex seems to have at least tried to be a better person. At least he was honest about it. I mean...what would be better? Him fugging around behind your back never telling you, basically lying to you? He told you because he felt guilty. I can tell you that from first hand experience. He felt guilty (and maybe ashamed) because he ended up hurting somebody who meant something to him.

You don't necessarily have to tell him it was an OK thing to do, even if you take him back. You're reflecting on your actions, he very probably on his (considering he's visiting a therapist). I don't know though, maybe he didn't know you were still hung up on him. If he was honest with you about his ... transgression ... what does that say about him?

Also sometimes you have to just acknowledge the fact that the person you're dating is very, very, very, very, veeeerrrry stupid at times. It's a fact of life and everybody has their moments. I know I have mine.

Pic relates, the boy I used to be with was entirely able to annoy the hell out of me by saying stuff like "I want you to come visit me but I want it to be a surprise" - while I had no way of knowing if he was home.

Sometimes I hope he'd at least consider coming to a certain venue I attend as a worker/helper every year. It would be a pleasant, "random", encounter and a welcome surprise for sure and not at all hard for him to find out considering he knows where I work. Sometimes, you have to give your luck a little push like that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI60jMIDQ0U

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 No.409032

How do you even find cutebois?

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 No.409048

>>409032

Most people on here seem to find them via dating services or discord/email correspondence.

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 No.409097

>>409048

This. The map was also good when it used to be not shit.

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 No.409101

>>409097

Hmmmmm in my opinion it was better when there weren't rude Finnish cunts on it because they were too busy passing out drunk in the sauna and dying. Oh wait. I am sorry. You are one of those things. My bad. It's really so funny that you talk shit about my flag you little fuck, when you are just a dirty laplander hybrid.

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 No.409110

I talked and met up with a guy online and had a great time but he just stopped all communication to me out of the blue. There's nothing I can do because it would be really weird to show up to his house uninvited to talk about it and I can't see anything I did wrong to scare him away. He is still posting on his blog and liking photos of local dudes so maybe it was a one-time thing for him. It must be something personal to him because I have gotten no indications from him that I did anything wrong and the last thing I asked him before he ghosted me was just asking how he was doing and I got no reply even though he read the message.

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 No.409113

>>409110

Show me your body and face so that we can see if you can be someone's slut or perhaps you have the melted face and obesity?

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 No.409123

>>409110

Some people don't really need a reason to ghost, it's kinda like their nature to never want to form long lasting attachments. You will be thinking of him a lot but he rarely thinks about you.

I'm not trying to be an asshole and pour salt into the wound, I've went through that. I'm saying that you should move on too, just try to search your happiness elsewhere.

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 No.409125

>>409123

What do our mesti friends know about relationship besides to backstab?

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 No.409126

>>409113

lol no im too shy to share my photo with strangers for now. I am like 165 lbs skinnnyfat, but my face is handsome I think

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 No.409130

>>409126

I am not strange like these other sick lambs. You must show me your goods and I shall reply with kind fortune. You are like a real fuckboi, yes? You want to have your boyfriend who leave you make you his woman I mean.

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 No.409137

>>409135

ignore him, pewds. he just wants to have bants and let his autism flow.

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 No.409139

I was too chicken, deleted the pics after yall got a glimpse.

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 No.409140

>>409135

You seem alright. Are you a virgin perhaps?

>>409137

Fake english are always afraid.

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 No.409141

>>409140

Not technically a virgin cuz I slept with a prostitute, but basically a virgin in terms of real women yeah

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 No.409143

>>409141

Plz no bully english man who looks like female slag prostitute. Why are you on gayboy board then if you want to be making fuck a woman?

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 No.409145

I am primarily interested in finding a dude for a relationship

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 No.409146

>>409145

>>409143

Meant to link. I am on the gay board because I am bi. I can't deny it nay more I even kissed the guy that I mentioned before

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 No.409203

>>409140

tell that to the germans crossing the trenches in WW1

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 No.409283

How do you guys deal with being ignored by the person you love? i think he is just confused but being ignored is driving me crazy, i just want to hear his voice again :(

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 No.409289

Dear C,

I love you,I really do.It hurts to hear you say how you can't be with me because you're incapable of loving someone else and how you don't think you deserve me but know that I'm more hurt by the fact that you would talk to other people normally.I know I am a clingy piece of shit and I know that I am too fucking pathetic to ever block you out of my life.I hate the fact that you only ignore me.If you hate me that much just say so,I want a proper rejection.I miss those days when we would idly talk about random shit for hours.I miss those days where we would exchange each other photos of the towns we lived in.I miss listening to you talk.

I hope you will get better and overcome your depression.I hope you will meet someone who's able to take care of you.I'll cherish all the time we have spent together.

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 No.409290

>>409283

Did you confessed to him?Maybe he's ignoring you because he's afraid of hurting you.

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 No.409366

>>409290

I confessed to him almost a year ago, i did some stupid stuff and hurt him but he wont even talk to me, he just says he has blocked me but never does, he just keeps ignoring me and every now and then might respond, is really nice then ends up being really mean and then just ignoring me again… Its been over two months since he cut daily contact and im going crazy without him, my nightmares have gotten awful to the point i hardly sleep and need medication to stay awake enough to go to work. i have all this money i saved up to spend with/on him but he is gone and idk what to do anymore… I'm so lost without you bunner~ please come back

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 No.409425

>>409289

Is that you, M?

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 No.409435

I've been

>tfw no bf

Posting for a while but I always manage to fuck it up somehow, please someone fucking help me. I swear I'm actually a lovely person but I struggle so much with self image issues and avoidant behaviour that I always manage to annoy him/make him believe I don't love him/make him ghost me whenever I get an e-bf. I just want someone to hug me and accept me with all my goddamn flaws please.. I'm really close to giving up..

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 No.409453

lol faggots, just commit an hero.

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 No.409454

>>409435

>avoidant behaviour

[The DSM's definition of Avoidant Personality Disorder] refers to a widespread pattern of inhibition around people, feeling inadequate and being very sensitive to negative evaluation. Symptoms begin by early adulthood and occur in a range of situations. Four of seven specific symptoms should be present, which are the following:

>Avoids occupational activities that involve significant interpersonal contact, because of fears of criticism, disapproval, or rejection

>Is unwilling to get involved with people unless certain of being liked

>Shows restraint within intimate relationships because of the fear of being shamed or ridiculed

>Is preoccupied with being criticized or rejected in social situations

>Is inhibited in new interpersonal situations because of feelings of inadequacy

>Views self as socially inept, personally unappealing, or inferior to others

>Is unusually reluctant to take personal risk or to engage in any new activities because they may prove embarrassing

o fuck, thanks for letting me know it's a thing with a name, now I can at least try to do something about it

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 No.409457

File: 7fcd280c5b9dd42⋯.png (390.38 KB, 616x702, 308:351, weareallsinners.png)

>turns out i sucked a dick that had been in a guy who gets fucked by dogs

this is what i get for taking a chance on a furry huh?

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 No.409458

>>409457

Yeah should have been mine instead Anon :(

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 No.409459

>>409454

wanna be eachothers' avoidant bfs?

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 No.409461

File: 494487c1711e5a6⋯.jpg (653.52 KB, 1150x3664, 575:1832, bernd so fucking sad.jpg)

>>409457

Am I greedy because I want a /cuteboy/ boyfriend, a tradwaifu, and maybe a nubile young girl all at the same time? To be honest I am not good at relationships, so I suppose that could be the issue… However, I only expect extreme cruelty out of other people so I tend act in that regard because of a messed up past.

>>409457

White boys fuck dogs? (they really fuck em')

>>409458

>>409459

>>409454

All Avoidant because of circumstances. All far away from each other…even USA anon too. Heh…

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 No.409463

>>409461

It's okay we can just talk online or something and pretend to be bfs until we meet up

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 No.409465

>>409463

You're going to fly over to USA someday? I'm probably too old for you anyhow even if you were in the next town over kek.

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 No.409466

Never thought that I would see a hungarian posting here, besides me.

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 No.409467

>>409465

how old we talking? -3-

>>409466

HONNAN MERRŐL MOST AZONNAL TUDNOM KELL RÓLAD!

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 No.409468

>>409467

Önről*

Elnézést…

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 No.409470

>>409459

sorry, I can't handle talking to people except anonymously or face to face. i get too caught up in how they'll interpret my words. anonymously I don't need to care, face to face I haven't time to care.

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 No.409487

File: 39953567210ef76⋯.jpg (48.09 KB, 600x791, 600:791, hugging_boys.jpg)

>>409289

If you are who I think you might be message me on FB/SC. We'd have a lot to talk about. I would be more than happy to meet and it would be possible to do so soon (13th or 14th this month) after setting it up appropriately.

However, if you are not who I think you might be, then curse your for giving me hope and good luck with your endeavors.

~Co…

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 No.409490

>>409467

Old enough to be yo daddy nearly 33

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 No.409495

File: eac420b963dbd1d⋯.gif (29.95 KB, 450x675, 2:3, Hansen.gif)

>>409490

So what's the plan here tonight?

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 No.409497

>>409495

Just luring cute shotas into my basement as usual. Breddy regular day tbqh.

