/cow/ - Lolcows (Three Years on 8chan!)

Most people when they come to the ward it's just a wake up call. There are a class of people that only show up once and then, they do not necessarily solve their problems, but they keep them better hidden so as to not come back. Then there are people who will always keep coming back and will be out only a short while at a time before coming back. The whole charade involves big money and it doesn't really matter that these people are so broken and this system is so broken, it allows all the people employed in this nonsense to make a living. You can't fix what is broken by design… and what isn't broken by design, and by this I mean humans that aren't totally fucked, they learn and they recover. For those who are well and truly fucked like myself there is only one way out and that is death. What else takes you out of your mind and out of your body? I am not interested to think any thoughts anymore or to occupy this body any longer. I am done with "the human experience" lol. Fucking postmodernism.

It's disgusting and sad when you look into the lives of people big into psychology and realize what kind of people they are and that they really aren't healthy in mind or body. They can't fix themselves how can they fix anyone else? I have been told "well that's just it, you can't fix yourself, we can only fix each other, we are blind to or unable to address certain things on our own, and have to operate on each other" (paraphrased). I just found that whole notion depressing and also contradictory to another theory I've seen that "all healing is self-healing" which tbh made more sense. I have suffered long enough though to know my problems are chronic and will never go away. I don't even have any mental issues I am actually a very good and pure person and that's why I know what is best for myself and this world and that means euthanasia. I'm a chicken though, a fucking chicken. I got to man up and end my life.

Furthermore the problems also go well beyond the individual in that we live now in a profoundly sick and globalized society where everyone is fucking miserable. Find me someone who ISN'T depressed and truly loves their life and enjoys it. Good fucking luck. This really is all irrelevant social commentary though. Whereas some people are born superior, beautiful, and good many are goblin rejects that need to develop the courage to die out so the best of man can claim the Earth for their progeny. It is our own desire to preserve our lives no matter how wretched they are that is the greatest cause of all this suffering in the world. Imagine if everyone just killed themselves as soon as they knew they were garbage? We'd have a world free of genetic garbage.

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>>295057

Thank you for your understanding.

Damn nigger you crazy AF. Your inability to self reflect on all that stupid shit you just wrote is inspiring.

>>295062

Hey that's no way to talk to le based authority figure who will solve all problems when you are recommended to him. I am your mental superior here and let me tell you, you don't know what you're talking about, but I do. I understand you want to believe the humanist egalitarian mythos that every life is somehow valid and you'd like to entertain the notion that we can all be saved. However what is there to save when your mind is all garbage and your body likewise? Nothing. Might as well just do the ficki ficki and make a new human life. Most of the psychologists failed to change any adults and found child psychology much more promising, thinking they could have the greatest effect on the child at an early age. Ever noticed the huge volume of mind control videos aka "ElsaGate" on youtube targeting the children? This is just the result of an understanding that, no fucking shit, they are mentally vulnerable and susceptible to programming much more so than adults. To shake up and reprogram an adult is much more difficult process and I know how to do it but it's simply not worth it when the hardware is no good. Listen man, the software is limited by the hardware, and my shit's fucked. This is not a good vessel to trap a consciousness in. In this case I have a functioning and coherent mind and in a certain sense that makes it all the worse because my capacity for suffering is increased by my sentience. Yes, the inverse also applies, but is invalidated by oh so many factors working together to stop me from ever enjoying life. This mind could be healed but at the very least you'd have to transfer my mind into a whole new body and more importantly you'd have to take that essential string of awareness with it. Many shuddering will be had though to think of the time, the many years, trapped in the body of an untermensch. In time I would forget it and my mind being in a new host would become more positive and take on a better character but it would always be remembering and grateful not to be the untermensch anymore and it would add a certain soberness or melancholy that would take a long while to lift. It would be facilitated though by a process of integration into the new life if the whole matter of my identity is kept secret and nobody knows I have taken over a new body. As long as people don't make that connection and thus try to force you back into your old role, reminding you, that you were the untermensch… it should not take all too long (maybe some years) to get lost in the new life and put to rest your past. Alas it's suicide either way and the old vessel of the untermensch is still better destroyed than left on auto-pilot, devoid of its original essential self.

You're either psychologically disturbed and delusion and definitely need to see a therapist despite whatever excuses you've concocted in your head to rationalize your dumb ideas…

or you're trolling, and very obvious about it. Either way, nobody needs to waste anymore time on your ass.

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