/cow/ - Lolcows

>forgot my links

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-R8ghoWcuny0CUB3hmm9XA/videos

https://twitter.com/narcissawright?lang=en

tbh the name he chose is pretty fitting, considering he's an attention whore.

>>209725

> Narcissa

Though I commend them on the topical name choice, why can't these people ever pick names that actual girls would have?

Who cares if he's a tranny or not. He stopped being relevent when he quit speedrunning Zelda

And kids these days seem to forget what makes someone a lolcow or not

>>209733

We really need a name for people who think every cow has to be a Cwc clone

>>209740

What I'm saying is can Cosmo currently be julayed?

Could Cosmo ever be julayed in the past?

Nope, never

he's closing down his 300 k following twitch account and his only source of money because someone told him he will never look like a woman

I would call that exploitable

>>209745

hm, source?

>>209751

Video

>>209725

He looks like madonna

>>209725

Hair makes him look like pre-transition John Flynt

any drug experts want to tell me what he is on? it aint just HRC

>>209852

Look at his teeth and take a guess.

>>209853

would explain the cake on make up, hides sores

>>209860

And the wild eyes and their sunken appearance.

>>209725

What the fuck is wrong with his teeth?

>>209870

>People won't let go and allow me to continue my life

Kek, you never had a life Cosmo

>>209870

Jesus christ. Cosmo used to be pretty cringy {what with his tranny GF and all), but at least he was a 'tistic vidya addict like most of us. Now they're just a shell of a person, barely resembling who they used to be.

They might not produce much julay, but Cosmo is on the path to becoming a kind of soft horrorcow.

>>209906

>what with his tranny GF and all

I did not know about this

>>209991

….this is young john flynt…..

THEY ARE FUCKING CLONING THEM

>>209943

When…this was still male, they had a girlfriend who was either a tranny or just a bydlo tumblr feminist. I don't remember which, only that they had a chubby GF.

>>209972

Look at his eyes, under his eyes and his forehead. He was already using. Adderall in high concentrations.

>>210012

I guess I'm wrong. My only interactions with Cosmo was during his streams. I rarely looked on his Twitter and stuff

>speedrunning and autism in one sentence

Where have I seen that before..

Oh yeah: the Harry Potter speedrun community!

Not trying to make this a lolcow speedrunners general, but you guys should really check out some HP speedrunners, some are so obsessed with certain shit (being as MLG as possible for example, using "cuck" unironically and other shit) it's almost autism-tier.

>>210184

WE ARE ANONYMOUS

>>210188

>using cuck ironically

What a cuck!

>>209725

>another tranny

>…autism

Curious if there has been any scholarly research connecting the two generally, because it seems to happen a lot, at least in the lolcow community. Maybe Introman has some info?

>>223377

For fuck sake Anon you could have spoilered those pics please

Anyway I wonder why he hasn't an hero'd yet

>>223383

It's simple. Autistic people have difficulty with abstract concepts like sexuality, and that can lead to gender confusion. Especially with today's society being supportive of trannies.

>>223377

This guy really reminds me of Gollum.

soylent is a precursor to 'shake n bake' meth

cosmo has been making meth in his stomach because he takes soylent + neuroleptics&ADHD meds + trap pills

>>223377

>3rd pic

only the cis can know peace from this evil

>>223579

Forget about what that graphic says at the end, at this point Cosmo is damaged beyond repair

>>223462

I would think that transgenderism is a more abstract concept than "if you have a dick you're a boy."

>>209725

Is this the guy who got ass blasted over not being allowed in a Muslim county? Even thought he a big supporter of Islamic immigration?

>>209870

>I wake up … and there's nothing to do

weird, he never had that problem when he was speedrunning and being a normal person.

>rather than try to do anything productive, I read mean things about myself all day

no wonder feminists and sjws complain about "toxic culture," it's all they expose themselves to all day.