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 No.409504

>>409490

be my daddy please

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 No.409518

File: d6e72e8e9ae7bd5⋯.jpg (121.97 KB, 1200x920, 30:23, Hansen.jpg)

>>409497

Really?

And how old did they say they were?

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 No.409521

>>409518

300 years.

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 No.409535

File: d445d3fe5087021⋯.jpg (49.57 KB, 595x593, 595:593, 4515492c-2d89-4f5d-a000-f9….jpg)

Grown some balls and stop crying soooo damn much, fags.

You're young now, but soon everyone will just feel gross instead of pity

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 No.409537

>>409535

>implying it doesn't feel good to wallow in self pity for a while

``Everything`` in moderation.

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 No.409540

File: 965e3dcdf3c8989⋯.jpg (16.31 KB, 501x376, 501:376, chris.jpg)

>>409521

You know, I have the transcript.

Why don't you just tell me the truth?

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 No.409541

File: e16cd2ab63ddd31⋯.png (16.83 KB, 800x600, 4:3, Ek_onkar.png)

>>409540

He said he was a 300 y.o. incubus, but really he's 13,800,000,000 years old, like everything else.

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 No.409550

File: a1f6bf18f80a127⋯.png (215.41 KB, 500x320, 25:16, oh my god daddy.png)

>>409518

>tfw ask for cute shota to come to your house

>tfw it's not FED or COPS banging on your door

>tfw it's not an 11 year old boy

That face when it's a 25 year old man who is 5'6" and hugs you immediately and asks what the shota has to do for daddy.

Oh fug…welllllll might as well go for it yeah?

>>409535

Stop growing hair for 3 seconds Joao….

>>409541

Don't bully my tulpas. They have feelings too ya know!

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 No.409623

This may not be the best thread, but I wanted you guys to know that you've helped me a lot over the years. I met a guy I really like in December and we've been dating. We officially became a couple two weeks ago and we had sex for the first time last night.

I was so happy I cried afterwards, he thought he hurt me :S.. BUT that's besides the point. I just had to thank you all for advice and support you've given me and many other anons throughout the years. You guys helped me finally overcome my major depression and find true happiness in my life.

As a side note, holy fuck I did not expect sex to feel so good. I felt embarrassed to be moaning so much when he was on top of me.

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 No.409662

I am one of those prison gay autists that has never had any intimacy and flipped out on a dude that I topped once. I had a drug-fueled overconfidence temporarily and thought I could handle forming a relationship right now. I overshared personal stories and feelings to an extreme and visited him uninvited for a short conversation when I thought he wanted to be with me romantically out of misinterpreted text messages. People here and elsewhere warned me that I was being pathetic and it would get worse if I continued on this but I ignored them. I hate myself for having no dignity and hurting people out of no awareness.

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 No.409664

>>409662

I manipulate other people by these displays like I am doing right now. I wish i could stop doing this.

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 No.409665

>>409664

I want to clarify to you guys that i am replying to myself here. I have become a monster and used this technique my whole life without realizing it until now that i am just whining to get my way. Maybe i am being too rough on myself, i havent done all of the textbook narc things at least but that us what all narcs think.

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 No.409666

>>409662

What drugs, anon?

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 No.409671

>>409666

Dxm as embarassing as that is. It makes me have crazy emotional swings, possibly delusions (thought i was seeing hallucinations sometimes, thought I was becoming really crazy but everyone tells me i am fine when i asked them about it) and ssri wd symptoms (brain zaps) I think whenever I stop taking it for a couple days but I quit it for a week a while back easily once I started talking to that dude. While taking it I am manic and feel like I am a genius.

I also screwed around with heavier stuff while impulsive/depressed but I think that is behind me. On the bright side at least I havent physically hurt anything and dont get angry much anymore. The personal story I shared with him was about a girl publicly making fun of me for my virginity in hs. Do you think he is hurt by all this? He didnt seem that upset while visiting in person, just told me I need to chill but that was before sharing that story and being blocked. I feel so guilty if he is hurt but I cant ever know now.

I have little real empathy anymore I think but i feel really guilty if I think I hurt something. I always been a pussy when I was a kid and would cry just because someone else was crying and had to develop a hard edge because of bullying, so maybe I am not full narc-mode. How can one tell if their emotions are real or just feigned to get what they want? I am not crying or feeling anything but emberassed and self-hating at all since this happened, what if I just dont care? I dont think I really miss him at all I just want to believe I am a good person.

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 No.409672

>>409671

I fucking hate drugs.

>>409666

Nice trips \m/

>>409671

Hey at least you know what drug it was. Imagine that crap without knowing what it was. It would be a lot worse.

> while taking it … I feel like a genius

Yeah isn't that the reason people take drugs? It's a short lived pleasure.

> feeling anything but embarrassment and self-hatred

If you didn't care, you wouldn't feel that way. There would be no reason to hate yourself.

> I don't think I really miss him at all I just want to believe I'm a good person.

Everybody wants to. If you didn't miss him, you would not think of him.

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 No.409673

>>409672

Yeah at least I learned a lesson about drugs from this. My sister has a psych degree and i will try to talk to her about all this minus the dxm to see if she thinks I am right. Surely she will be able to see me more objectively than I can see myself.

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 No.409675

>>409673

Just tell her about the DXM.

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 No.409676

>>409673

from my research so far I think the cause of this is my passive aggressive dad looking up the results of that I realize that fits me exactly., Not that I am mad at him or blaming him, I am responsible for this, ignorance is not an excuse for being bad. I have obsessed over myself being a victim and my social anxiety and mom-oriented issues my whole life and was blind to these other problems.

You aren't supposed to self diagnose for reasons like this I guess but surely if I confess and be truthful/genuine about everything I do and say 100 % of the time nothing will be able to slip past other people, right? heh if I do that I will certainly wind up enslaved in a psych ward for wanting to hurt myself so maybe not at least yet. I have lived long enough to realize I became the creepy bad guy but at least I don't want to hurt anything consciously I guess so I could be worse.

It seems like it would be so much easier short term to escape from all this stuff and never try to make friends or leave my house again but I know that it is better to hurt myself than to hurt others.

>>409675

I have some suspicions she knows about some of it and may have abused the stuff or someone close to her before as I have seen her buying cccs and talking about dumb people abusing it before, I wouldn't think any less of her about that if it were true, but she would think I am retarded if not. She knows I am retarded already so I guess it couldn't hurt.

I know you aren't my therapist but thank you for listening pal, I will beat dxm addiction surely now that I have broken through this stuff. It is tricky because it is a great introspective tool and I would have never learned this or even tried to make a friend with that guy if I hadn't been addicted to it. I need to focus on some other person or thing and just think about them, how they are feeling all the time, stop thinking about myself. maybe picking some abstract concept like an imaginary friend to serve this purpose would help me stop feeling pathetic without abusing an actual human.

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 No.409679

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>>409676

ccc? Don't sweat it been in the same situation (against my will, ironically after stating that "such a thing would not happen to me").

Pic relates, it's trying to figure out what the fuck to do next in order to save the relationship. Turns out, I'm shit at math. Not easy after you tell them you aren't capable of love or emotion - true at the time of the high, not true afterwards.

I think he posted here some time ago so at least that's nice. But he might have forgotten that he had put me on block everywhere, so even if he wanted to talk to me he couldn't as that works both ways until you take them off of the list…but how do you explain to somebody who thinks you hate them that you love them?

But yeah you should tell her about the addiction. Everything else could taint the results of a "diagnosis". I wish you all the best!

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 No.409680

Aright I talked with her about all of this minus the dxm. That is just too embarrassing and I am done with it anyway. If I relapse on it once more I promise you that I will try to go to a narcotics anonymous meeting and confess anonymously.

She told me that I am not a narc, that she feels all the same stuff I feel (the phony niceness, solitude), confessed some big mistakes that she didn't care empathy-wise about at all either, and that it is a part of autism. If I am actually a narc that would mean that she is as well and either way I am not alone. I am really glad we (me and my sister and me and you as well) had this heart to heart, maybe I wont need to do drugs if I am able to form friendships more like this in the future.

>>409679

cccs are a particularly dangerous dxm product that also has antihistamines (sorta like benadryl) in it which adds a whole other layer of craziness to it. I have seen a lot of empty dxm and benadryl products and cccs packages in her room before on accident and I had the same thing in my room before but it would be a violation of her privacy (she is really private unlike me) to start looking too much into her troubles uninvited or think about her faults. I can handle this problem myself now but if she confesses to me I will be glad to let her know she aint alone about it.

It's true I overthought a lot about the relationship, practically obsessed over it once I thought he was just like me because he told me he had social anxiety. My sister might be one of those girls that self-diagnoses autism, but whatever it is called it is the exact same experience as mine, so it doesn't matter. I just gotta start getting out of my head every day.

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 No.409692

>>409679

I tried to have sex with somebody else after he avoided me but wasn't able to do it and broke off with the other guy before meeting. At the time I didn't see it as cheating because he told me he didn't want a relationship and that hurt, but I didn't go through with it because thankfully I realized that I still thought of him as my bf even if he didn't think of me that way. I told this guy about all this but I don't think I was blocked until after the story about the hs bullying.

You ex bf may have been similar to me here. If he was the guy that cheated on you I am sorry, I certainly never would have considered sleeping with anyone else if we had been in an official relationship even if I had been ghosted. I hope for his sake that your ex realizes he hurt you and makes amends for that.

I also gave this guy my dick pic (only on his request when he shared lewd photos with me unrequested first), a pic of my face, and my phone number when we first met heh hopefully he doesn't get too vindictive, he could really screw things up for me if I actually had any social media presence or job prospects to be ruined without also exposing his own kinks but I don't think he would do that and no one who knows me likes me or would be browsing the sort of sites that he could expose me on. I don't think he would do that and maybe I would deserve the humiliation for being such a creep.

As an update it looks like I am no longer blocked on kik. I told him to stop me when I start overthinking and block me, perhaps that was what he did, removing my ability to do that to him was right. I told him I am a manipulative asshole and that he deserves better. I wont try to talk to him again unless he wants me to, we are clearly a very bad fit.

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 No.409696

>>409692

okay he responded to me, seems like he is not as offended as I thought and is still my friend. I confessed that I had been lying about drug use and that it causes my mood swings. I learned a valuable lesson but I still won't go back to messaging or thinking about him like crazy, I wont make this mistake again. From now on anything I want to send him I will put in a notepad or something and hold onto it for until I have been decompressed and been clean off the stuff long enough to feel normal and stable.

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 No.409736

>>409623

you give me hope anon, thank you

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 No.409771

I don't know how to do anything social properly because I'm a sperg so a relationship is completely out of the equation for me. Also I'm not hot at all and I have a substance abuse issue and mental issues. I'm basically fucked from the get go.

Woot woot.

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 No.409782

File: d35a1f9a98bbdd2⋯.gif (5.93 MB, 500x332, 125:83, d35a1f9a98bbdd2ac86d37b0cc….gif)

Its been months since he left, every attempt i've made to try move on fails terrible, i just keep getting used or ditched, idont know why he wont just talk to me and try fix things, somehow he is happier slutposting and being alone than with someone who would do anything for him.

i don't know how life went from looking so pointless to meeting him and it turning my world upside down and me being happy for once, to going back to constant nightmares, sleep depravation and alcoholism, ive started seeing things from the lack of sleep now, i cant drink enough to stop the nightmares without it affecting my ability to work. but aparently i drink enough to severely affect my health according to the doctor. one more month of suffering and if he isnt back i wont be here anymore, but at least i can give my bunner a good start in life and he can get the farm and shoob he always wanted. please come back angie

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 No.409784

>>409782

you need serious psychiatric help mate

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 No.409785

>>409782

You sound like a turbo faggot, no wonder they left you.

Grow a spine, learn some tough love, you'll never be respected being such a doormat.

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 No.409787

>>409784

This is the sadness thread. It is obvious anyone posting here could benefit from an open ear and psychs cost money.

Most importantly heart-broken anon, please quit drinking. Doctors/voluntary rehab can probably help you, this is nothing to die over. Also tell the doctor about insomnia, try antihistamines like benadryl, or maybe even sleeping pills if thats what you gotta do.

I dont know how to give good advice but research anything to do with self esteem and testosterone raising, health, meditation, etc. You deserve to feel the exhilaration abd godlike feeling of a high test and well functioning body that is your right as a man. Try to do whatever you have to to prove you got big cajones, I am sure you can do it but if not that is okay as well. No one should force you to be miserable, take your own side for a while and try journaling and/or visiting a counsellor. Once you have taken thoughts down on paper refuse to let them back in by practicing quiet mind meditation. You may need to look into mindfulness, practice that first, and then practice quiet/empty mind meditation. Escapism can be good. Read classic literature and learn while you also get out of your own mind and into the mind of someone else.

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 No.409798

>>409787

if someone is leaving a suicide note on a board like this im pretty sure theres fuck all we can do to help them. legit or not, they need professional help.

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 No.409809

>>409787

Majority of psychs are free in Australia especially when on benefits

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 No.409820

>>409782

I hate sleep deprevation induced hallucinations and I have had daily nightmares all my life, there was a week long period when i was talking and regularly vcing with someone from 4chan where i didnt have any nightmares, but he ghosted me.. fuck you G.

Please do not give up Ausanon just because of a random slut, we all meet them and it's not worth necking yourself over it. Please stop drinking, you can talk to me if you'd like

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 No.409828

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11 months. Talking to him several times a week for 11 months. I would flirt, he would flirt back. We even hung out once alone and it was fun. He said he wasn't sure if he was ready for a bf so my flirts became more light hearted and when he left me on read I didn't double text till the next day.

He thought I had lost interest. So here I am at 2AM dealing with the fact that he's seeing someone now. And he didn't tell me until yesterday when we were still flirting just a week ago. I thought if I flirted and he flirted back then maybe, just maybe, he'd accept another invite to hang out once he was ready. Or maybe he'd let me hang out in his room instead of relegating me to his living room so his family didn't get suspicious.

But no, my efforts get shit on. Almost a year of always trying to do what I thought he wanted, trying not to be too pushy, letting him come around when he felt more comfortable. What a load of bullshit. Only person irl I've ever met that I truly felt comfortable with. And now I have to either watch him fall in love with someone else or cut him off. I'm not mentally healthy enough for this. Someone save me.

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 No.409830

>>409828

Hello, I just saw you on r9gay, please be my bf.

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 No.409832

>>409830

I'm sorry but I can't do e-relationships anymore… that's part of why having someone irl that I actually felt comfortable with was such a big deal to me

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 No.409833

>>409832

I can go meet you irl just give me time

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 No.409834

>>409833

even if you came here you wouldn't be living here. you wouldn't go to my uni. i wouldn't be able to take a 20 minute walk and be at your front door. i cant do long distance im sorry

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 No.409835

>>409834

I am a neet I can just be your pet

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 No.409836

>>409835

i can barely afford my own expenses anon i dont think i could do that. it would probably violate my lease too

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 No.409839

>>409787

Ive been to psychs before i met him and he convinced me to see one a while ago i got given pristiq and had a few therapy sessions but they kept messing the appointments up and werent really interested in helping with what i needed help with and just wanted to push me into work. i started work a week after he removed me. I'll try writing down my thoughts and feelings but i'm not sure if it will help. i feel like i'm broken beyond repair now. but thank you for the advice anon.

>>409820

Evilindria #4562

if u wana talk Hungary Boye

>>409828

iktf anon, thats basically the choice i had. i could either watch him find someone else or leave, instead i tried to push for us to try a relationship but he refused after being flirty and sugestive and even flat out lewd, the only boy ive been with IRL that i could say i was comfortable being myself around and i had some of the best times of my life with him, we saw Phil Collins together and then Trixie Mattel. all i do is look at pictures of us and listen to his voicemail message to hear his sweet voice again.

I wish i could tell you what to do to feel better but i cant even help myself now…

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 No.409840

>>409839

my last few messages to him weren't the reasonable, planned things I was going to say. they were frantic questionings of the past year and my future. he said he didn't the conversation was helping anything anymore. I told him he was right and goodnight. He said sorry again. I didn't respond. I don't think we'll talk again for a long time, if ever.

If I don't get him back or find someone like him by the end of uni I'll probably off myself, since the bf dream is the only thing that's been keeping me going. But it's not like I can just cross my fingers and wait year by year hoping maybe one of the newcomers won't be a normie faggot or something… at least it's somewhat comforting to know we're all screaming our pains into this shared void

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 No.409848

>>409840

mine always go from civil talks to like me repeating the same thing over and over because i don't really know how to say what i want him to know. words cant express how much he meant to me. i spent a year chasing him and putting up with so much just for him to replace me so quickly say so many hurtful things to me. I was going to kill myself last July but i met him about this time and he saved me. i think 23 years of suffering is enough now. at least with no light at the end of my tunnel.

If you ever want to talk my dischord is in this post >>409839

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 No.409859

>>409848

> i spent a year chasing him and putting up with so much just for him to replace me so quickly say so many hurtful things to me.

are you sure you were right to love a man like that? it seems to me from that sentence that you were used and taken for a fool.

if thats the state youre in, i have to say maybe you need to take a step back and ask yourself some questions about where you are in life, what you want out of it, and what is required of you in order to achieve that. i cant really understand this desire to find love or else end it all, ive felt like i stood no chance at finding love in life when i was younger and at a certain point i asked myself the question "do i really deserve to be loved"? the answer to that at the time was "no", so i then asked myself the questions "what exactly is wrong with me"? and "what can i do to make myself worth of the love of the kind of person i want"? what followed was the most important series of changes i ever made to myself in my life, and in the end it payed off. i dont know whats going on in your head but i would wager your life is not hopeless, not if you apply yourself.

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 No.409866

>>409771

>Sperg, substance issues

dxm-hooked anon here. I think most of us here have the same exact issues of some kind or another. None of us are alone.

I have had nearly all the symptoms at some point or another but many came under my control during teens, even the more obscure that I never knew were sperg traits like hitting my head as a kid, monotone zombie voice and expression, motor tics that I even did in public for a while, etc. The only one I never did was the throwing fits thing. Do any of these sound like your experience? Don't despair you don't have to have friends to be a good and friendly person, in fact most of the normal older people I know have zero friends left aside from wife and family by middle age so you would probably wind up alone eventually even if you were chad.