>Everyone holds onto the past and it fucking sucks.

well yeah, because you used to be respected and even looked up to as a pillar of your community. the person you are now pales in comparison to the accomplishment-driven, record-breaking machine you once were. and then you started to transition and immediately changed everything all at once. you never gave anyone a chance to adjust and maybe even help you with what you're going through, you just said "well I'm done with the thing I got popular from" and alienated huge portions of your audience with your "this is how it is now, take it or leave it" attitude. people are already inherently opposed to change, you can't just add insult to injury and then expect not to be harassed. it's the fucking internet, get real. you spend all your time complaining about other people complaining about you complaining. get a fucking therapist so you can learn to stop beating yourself up over your mistakes and learn from them like a human being is supposed to be able to do, or else you'll become another suicide statistic that your stupid sjw cult "friends" will use as fuel for their misguided self-righteous thought crime campaign. so if there's one thing you can take solace in, it's the fact that killing yourself would make life worse for people who used to like you when you had actual goals, hobbies, and ambitions. and most importantly, get over your ridiculous ego, stop being an attention-seeking narcissist, and GROW THE FUCK UP, you overgrown toddler.

>>223696

>During this period, he looked manic half the time with his eyes bulging out of his head. He frequently would go on megalomaniacal rants about how dumb and insignificant everyone is next to him. He sometimes would post creepy vids like him staring into the camera in silence or dancing wildly to no music.

jesus christ, did the meth/adderall/other careless substance use cause brain damage? I wouldn't be surprised if he's got literal holes in his brain from the opiates at this point, like a long-time heroin user. even setting the tranniness aside, he really does seem… unstable. what the fuck, man.

>>223703

What? That almost sounds too crazy to be true..if you said it 9 years ago.

>>210184

>dat left eye

Is that shopped or flynt's eye is that fucked up irl?

>>223880

I recall the very last time I watched him stream he was using photoshop to paint over a photo of himself to make it cartoon like. I thought Twitch had a rule about doing things that are not games? Regardless I never watched him again after that.

>>223891

His eyes are just fucked up.

>speedrunning is autism

Yes/no, yes the community is cancer (memes and other shit) but speedrunning itself isn't autistic.

>>224100

Plenty of people are speedrunning just as a hobby. Sad loser fucks who speedruns for a living like Cosmo did will end up just like him, it's just a matter of "when"

>>224101

How many of them take it that far though? It's pretty much the same path as people that stream for a living.

>>224171

>>224101

I think it's more a case that speedrunning isn't necessarily an autistic thing but it's something that autists are attracted to

>>223757

Why is it always drugs, self-obsession, and abandoning everything people found interesting about yourself and expecting everyone to fawn over you for everything you do and instantly forget everything you did up until that point

(Probably because they get drawn into a cult that fawns over them for merely existing and reinforces that being trans is the most important thing that will ever happen to them)

>>223579

Wanda was always the queen, people on /srg/ called him that even before the hormones

>>223579

Forget estrogen, last I heard Soylent has continued issues with heavy metal contamination.

>>224177

And the fact you'd end up getting fecally incontinent in the long term due to watery stool.

Ergo, soylent a shit.

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>>225238

Sometimes I want to know what the fuck is going on in Cosmo's mind

Sometimes I don't

at this rate he will really hang himself

Realised why SJWs are so insanely defensive about the very narrative around trans people and go fucking crazy if you so much as suggest that the surgery isn't there yet or the treatments may not be helping. They basically treat trans people as on the edge of a cliff at all times and are desperately trying to talk them down, and any deviation from the accepted discourse will potentially make them off themselves.

>blaming soylent

>blaming heavy metals in soylent

Guys, maybe he was a tad nutty on the inside this whole time and dedicating his life to fucking speedrunning opened the floodgates?

>>225285

The irony

>>209870

> Like, I was depressed before I started hormones and I started them and I felt good about that and I still feel good about it. But I still feel constrained and fucked. I'm not free.

typical tranny realization that eventually leads to suicide.

>>225385

I thought they mostly killed themselves after the surgery. I'm a bit ignorant on how HRT works. Is that the point of no return too? I thought they could give you male hormones if you figure out what a bad idea it is to do it.

>>209852

Soylent. He changed his "diet" to almost exclusively Soylent for at least some period of time. Guess what's abundant in soylent? people

ESTROGEN

>>223579 beat me to it I guess but consider this an emphasis.