If you ever want to try relationships, I would recommend looking for someone with experience dealing with the autists' form of communication, they can make things work despite your problems. I talked with a guy online once that had been in a stable relationship with a sperg for many years who just learned how to communicate effectively with his partner. If you get in a close-knit community or workplace people will come to understand you and work with you.

I am not even sure it is a disorder when high-functioning. Lots of normal people did all of the same things as me and were just good at hiding it like I was. In some small tribe or village you would just be seen as quirky and you could be very useful. The modern world surrounds you with constant stimulus, noise, lights, etc that bother 'tists that would not be possible in a traditional society. Extreme attention to detail, oversensitivity to stimulus, etc could make you able to become very skilled at some specialized and niche skills that normal folks wouldn't be able to stick with. Real intellectually debilitating low functioning autism is a different thing altogether I think and would result in being thrown off a cliff or something as a kid in the old world probably.

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 No.409874

After a weird string of events I feel incapable of a relationship now. Everytime I try it never works out, I can barely even talk to boys anymore, let alone flirt with them without feeling awkward or annoying or some other weird emotion…

I just want love and affection

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 No.409884

>>409874

>I can barely even talk to boys anymore

Talk to girls. I have this problem, and i can only relate/talk to girls

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 No.409890

when i first met him he had just broken up with his ex and i helped him through it until his ex tried to get back into the picture under the guise of just being friends, ended up causing lots of drama and stuff and they were basically making fun of me behind my back, he would ditch me for his ex like they were still dating and like the ex hadn't cheated on him and been a massive cunt the entire time.

but i put up with it all and forgave him and kept trying to make things work. i never liked two of his friends which caused a big issue with him. i wasn't invited to his birthday because of them even though we hung out 8 hours a day ever day for like 5 months. but he told them what i thought of them and caused a huge row and stopped talking to me for a few days but then came back because he missed me. sometimes i feel like i was just a convenience for him more than anything. someone to do stuff with that wasn't going to leave.

On my birthday last year we watched wall-e together and it was the happiest I've ever been. i asked him just before then to tell me if he had feelings for me and he promised he would, but ended up saying he had no feelings and i had a break down, later it turns out he was going to admit he loved me that night but never did for whatever reason, its been almost a year since then, we even went on dates after and did lewd stuff but idk he would never give me a chance and now he is gone, he just ignores me now or responds with faces :(

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 No.409894

>>409890

In your first 4 sentences you say

>he is an asshole and a horrible person

then you go on to say

>i want to date him and be happy with him

To be honest, you both sound like ass holes and you two obviously don't work together.

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 No.409898

>>409894

I don't think he is an asshole or a horrible person, Everyone makes mistakes or does things they regret. Looking back i don't think he meant the bad stuff to hurt me like it did. I never meant to hurt him, and we used to make each other happy. at least it seemed that way to me

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 No.409899

>>409890

>and they were basically making fun of me behind my back

>he would ditch me for his ex like they were still dating and like the ex hadn't cheated on him and been a massive cunt the entire time

>but i put up with it all and forgave him and kept trying to make things work

well more fool fucking you then, you let yourself be played and you were taken for a cunt because of it. nobody in life respects someone who doesnt respect themselves. your ex is a piece of shit and youre an idiot for thinking otherwise.

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 No.409946

Just woke up from a dream where my perfect guy wanted to kiss, cuddle and fuck me.

Now I want to die.

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 No.409954

Does anyone else ever feel as if trauma from previous relationships with women is turning you homosexual? I've never been in a relationship with a male, but I've been in multiple failed relationships with women. I used to idolize and adore all sorts of women, but now even months after a breakup, those pleasant feelings are replaced with dread and nausea.

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 No.409956

>>409899

Idk maybe your right, he added me on telegram but has just ignored me the entire time apart from a few catty remarks. i guess i just haven't given up on him since he is just keeping these mixed messages up the entire time and i'm not even sure what to do once he is gone. I'm so depressed and over life but i'm not even sure where to start fixing things first.

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 No.409957

>>409954

i think i kinda know what you mean, except mines boys causing me to not want a relationship at all, no matter how much i've tried i just don't like girls at all. Maybe its time to go back to my familys cult tier church and give their conversion therapy a go

>>409956

he finally blocked me after two days of dragging it out on telegram, idk what he gained from dragging it out and making sure to say things he knew would hurt that he never really needed to bring up. idk what i'm meant to do now, but i know it doesn't involve staying here, i cant watch him keep posting his telegram and nudes in the other threads all the while failing to find anyone who actually cares about him for anything other than pics or sex. Farewell anons, i hope you all have better luck than me.

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 No.409961

>>409956

If you want to start fixing something simple first, i recommend focusing on work and budgeting ie saving some amount of money to have a safety net. Getting financially fit is imprtant and is not nearly as depressing or impossible feeling as trying to get emotionally/socially fit. I only recommend this because I started doing it and I feel less hopeless about my future at least in terms of achieving money goals. People also like someone who seems to have their life in order right? If you dont have a job, try practicing something that could allow you to be comfortably neet like writing a book. I never had any success with doing that though. Leaving this site behind for a little while might be the right move. How can you move on if you are still seeing him post here?

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 No.409963

>>409956

>i guess i just haven't given up on him since he is just keeping these mixed messages up the entire time

probably because hes having a laugh at your expense and wants to carry it on. assume none of what youve talked to him about is at all private, and that its probably a lot more people than just him whos had a laugh at your conversations with him.

>and i'm not even sure what to do once he is gone

take a good long look at yourself and ask yourself how you got to this situation, what things are wrong with you, and how you can fix them. be honest and utterly ruthless in your judgement of your own failures, and vow never again to be that person. the first step to finding happiness in life is making yourself worthy of it, and we do this by degrees and increments over time.

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 No.409965

File: 4996f45bfc3c09f⋯.jpg (562.08 KB, 1200x812, 300:203, 1560242536891.jpg)

for context, I am a female

I can't help but be attracted to boys. Seems like every crush I have had since middle school, the boy turned out to be gay. It's given me an extreme melancholy feeling. Maybe like being a cuckold, but the pain is dull and long term.

I want a boyish boy to shower with affection and tease, I want him to be shy and pure. I want him to love Hitler and natsoc ideology and start a family with me.

These boys don't exist, if they do, they are either homosexual and/or would never be around for me to find them.

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 No.409968

>>409965

> I want him to love Hitler and natsoc ideology

only bottoms, bitches, and women are pro-socialism

>I want him to be shy and pure

hes not gonna be a very good dad then, is he?

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 No.409973

File: e40b731b80ca66f⋯.jpg (120.14 KB, 331x603, 331:603, e40b731b80ca66fec3e2f2b3e2….jpg)

>>409970

I don't mind them being too manly, looks wise. I like boyish or manly, and everything in between I am really not into traps/CDers/girly boys. It's mostly the receptive and pure personality type I am after. It's something that is more common for the "cuteboy" archetype, which is why I am drawn to them.

I guess I am looking for a purity that doesn't exist anymore in the modern world. Myself being impure as well. I just want to covet the innocence of another. But not to exploit it or destroy it, but to love it and nurture it forever.

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 No.409976

>>409973

Hope you find that purity. Maybe it has to do with your surroundings/ environment. The whole way if living and worldview is different from urban to rural or suburban, etc.

deleted my post because I have been typing out walls of text on here too often.

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 No.409977

>>409973

>I just want to covet the innocence of another.

>But not to exploit it or destroy it, but to love it and nurture it forever.

im sure it isnt intended, but that giving me real fucking creepy vibes tbh fam. either way, innocence isnt something you should covet. covet goodness, strength, and and real masculine virtue. they need not come in a hyper-masculine body, if you look and are careful, and are yourself worthy of such a person, then theyre out there to be found.

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 No.409980

>>409973

you remind me of myself, too bad you're a fucking leaf. that's why i refuse to put myself out there, i neither want to flaw myself nor experience the flaws of others.

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 No.409991

>>409467

Bocsi hogy rettenetesen későn írok.Nógrádi vagyok, bár cuteboy nem(Mondjuk régen egy picit az akartam lenni).Amúgy 18 vagyok és sokszor 15-16 nak gondolnak

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 No.409995

>>409946

Had a similar dream last night. It's particularly nasty since brother is visiting me and he does not know.

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 No.410006

File: e0df6ac3656d800⋯.png (26.25 KB, 128x128, 1:1, life.png)

About a year ago i've had a massive self steem boost and, being a (at least mildly) pretty faced femboy i went on Tinder (yeah i know, >Tinder) trying to find another femboy or maybe a trap to get to know and maybe develop a relationship with. Didn't take long until i've met someone, it was a trap who i didn't know if it was a guy or a gal in the first place (had both enabled in the app's settings), he was pretty upfront and careless about being almost instantly attracted to me, so i just went with it.

Long story short, we've been dating for about 8 months, he's been very abusive to me, shoving my self steem to the ground whenever he saw any sign of vulnerability in me, being outright paranoid and making stuff up about me cucking him (which he had no evidence or proof of, admitting that it was all just gut feeling) and just treating me like shit in general. While we were dating, i've had the worst things happen in my life, and if this relationship ends i honestly think i could go homeless or straight up lose any future opportunities i could have for a decent life as i currently can't get a job and my parents are two irresponsible pieces of shit who never did anything to help me.