>>209870

>she

>>209994

>them

>>210012

>he was autistic enough to make sure he was playing the japanese version for no apparent reason

>>225402

this is correct, i was just pointing out that this feeling of emptiness persists every step of the way until they have the full surgery and… lo and behold, the sadness is still there.

>>225421

True enough. An old friend of mine became a trannie. As far as I know he's not crazy ( being a trannie aside that is), but is more than likely depressed. Not much I can do about it. I can only hope he won't go all the way and figure out he's just gay. I don't think the SJWs got him yet. He used cis once, but I think it was in a joking ironic way. I still keep my eyes peeled encase he turns. It would be a friendship ender, but so be it.

>>225423

Problem is people act like "I am sad and the cause is not transitioning yet, once I transition I will immediately be not-sad"

And obviously, it doesn't work that way even in the best case scenarios.

>>225423

>An old friend of mine became a trannie.

If you have intentions of saving him, you have already failed. If he kills himself, you are to blame.

>>225613

Not really. Between work and life we stopped talking for 2-3 years. He only popped back in my life a few months ago. He already had changed his name and started HRT 2 and half years prior. I doubt he'd take my heed anyway and more than likely not talk to me anymore.

>>225888

Gee, I wonder who could be behind it. I wonder how they would do it, nothing doing with media conditioning, increasing rates of estrogens in foods, containers, even in the fucking tap water.

>>225888

You mix a load of identity politics, the idea that being more oppressed means you're morally better, the idea that gender nonconforming and crossdressing = trans, anyone trying to keep the medical condition definition is evil, a shitload of teenagers and people who might as well be teenagers, and a truckload of autism.

That's how this transtrending started and continues.

>>209725

Looks like Tim Burton with hepatitis B

What a world we live in where the phrase 'another tranny' becomes commonplace

>>225950

I find a strange relief that although this phenomena can't end well, that it at least it will end.

>>225983

Probably for streaming things like this >>225238

>>226575

I watched the event live, even being awarded with a 3DS signed by Miyamoto he was still suffering from the giant buttfuck he just got

>>226575

AND THEY CALL HIM JOHN NUMBERS

>>226588

>>226611

Numbers fucked him so hard he became a "girl."

>>226575

how you finna be number 1 nintendo fan when you suck that much ass at mario?

>>223880

Holy shit that ape lip/no lip thing whitee people have is so fucking gross

>>227174

I'm speechless. I used to like this guy. It's like finding out everything is phony.

>>227175

if only it was too beat the first boss of OOT as fast as you can.

>>209972

hey now, sometimes dem teeth can be a boon. Especially for getting specific sounds out when singing!

>>210012

that cave looks like a cooter

>>210188

best dubs for truthdubbing. Nearly any community is like that though. The Super Mario 64 one nukes itself every couple months because someone beat the previous run by .4 seconds and they have to analyse every frame to prove it was legit.

And I thought fucking wargamers lost their shit over some petty shit mang.

Still remember a guy actually quit during a Panzer General tourney once because I kept a Panzer IIF alive until way past the date it was decom'd, I kept picking it as one of the vehicles to take forwards because its xp level was so high it was like an armoured sniper. Chewed up small groups of soldiers faster than an M4

>>223584 someone contact Randi about this ASAP!

>>223891

>>223892 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brianna_Wu

Have you ever seen the wikipedia entry? We couldn't have picked a better picture. It's almost like there's a small piece of self-awareness screaming to get free. (there might be since he said he loves MDE yet somehow "never figured out the Jace thing")

>>225888 With trips like those it's insulting that you don't visit /pol/ enough!