At this point i'm just rotting in my bedroom every day, playing whatever my shit pc can run, wondering if i should fake it and try to leech out of him just not to go homeless (as much as that would hurt me deeply) or just deal with the fact that i'm fucked.

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 No.410016

>>409965

We exist you know.

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 No.410019

>>410006

well fuck, anon. i sure as shit cant tell you what to do in the immediate term besides do your best to pull through one way or the other, but in the long term id be extremely wary of dating anyone who identifies as a trap or a femboy, or is trans. ime, they are often fucking well and truly off their rocker and you have to vet such people extremely carefully to make sure theyre actually worthy of your time and effort.

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 No.410088

>>409991

Semmi baj.

Nógrád egy pöppet messze van, de nem baj, őszintén már az is csoda hogy egy másik magyarral találkozok. Tudunk valahol beszélni? Szószerint makd kiugrok a székemből annyira izgi ><

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 No.410121

tfw no cuteboy to keep warm at night

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 No.410161

>>410019

Not all femboys are bad you know…but the vanity of some is disgruntling to say the least.

>>410006

How the everlasting fuck did you get into such a situation in the first place? Did you move out to live with him?

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 No.410164

>>409692

No, no I was the dumbass that ended up cheating. Funnily enough, some idiot tried to sell a friend and me drugs at the bar, we told him to fuck off, he tries to start a fight with my friend. I go to the bouncer. Bouncer throws them out. It appears they checked security tapes and now the guy has to go to prison and hates my friend and me.

>>409771

Das ist das Los des Deutschen, leider. Als Deutscher ist man einfach viel zu autistisch. Oder du bist nur erbärmlich und postest unter falscher Flagge.

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 No.410168

>>410019

Yeah unfortunately that's often the case, even moreso in the area where i live

>>410161

>third world country under massive economic crisis

>no jobs available where i live

>uncaring/irresponsible parents

>living with my parents, suspecting that they plan on kicking me out

>rest of my family is radically religious and hate eveything i stand for so i can't get any help there either

tl;dr a really unfortunate series of events i had no control over

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 No.410191

>>410161

>Not all femboys are bad you know

not all, most certainly not. ive known some good people over the years. what you will find however is that there are an awful lot of them that are. trap/trans/femboy communities will make that pretty clear to you if you go looking around. theres plenty of awful, predatory, abusive shit that goes on in those places especially with younger members, and older members who do or aught to know better simply shrug their shoulders and excuse that shit because theyre young or troubled or some other shite thats no fucking excuse whatsoever. couple that with an entitled mindset and youve a recipe for countless more examples of the sort of relationship that anons in. fact is, most of these people who whine about not being loved dont deserve someone elses love, at best they deserve ostracization and at worst a prison sentence.

point being, vet people you invest your time and love into carefully. there may be more to them than you can tell in a few months of dating, and nobody deserves the sort of shit ive seen femboys put others through here.

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 No.410193

>>410168

thats is unfortunate, anon

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 No.410205

>>410164

I hope a Muslim kills you and your friend for being such a cunt. Die scum.

>>410191

>at best they deserve ostracization and at worst a prison sentence

Perhaps you deserve to be stabbed to death and have a bomb go off in your local part of the city, eh you fucking cunt. I'd stab you myself, but I am not there right now. I know somebody will do it to you one day you fucking vile marxist animal.

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 No.410209

>>410205

Nice low effort bait

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 No.410212

>>410209

The only thing low-effort here is your disgusting body. You aren't cute at all. Just another cunt as usual.

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 No.410217

>>410212

Ching chong ding dong, my nigger friend

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 No.410224

>>410205

> Brazilian Flag defending drug dealers

> Threatening to stab people

"But why is my country so shit?!". Best thing is if he'd just leave us alone after rejecting his offer the first time, nothing would have happened. I have no inclination towards getting involved in that junkie business bullshit.

>>410191

Do tell. I assume it's some sort of emotional abusive bullshit?

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 No.410235

>>410224

Lets see now, child abuse, revenge porn, catfishing for fun (both the casual sort and the prolonged, predatory kind), and plenty of screenshots of people theyre stringing along for laughs. Just a few examples of the shit ive seen people do and spout apologetics for in servers ive come across over the years. I wonder if i dont know what discord servers that one aussie anons ex belongs to.

Plenty of cuteboys are good people for sure, but theres no shortage of cancerous little wankers out there too. If in doubt, steer clear. These little rodents deserve nobodies love.

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 No.410286

I recently embarrassed myself by telling a casual hookup guy way too much about myself and that I wanted to be his bf when he didnt want a relationship. Family members set me up blind without asking me with some overweight 19yo female and I started texting her, planned a date and everything even though I am not physically attracted to her at all unless she loses a bunch of weight. I figure the sweetness of her personality and the ability to make family will make it worth it because looks fade over time anyway. I would never have reached out to her but they told her about me and I would look like a coward if I did nothing. Is a practice gf really worth it? I feel like such a liar for dating a girl I have no attraction to when all I want to be with is that guy.

I told the old guy about all this to ask what I should do and let him know I can't do sex anymore if me and her start dating but he still hasnt responded. I feel really guilty but I know that we were never bfs in his eyes so I cant see why he would be upset. He still hasn't responded.

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 No.410287

>>410286

>casual hookup

>Family members set me up

>overweight […] female

>practice gf

Ignorance is bliss Anon.. why tell any potential bf this stuff?

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 No.410288

>>410287

I just want to be totally honest 100 percent. He has made it clear he doesnt want a relationship and we already had sex so I cant expect him to be a potential bf, just a crush.

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 No.410298

>>410286

If you don't feel well dating her i'd say to be honest with her and you both just move on. This whole situation will probably turn into a big snowball effect and fuck you over. Not only will it hurt the most the latest you decide to tell her the truth, but letting people manipulate you creates a bad habit of just letting it happen.

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 No.410299

I am an extremely lonely and depressed man trying to accept that he's at least halfway a fag and finding it extraordinarily difficult because most guys I see that I think are cuties are also the kind of people who would call me a nazi or homophobe online for not agreeing with them

someone told me to post here and I'm listening to them because fuck it

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 No.410301

>>410299

theres literally a right wing thread here

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 No.410302

>>410287

Also it is important to tell him bc I wont be able to sleep with him anymore I have gf.

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 No.410314

>>410302

Alright I will go on our date and see if I have fun, if I am still not feeling it I might try to tell her at the end that I am still getting over somebody and not ready to date anybody yet, which is the truth. I didnt really want to do it even before I knew what she looked like. I am worried this will hurt her a lot, the day of the date is also her fucking birthday, so maybe I will put off telling her a little longer.

My family told me she wasnt looking for anything permanent or anything but she sounds really sweet and into me. She probably hasn't had very many bfs, still acts a little like a high schooler, very innocent and pure which makes me feel even worse. Maybe she will look better in person, I have only seen one unflattering photo and she wasnt too fat to be attractive, there is just something to her looks that doesnt attract me. If she lost a bunch of weight she would probably be hot as fuck but I can't count on her to change to suit me. Hopefully my autism makes me silent the whole date and I push her away naturally without having to say anything about her but I will try my best.

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 No.410342

>>410301

I posted in the sad thread because I want to fucking end myself but whatever man. It was a bad idea anyway fuck this

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 No.410343

>>410342

im saying youre in good company, you tool. go talk to people and im sure youll find friends. friends make life a lot more enjoyable.

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 No.410357

>>410343

>>410342

Brit-anon is right, good friends are worth the effort.

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 No.410361

>>410343

sorry everything is going wrong for me lately so I assumed you were just telling me to go fuck myself, I'm glad I checked the thread again at least so I could realize I'm a fucking dolt

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 No.410364

>>410361

good luck mate, hopefully you find a few

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 No.410370

>>410088

Esetleg Discordon?

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 No.410399

>>410370

Discord az jó lehetne.

Corvus Corvidæ#6320

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 No.410421

It's sad that I can't that I can't really find a cuteboy interested in unless they know I can be easily femmed it's not that I'm against being fem I've had the thought float in my head but it's the fact it seems like I can't just have a wholesome relationship with a cuteboy without them suggesting wearing some thigh thighs and panties I attract masculine guys which although they're nice it's not what I'm into I prefer girly or androgynous ay the end of the day I guess I'll dress up for a cuteboy with mutual feelings but not if they only show interest when I let them know I'm "petite"

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 No.410424

File: c9b88d120ca4cc5⋯.png (391.5 KB, 700x700, 1:1, viper.png)

>>408599

Kill yourself immediately. Fucking subhuman.

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 No.410426

>>410421

Well i can't really find anyone either. I did have a relationship for like 2 years just to find out that it was built on bullshit, but i'm looking for someone else now.