>>225950

>>225945

Starting younger and younger.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/local/transgender-at-five/2012/05/19/gIQABfFkbU_story.html

http://dailycaller.com/2015/07/04/california-family-discusses-4-year-old-transgender-child/

http://endtimeheadlines.org/2016/08/texas-mom-fights-for-4-year-old-transgender-daughters-rights/

http://www.bizpacreview.com/2015/07/05/heaven-help-this-poor-child-cutting-edge-parents-let-pre-school-son-decide-hes-a-girl-221185

http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/transgender-child-parents-agonising-decision-6962365

http://www.parenting.com/blogs/show-and-tell/kate-parentingcom/story-two-year-old-girl-who-said-i-am-boy

http://www.lansingstatejournal.com/story/news/local/2016/05/10/lawmakers-school-board-proposed-lgbtq-policy/84185468/

Mishitgan is oddly one of the farthest ahead. It's official board policy to coddle it.

>>227205

>ape lip/no lip thing

Could you be more specific?

>>227215

What?

>>227286

Many white people have very thin lips, to the point where they're almost no even there, similar to an ape.

>>225386

YES (or The silence of lambs)

>>227396

>nigger can't read

I said it makes me laugh when niggers use insults typically used at them. Like in this case it shows that when people say black people look like chimps it really hurts them and they're insecure about it.

>>225386

Goodbye horses

>>227403

>>227396

Thing is about white people is that they're used to being the 'default', it's hard to mock any aspect of their appearance because it comes off as absurd as aliens mocking humans for having only two legs.

You need to get more personal. Try accusing them of being a SJW. If they really are one, triple points, as they will totally melt down and/or call you the most racist shit they can think of.

>>227762

How does someone fall so far?

>>225888

I've been asking my self that same question for the last year or so.

About 3 years ago I noticed that more and more people where into something called sissification.

If I had to take a stab in the dark, these people get off from people insulting them in some way. Being degraded gives them some sort of a high.

>>227884

>>227884

at least he's keeping it real and including himself in it. Does that guy still run or did he move on with his life?

>>227396

>Many white people have very thin lips, to the point where they're almost no even there, similar to an ape.

This is dumb as all hell and sounds like projection more than anything else.

>>209732

Because those aren't special enough.

>>223579

Why did he start consuming soylent?

>>227882

I get off on degradation and stuff all the time but I'm not stupid enough to shit up my body with hormones. I think its just SJWs encouraging snowflake mentality more than anything.

>>227975

2013.

>>227975

Probably from being a lazy hipster.

>too lazy to make actual food, gotta replay the same 30 second section of a game 5000 times to shave off a millisecond or two so three people can be excited in a livestream

>they say vegan-tier shit like this is healthy!

Cancer.

>>227884

Who is that guy?

>>234170

Soylent isn't even vegan-tier; it's a fad among particularly autistastic Silicon Valley types (led by the king autist) who think eating food is too much time and effort, but are too hipster to eat protein shakes or Ensure so they instead flock to the brand that's about 50% Chinese industrial runoff, green mould and heavy metals.

>>234195

Yeah they literally buy generic ensure without flavoring from the cheapest source in alibaba and repackage it inside a rat infested warehouse

https://www.patreon.com/narcissawright

give me moni plz i am too weak to get a real job

>>235735

>planned parenthood

To think I felt bad when these faggots got bombed by fundies

>>235735

Trannies ruin everything,

>>234300

You can tell this thing is made by and for guys who gave up on food when they moved out of their mom's house.

>>236058

IIRC the guy doing it is some slav dudebro who saw the opportunity to sell shitty ensure to hipsters

>>236058

And then they become trannies because the estrogen fucked with their body chemistry.

>>236713

His place being a mess bothers me more than anything in that clip. Holy shit, pick up your laundry!

>>236713

>Would you speedrun me?

>I'd speedrun me so hard

>>236713

>this video makes me pity it ;_;

>>227663

>gorillas graduating

what

>>236069

No, he's a true believer, who also buys jumpsuits in bulk from China and gives them away to thrift shops after he's worn them for one day, considering it easier than washing clothes.

>>236103

The estrogen is the least of your worries.

>>236999

Worried they're smarter than you as well as having bigger dicks and being less inbred?

>>237057

Not much. He seems to be e-begging so much that he is pissing the rest of the speed running community off and playing sm4sh or twilight princess every once in a while. Vid related is one of about seven videos I've found complaining about him.

Has he killed himself over Trump yet?