That's really upsetting i would be interested tbh, i don't find myself that great looking but modest so to speak. I would say there aren't too many people who don't mind who's fem or not but hey :D that's the joy of meeting people right? tfw it's legit my first few times i've seen this site. I plan to use it more often and i wish you luck hopefully you can have a really nice wholesome relationship :)

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 No.410427

>>410399

>Megvagy :)

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 No.410428

>>410426

Thank you for your kind words and I wish you the best as well if by any chance you want to chat post up your discord or kik I'm happy adding anyone to chat

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 No.410429

>>410428

I will give that a try :) My discord is Stealath

#7346 I'm normally on my phone or computer I build computers in real life for gaming :D

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 No.410430

>>410429

Added!

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 No.410454

>>410424

nice Dota meme anon, made me smile for the first time in awhile

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 No.410621

The first internet friend I make in years and he removes me over an argument…I'm seriously so close to crying right now I don't know what to do. He even blocked me so I can't add him back…we were spending literally every night together talking and having fun.

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 No.410623

>>410621

Honestly it keeps happening so much that people remove me. I know its my fault but nobody ever tells me the problem it feels like. I just want friends, I have no friends to play games with online and the only people who talk to me irl are my roommates ;_; For the past few months up until this week I hadnt even really used my microphone because I have no one to talk to.

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 No.410639

>>410623

feels u dude

honestly i don't remember the last time i used my mic

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 No.410640

>>410623

What games do you like? And maybe contact info?

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 No.410655

File: 21ef824692d97dd⋯.jpg (3.39 MB, 4032x3024, 4:3, 5aa5bb54f826738ad64ff1e339….jpg)

I know this is mean, but I found a photo that'll probably make everyone here feel better about themselves that you're not this guy.

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 No.410657

File: aa38b390fdc039c⋯.jpg (16.53 KB, 468x431, 468:431, 1560877365459.jpg)

>>410621

>>410623

aaaaand I just got rear ended. I drive pizza for a living and have to take tomorrow off to have the damage assessed, while also dealing with a dumb roastie thot who is gonna lie and act like it isnt her fault for running into a stopped vehicle. I'm losing 100 dollars in essence by not showing up to work tomorrow…I seriously am getting close to crying, the past week has been so absurdly shitty it feels like I'm on a tv show.

>>410640

I mostly like FPS games but have a knack for anything competitive. I play lots of Magic the gathering too. I'm also a big fan of Dota. Really most popular games I'm down to play with people just so I have someone to talk to. My discord is !Nico#0163 and my steam is /id/xbeelzebub

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 No.410659

>>410657

I sent you an add on dischord if you want to talk, I'd be down to play anything if the ping isn't too bad!

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 No.410662

File: 2a539709331ef73⋯.gif (1.03 MB, 400x300, 4:3, sadboys.gif)

Looking at the people that post here makes me feel so sad, everyones so cute and it sucks knowing everyone will be disgusted at me.

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 No.410665

>>409965

Bi boys with right leaning views that just wanna be held do exist. Problem is some like me have trouble letting women into their lives because of past experiences mudding the waters.

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 No.410671

>>410621

>>410623

Yeah that's what they do. For hating the roasties, /cuteboys/ sure know how to act like them.

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 No.410708

File: 204bbc8502a706d⋯.jpg (64.31 KB, 484x534, 242:267, annoyed.jpg)

I'm very feminine looking but i'm covered in thick hair which I find really depressing.

I'm tempted to get laser hair removal at this point.

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 No.410746

>>410708

I know that feel, pouty Asuka Anon. The hair is a constant never ending struggle, and I can't just epilate it all off like some people can apparently do. I even gave up multiple times and let it all grow back. I basically have to use Nair in a rigorous time consuming process multiple times a week, and I still have visible chest hair after two days.

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 No.410884

>doxing

Yeah that's pretty sad alright

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 No.410888

>>410884

man the absolute fucking state of this board these days. the doxxing little rodent needs his throat cut.

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 No.410900

>>410883

He's cute though, built good.

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 No.410906

>the post is still fucking up

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 No.410949

>>410884

>>410888

The fugg happened?

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 No.410952

>>410949

Some angry German committed low-tier doxxing of a Portuguese guy.

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 No.410954

>>410949

a german doxxed their apparently portugese ex and posted his nudes including face pics. as much as i hope the person sees prison for it, i dont think the photos exactly hurt the guys image. dude looked fucking cute imo.

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 No.410955

>>410954

>>410949

i should add, apparently mentally unstable german tranny. their loss, a man that cute will find someone better im sure.

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 No.410975

>>410424

Nice dota meme, tfw no dota 2 daddy to play with me.

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 No.411008

>>410975

>tfw all the dota cuties live in america or Europe D:

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 No.411014

>>411008

>no flag

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 No.411073

I wish i could give all of you irl hugs.

Keep fighting for better.

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 No.411074

File: be9c8bd9dd6e101⋯.webm (15.48 MB, 1280x720, 16:9, 1531553457-010.webm)

>had an online friendship that was getting too close to romance and was mainly causing me distress

>ended it

>feel distress

What a cruel joke love is

Is it normal that all internet friendships go to shit? This was by far the best one, there was so much support and understanding from him, and it still made me unhappy more often than happy. I miss him already… I can only hope to get over this soon enough.

Guess I'll spend an another night binge-listening to depressing music and writing poetry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LavZw6cP02k

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43ofa2f9E8w

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 No.411093

File: 3aeeff9b8cd6c21⋯.gif (1017.23 KB, 500x563, 500:563, shinji sleepy.gif)

dreamed i was talking to him again

wish i could just sleep forever and only dream of him tbh

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 No.411111

>>410952

>>410954

>>410955

Ah thank you for clearing that up. Not unusual for my home countries people to be angry, but that's just fucking low.

>>411074

>>411093

Iktf

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 No.411122

feeling insecure i use to be cute now i might not be? i dunno.. i hate aging, i think im still a little cute but would like another opinion anyone wanna give their opinion kik me at KayNotBLesS

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 No.411145

>>411111

yeah, its pathetic tbh

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 No.411188

File: b28fe227d3d8890⋯.png (708.93 KB, 768x1024, 3:4, ClipboardImage.png)

Alexander and Hadrian made their deceased lovers into gods and built temples and cities in their name, meanwhile in my mourning all I can do is name things in my vidya after him ._.

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 No.411192

>>411185

get help

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 No.411196

>tfw chickened out on multiple chances with boys I talked to on imageboards to meetup

>can't find anyone now years later

I don't have a phone to even use shit like grindr, not that I would be really comfortable with that either since it's probably filled with creepy fuckers with STD's. Only people I'm comfortable with are fellow autists and the only place you can find those are on dead imageboards, but can't find people who live near you on dead imageboards.

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 No.411199

>>411196

welp, you made your call. nothing you can do but put your location out there and chat in country specific threads

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 No.411246

File: 8bb5949c80838b8⋯.jpg (31.75 KB, 509x385, 509:385, everything_better_than_exp….jpg)

Welp, slightly homophobic brother visited. Went drinking and roastie friend spilled the beans. Went a lot better than expected. Nice to have supportive friends.

Everything's going well. Still sad. Almost a year now, and still missing my fren.

Should I just wait until next month and hope he comes here, or should I try to visit him?

I don't even know if he wants to see me…

>>411196

> Grindr etc: STD's and creeps

> LGBTQT++-*/66669 parties: 50% creeps, 49% criminals, 99.0000009% dildo-thwarting flamers and 0.0000001% to find anybody worthwhile

> Locals: Literally none-existant / those that are here, I do not want to hang out with

Such is the absolute state of life.

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 No.411247

>>411188

The sentimental value of the gesture is proportional to the abilities of the person making it. How difficult do you think it'd be for Alexander or Hadrian to rename/found a city? It was a common thing for dead emperors/their relatives to be deified in those days, as far as I'm aware Augustus was the only one that received a substantial amount of worship.

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 No.411252

>>411196

>I don't have a phone to even use shit like grindr, not that I would be really comfortable with that either since it's probably filled with creepy fuckers with STD's.

Replace "probably" with "certainly". I tried using Grindr for about a month after admitting to myself that I like boys just as much as girls. I can't count how many guys without profile pics were expecting me to invite them into my bed sight-unseen within minutes of sending a tap my way.

Also, half of them were married, and looking for action between 5pm and 6pm on weekdays when they could get away with "working late" excuses. I might be a stereotypical eyes-up-anything-that-moves bi slut, but even I have standards. I don't do cheaters.

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 No.411256

>>411252

Yeah I assumed it would be that bad so I guess it's not that big of a problem that I don't have a phone. Seems like basically all homo dating services are filled with shit like that, not that it's really all too surprising considering the nature of men. It'd just be cool to have a bro to play games with and maybe slaughter chinks together some day.

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 No.411488

How do I get past insecurities about experience? Its for certain that anyone i'll meet will have had numerous bfs or random fucks because of how things roll these days. It makes me feel bitter and jealous. Im a shut in retard so its pretty much on me

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 No.411579

>>411488

That's called having standards, not being insecure. There's nothing wrong with being disgusted by promiscuity.

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 No.411605

i just want a gf yo im bisexual but at this point im so lonely idgaf anymore. Maybe if a dominant man adopts me I will just go with it. Needs to feel right emotionally though. No manipulative ppl / ppl who wanna fuck without being supportive

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 No.411648

Dear Shloss,

If you can see this, please contact me again. I really miss you and it bothers me that I don't know if you're still alive.

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 No.411649

Dear Shloss,

If you can see this, please contact me again. I really miss you and it bothers me that I don't know if you're still alive. You know where to find me.

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 No.411650

File: 52fb4d9a79a7178⋯.jpg (15.22 KB, 480x360, 4:3, IMG_5065.JPG)

Sexuality has become a weapon that is now degrading everyone into a pulp.

I don’t want to think of that. All I want is to ignore reality while actually being happy.

I want to cuddle with someone and sleep forever. I never want to wake up, I just want to be in someone’s arms as I slowly drift off forever. I don’t want to hear about the degeneracy anymore

It’s all killing me. I always fantasize about killing people and getting revenge, war, drugs, revolution.

I’m tired. I am a degenerate and I’m sorry to my ancestors for being one. I was poisoned and groomed like everyone else.

The only way I think of redemption is by killing Jewish politicians and bankers.

Does anyone here have existential dread like this too? Like they are willing destroying themselves while watching our culture burn.

I’m dying inside. I want to sleep.

I want a hug.

Are you like me?

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 No.411670

File: 7edf30c978d847b⋯.jpg (412.96 KB, 1024x576, 16:9, 1563319898792.jpg)

I want to spend time with some bois but i am extremely paranoid about being discovered by either my family or my friends

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 No.411740

File: ffd547e01feeca9⋯.jpg (130.71 KB, 1300x1360, 65:68, no-hope-icon-stock-illustr….jpg)

I just want a friend to talk to again, someone to play vidya with. This loneliness is kinda crushing tbh

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 No.411757

>>411740

You sure you don't already have those friends and just need to communicate with them?

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 No.411758

anyone here ever try to commit suicide? i've decided i want to make preparations towards that and i'm curious what methods people have tried and failed with here

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 No.411817

lol, I let depression and anxiety control my life and get in the way of my education, now I’ll never achieve the things I was capable of, my dreams are dead ha ha ha I wanted to fucking die too boys.

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 No.411864

Would you say you take pleasure in destroying beauty? Tainting purity? Destroying a Greek statue and graffitiing all over it.

Does this turn you on? Is this what many of you like?

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 No.411867

>>411864

No I'm not a kike or a nigger.

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 No.411964

I take no joy in it, yet I end up doing it.

Although I wouldn't vandalize a greek statue (maybe gluing some dicks on because they're way too small).

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 No.411980

File: 73fd578460b08be⋯.jpg (123.59 KB, 1024x768, 4:3, just one more drink....jpg)

I got extremely drunk again and went into a terrible fugue state…possibly one of the worst I've had in my life. I tore apart the house, broke almost every single thing (found my laptop knocked over into a convenient nook so it could hide I guess), broke all of my /cuteboy/s belongings and verbally abused him when he came home from his 12 hour a week parttime job. We got into an extremely bad fight and I ended up slapping him around and put bruises all over his little body, gave him two black eyes, and literally threw him out.

I completely regret it. He's out there alone with no support, beat up, no phone because I smashed it, no car, only what he was wearing, and no money/wallet because I put it in the trash compactor when we were fighting. Oh well. I know he wont come back to me this time so you live and you learn while getting over it. I have to get over my abbhorent behavior and I'm sure he'll get over his hardships while I look for a new waifboifren in the meantime after I put the house back together.

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 No.411981

>>411980

Please get help before ruining someone else's life.

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 No.411983

>>411981

He chose to live with me, so it's not really my fault now is it? Fuck off m8.

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 No.411984

>>411983

It kind of is your fault, since you're the one who, you know, destroyed all of his possessions.

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 No.411991

>>411980

You sound like a rabid nigger who needs to be put down. Hopefully someone does the deed someday.

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 No.411992

>>411984

His life and body belong to me fuckhead and he knows that. Just because I was sad doesn't mean I'm not going to get him back even if I have to tackle him, tie him up, and put him in the bed of my truck as punishment. He likes the rough stuff you see, so I'm not doing anything bad at all if you think about it. He loves me and he will forgive me and cry in my arms.

>>411991

Fuck off. I bet you're from Vancouver or Toronto. You couldn't do anything to me. I'd slap you down and fuck you and you'd moan like a bitch.

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 No.411997

>>411992

Like I said, a rabid nigger. Day of the rope soon you degenerate retard.

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 No.411998

>>411997

Why am I a degenerate? Everyone up here drinks even when it is summer you presumptuous fuck. Just because you can't understand or have empathy for how extremely small town areas work doesn't mean you get to fucking talk shit like you're a tough guy. Bud, I'd probably fold you over and make you squeal like a girl and you'd like it. So don't ad hom at me bud, shut the fuck up yeah?

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 No.412005

>>411980

>Oh well.

>I'm sure he'll get over his hardships while I look for a new waifboifren in the meantime

Replaceable objects.

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 No.412006

File: 3c29cf7efae54ea⋯.jpeg (20.43 KB, 650x366, 325:183, BC3673B1-8D56-49F9-AC96-6….jpeg)

>>411997

>Day of the rope soon you degenerate retard.

Oh, so you’re not a degenerate. Are you going to preserve the your European race by fucking more fags? Are are gonna suck dick and fight kikes at the same time? Revolution in your asshole?

You’re a fucking retard. You sound drunk now.

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 No.412050

i really really miss you zac

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 No.412071

File: 476f1e32bda9d87⋯.jpg (40.37 KB, 400x400, 1:1, 1553329795297.jpg)

Feeling bad about getting friendzoned by a cuteboy I've met up with multiple times. Wanted to try dating him but he only wants to be FWB.

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 No.412080

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 No.412083

File: 66af48121578951⋯.jpg (22.16 KB, 489x424, 489:424, me.jpg)

My only friend has deserted me and is now pretending I don't exist. I'm only getting older, not getting any cuter and still not even close to being ready for relationship. My e-bf offed himself and I still think about it all the time. I'm not sure I can even be close with someone, idk.

When will I get my shit together.

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 No.412089

>>412083

i mean, ignoring the e-bf offing himself here, are you sure its not something about you that you could change which is hindering your ability to live the life you wanna live?

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 No.412107

>>412089

well duh, that's why I need to get my shit together

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 No.412111

>>412083

I'm in the same situation. bf dead, not much in the way of friends and haven't got my shit together.

It sucks, i wish i had the courage to kms tbh

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 No.412127

>>409965

>wish I was this for a girl

>I'm really fucked up and just want a reason to shave my entire face every day constantly

If you're still here, hmu 2153279803

I guess I'm also looking for someone who just wants to hang out

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 No.412175

Can somebody explain to me why /cuteboys/ are so fucking entitled?

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 No.412179

>>412175

All of the /cuteboy/ boards are essentially porn boards. That’s why, they are all looking for sexual attention. They think they deserve it because they think they’re pretty.

If you come to a board like this and post, your probably a narcissist. Most people here are extreme narcissists.

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 No.412229

I got dumped last week and it really hurts

But he still talks and msgs me

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 No.412231

>>412229

At least he still talks to you instead of just blocking you out like a complete sperglord would do it.

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 No.412259

>>412231

That's actually the smartest thing to do. You don't get over someone unless you stop talking to them. It's hard but it works very well. Give it 3 - 4 months of no contact and you will question why you ever even wasted time thinking about them.

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 No.412277

File: 39e3ebc4761f0b4⋯.jpg (20.27 KB, 320x320, 1:1, 64887801_144455016736128_6….jpg)

>tfw no satanist cuteboy to do occult stuff with and make passionate love too

H-hold me bros

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 No.412281

File: 1bfffa7b19da432⋯.jpg (26 KB, 486x466, 243:233, FMXKkzS2StU.jpg)

>>412277

What kind of occult stuff?

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 No.412285

>>412259

I disagree. To me it just shows that somebody never respected, loved or cared for that person. It shows an astonishing degree of selfishness, of narcissim. The same as if somebody told you "I love you, but we won't be together unless you do …", which is an Ultimatum of the worst sort.

It's childish, self-absorbed and displays this modern throwaway mentality.

Instead of talking it out, which would solve 95% of most problems if done correctly, it takes any means of reconciling with that person, if not as lovers then as friends.

Sure, sometimes it is necessary, but in how many cases is that true? Not many. People fight sometimes, and feelings do get hurt - but you can either make it work and listen to what they have to say, or be a blockhead. Is it really that bad if the feelings come back?

I know On/Off relationships aren't healthy and in that case it might be a viable solution. But blocking somebody out just because you can't be arsed to care about them enough to hear them out, or to deal with the fact that yes, they are human too and have problems too, is just immature, egocentric and cold-hearted.

It might be good for yourself, but it really does show how little compassion you had for that person.

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 No.412294

Where could I make some online friends so that I don't feel so worthless and alone all the time? I only really talk to my ex which makes me feel like trash since he isn't at all interested anymore…

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 No.412349

>>412285

>blocking somebody out just because you can't be arsed to care about them enough to hear them out, or to deal with the fact that yes

This is hardly ever the case. Usually the person who hasn't fallen out of love with the other, thinks they have a lot left to say. But in reality it's all bullshit that they have already talked about. Not necessarily saying that you have the same case as what i am talking about. Cause trust me, i talked as much as i could but it was never enough. There was always 'more' to talk about, but really it was just a way to get me to message them and fill that lonely void in their heart, and then argue about the same shit. Honestly, i still stand by my opinion that the best thing to do is to stop talking. But i do agree, breaking up with someone and then saying nothing at all is an asshole move. But if every time you ""talk"" and it turns into an argument. You are just hurting each other for no apparent reason. And that can be avoided by not talking ever again, which in most breakup is the best answer.

Just like how some people are meant to be the one, there will be others are just not meant to be. You just have to let go, as easy as it is to say, it's the hardest thing to do. Good luck though.

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 No.412364

File: 879704fb8e9df94⋯.jpg (41.41 KB, 800x305, 160:61, Communication_Channels.jpg)

> But in reality it's all bullshit that they have already talked about. Not necessarily saying that you have the same case as what i am talking about

I doubt it. I had no intention of breaking up with him. It's just that some real fucked up bullshit happened in my life the at the same time (basically some arsehole trying to "date"-rape me but "date" is a far stretch, wasn't out for dating or anything like that. Just curious of how those Pride-events would be. Out of obvious reasons, I personally do not recommend. That guy didn't get his way though, but it does mess you up for a longer period of time). Sure you can blame somebody for being "not careful enough", but is that really fair?

Well that and one of my best friends brother dying young. Was a really nice guy too. Not exactly the easiest thing to do, comforting a friend while being heartbroken, but you do what you have to do.

> There was always 'more' to talk about, but really it was just a way to get me to message them and fill that lonely void in their heart, and then argue about the same shit

I assume he thinks the same really but it's not like that all. Besides, if it's always arguing about the same shit, it's an issue with communication, pic relates: Green is what you give price about yourself, Blue is facts, Yellow is "hint towards the relationship" and Red is appeal. Meaning that what one person says is not what the other person necessarily understands.

For example: "You never visit me" might be seen by one party as a fact, and by the other as an insult. Green might be "I want you to visit me too" but that's never received. Yellow could be "I wish we'd be closer" but come across as "Our relationship sucks", while Red would be "I wish you'd come by from time to time" but might be received as "Come by or else". I've never found a good translation of that theory but it does help a lot with communication. You can talk a lot and never get the message across if you aren't careful on how you package it - I think talking a lot and not really saying anything at all is called "politics" or something.

Most arguments are really just based on assumptions about what one and another "says", but not on what they mean. And I have the feeling some people would rather make assumptions than actually try to understand what somebody is saying, aka "only hearing what they want to hear".

> but really it was just a way to get me to message them and fill that lonely void in their heart

I can get why it would seem that way, and I'm not gonna say that I am not lonely - honestly who on this board / in this thread isn't? - but it wasn't like that for me. Yeah I enjoyed his *virtual* company, but more than that the few times I saw him face-to-face I did enjoy the time spent much more than anything virtual could ever be. Thing is, he asks me to come to him. Ok. Then he blocks me out, so I take that as a hint that he doesn't want to see me. Then he posts some shit about "how people don't really care". So I'm left confused af, because did he want me to visit or not? If he did, he wouldn't have blocked me out, because that's pretty much "I don't ever want to see you again". So…why post about how people don't care if you don't give them a chance to do so? That and the fact that he never really told me what happened during Paragraph #1 is mildly infuriating. You'd expect somebody who "loves" you to tell you the cold, honest truth of what happened, or if anything happened at all instead of letting you fidget. Yeah I know it might hurt, but it might as well hurt a lot less to know the whole story. The best part is, if I would've known he still wanted me to visit him, I would've done it. In the end he just left me hanging, hurt and confused, without really telling anything making the assumption that I don't give a shit about him. In my book that is a dick move, especially after he demands of me to show "how much I care" - but wasn't really prepared to do the same for me.

Besides, if you're capable of filling that void in their heart they must have some feelings towards you, even if they aren't ready to share them for whatever reason.

> But i do agree, breaking up with someone and then saying nothing at all is an asshole move

This tbh. At least give some pointers on where it went wrong so they can avoid doing the same mistake in the future. At least I was able to ensure that should I ever bring a boy back home it's going to be to a welcoming atmosphere.

> You just have to let go, as easy as it is to say, it's the hardest thing to do. Good luck though.

Not sure if I have any good luck left. Moving on is the only thing left to do unless he magically changes his mind.

Not going to change my mind though, I still think it's selfish and quite frankly lazy to just block somebody out. In some cases yes, it's necessary, but in many it could be easily prevented if both parties just work on themselves a bit and grow as people.

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 No.412365

>>412294

There should be some shitty discords floating around here.

Or you can play some online games and join a clan.

Both works quite well.

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 No.412408

File: dd7534c254f9683⋯.webm (3.04 MB, 716x400, 179:100, 5438932.webm)

>want fellow autistic NEET bf

>no one around me from here interested in a masc guy

>can't find anyone on other imageboards

>grindr filled with pozzed degenerates

>every dating website in existence requires a phone number to sign up to because of americas new useless nigger sex trafficking laws

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 No.412432

>>412408

Got discord?

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 No.412434

>>412432

>US

What's the point of that my man?

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 No.412439

>>412434

With that attitude you won't get anything.

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 No.412440

>>412439

I'm not interested in jerking around online and larping a meaningful relationship long distance.

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 No.412442

>>412440

Getting to know an individual takes time, then afterwards just meetup and spend time together.

Don't need to pretend its a full blown long distance relationship, everything has to start from somewhere. That somewhere being something simple as friendship and similar interests.

You do you though, good luck

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 No.412449

>>412442

Until one tries to push the relationship on the other without actually giving a single fuck about them because of "muh I want a boyfriend NOW".

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 No.412454

>>412442

>>412449

Online relationships just sound really artificial and retarded. They defeat the entire purpose of social bonds which is to have someone you can rely on for help, stability, and productivity. I've seen people do nothing but complain about the misery long distance gives them once the reality of the situation rears its head.

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 No.412543

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 No.412558

>>412454

>>412449

pretty much. ive sympathy for those who try only for it to fall apart, but imo the internet can facilitate a lot of really unhealthy shit in terms of relationships. theres an endless stream of young and naive people looking for love and/or attention, who are at risk of wasting years of their lives fruitlessly giving some unworthy fuck theyll never actually meet their time and love because e-bfs have become something of an accepted norm.

its ok to use the internet to bridge the gap between meetups if youre within easy travelling distance, and a monthly week long meetup or weekends together isnt something either of you would struggle to do. its not ok for either of you to pour your heart and soul into someone youll never or rarely ever meet. thats a waste of both of your time and its only gonna hurt you in the long run when it sets in that its just never gonna happen.

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 No.412608

File: 7d8eaa7f5980d8c⋯.jpg (15.99 KB, 250x250, 1:1, holy_crackers.jpg)

Holy shit were back! who's still alive?

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 No.412614

>>412608

still alone in Utah oof

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 No.412616

>>241126

Suicide is always an option. Remember that as you get older, you get uglier. And you also lose all feminine traits. If you are past your 20s and don't have a boyfriend, your time is up. There are already younger cuties in line.

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 No.412623

>>412608

sadly me, but i think most people hecked off to discord servers and 4chan

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 No.412644

>>412608

Still here, but this site really is dying huh? I've got no idea where else to go to be honest

>>412616

What a rude post

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 No.412645

>>412644

>What a rude post

Reality is what it is, sweety.

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 No.412654

>>412644

He's prob an uggo projecting anyways, most of the shitposters here come here because they're ugly prison gays who can't land women because women find them pathetic

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 No.412663

>>412616

Suicide is an option in every situation. One of the proofs we have free will. Doesn't mean you should follow through with it. Honestly, pretty dumb advice.

Also, bullshit. Plenty of people enjoy older guys who go for a younger look, even if you have no experience. I personally prefer guys like that, since younger fems tend to be a migraine to date. Plus ugly unfeminine virgin trap is a fetish nowadays. Just hang there baby, you'll find another Mongrel to mongrelize with.

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 No.412666

>>412663

I turn 30 in a few months. All of it will have been in quarantine. Idk anon but there's really not much hope for older feminine virgins. If your age starts with a 3 you might as well be dead.

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 No.412682

>>412666

Anon stop listening to unsocialized retards on a dead board, the people who age out at 30 are the people who were already aged out before they got there because they smoke and drink and have degenerate hobbies. I have literally read verbatim that people will

>Age out at 19

>Age out at 22

>Age out at 25

>age out at 27

>Gay death at 29

>Muh can't find a bf unless you are literally a tranny

>Muh taking hormones but not actually a tranny because i need to maintain my features past gay death

They're all pathetic and quite literally never leave their rooms

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 No.412686

>>412682

>quite literally never leave their rooms

I make six figures and can concur, people hate the idea of dating someone over a certain age. I've had plenty of people find out I was 29 when asked and they stop talking. Who the fuck wants to date a 29 year old virgin bottom?

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 No.412689

>>412686

And in my anecdotal story where I also make six figures, I lose my virginity at 35 to a hunky movie star. Guess we're back to zero again

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 No.412691

>>412689

The difference is I'm talking about myself and you're making stuff up for reasons I don't understand.

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