>>238707

The real question is how he hasn't killed himself yet

>>238713

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOMhKoekQXA

When he does, I'm sure the media will run with it being because of bullying instead of looking at his very clear and obvious history of mental issues that pre-date his transition.

The passive-aggressive and autistic jabs at people are a pretty common speedrunning "quirk", but after this happened, he broke down in tears in his hotel room, posted a rambling pastebin about how he was unable to stop crying because he had practiced his commentary and felt like he let down all of his fans, and basically let loose all of his fans on the guy and waited months before he made a half-hearted attempt to forgive/apologize.

It seems strange that SJWs are so intent on both making sure that mental illnesses are not stigmatized, and refusing to think of Trans as a mental illness. If it's not one, then there's like a 95% crossover between it and mental illness.

>>238742

Ever since he came out as a autistic tranny it's like all online communities stopped giving him attention, probably out of fear of saying something they shouldn't because muh offense

>>238742

That was the last good AGDQ, before the organizers turned the event into sterile shit. It was the last year it had a bonus stream after the official event was over, where people had fun speedrunning stuff, including games that were so out there that they could not be in the main event (for being too weird, an unsafe run, stupidly long, etc.) and doing other shit like playing Mario Party or card games. Hobbyists having fun among themselves with no outsider interference.

And Cosmo wanting a better safe space was partially responsible for ending the fun (partially because the desire to make everything more appealing to the mainstream was the main driving factor).

Damn shame.

>>238767

Don't forget about Twitch giving ``undisclosed`` amounts of money to GDQ, there is tons of profit to be made in that kind of event

>>238767

It has gone way too downhill. Nobody's allowed to have any fun, which makes it very safe, but I only ever tuned in for runs that I thought would be interesting, so that's pretty much nothing now.

They had that one run last time where the guy got drunk and started making Owen Wilson jokes. He raised like 50% of the donations for the day because he was at least having fun, and now he's banned for 2 years.

>>238769

The charity is also shady as fuck. AGDQ provides somewhere between 1/3 and 1/2 of the total funds that the Prevent Cancer Foundation brings in, and several organizers draw salaries from the org. They spend most of their money on overhead expenses and "prevention", whatever that's supposed to mean. None of the money goes towards research or treatment of cancer.

SGDQ's charity, MSF, on the other hand is fantastic. It's the kind of charity that is almost impossible to find any serious fault with.

>>238742

>When he does, I'm sure the media will run with it being because of bullying instead of looking at his very clear and obvious history of mental issues that pre-date his transition.

Pretty much this. I have no doubt that if he harms himself it will all be blamed on the trolls sole and wholly because gotta protect that tranny narrative. That and to advance the cyber bullying, we need internet censorship narrative..

>>238769

>>238791

Assuming what this guys says and I have read elsewhere are true from the looks of it they are. While they claim not to make any money off the actual even itself, and give all the money to the cancer foundation. The cancer foundation turns around and pays them right back and says its for unrelated reasons.

>>237019

>The estrogen is the least of your worries.

No, I'd say fucking with your hormones in a way that can make you mentally ill and think you're suddenly a woman is pretty high up on the chain of worry.

>>237057

But anon, that's not being progressive, no good boy points for you, and you're now labeled a bigot transphobe racist hate group!

>"transphobe" is such a bullshit concept it's not even recognized as a word

kek

>>238742

Bring back asylums, make them actually do their jobs right this time. Make mental health great again.

>>238791

25-33% is sadly probably more than a lot of other charities.

>>238894

The numbers themselves are not the real issue, although they probably are an issue, it's that the money that is being spent on cancer isn't being spent in any way to cure, research, or treat it.

It's a "spread the word" charity.

It's better than a "destabilize a country" charity, but you can find several that will use the % leftover to directly help people, rather than just educating them.

>>238894

Pretty sure estrogen doesn't work that way, and it's the mercury that's more likely to cause mental

>Bring back asylums, make them actually do their jobs right this time. Make mental health great again.

Problem is unless you have tons of oversight it goes downhill fast. Bedlam House started as a legitimate attempt to care for and treat the mentally ill and turn into a literal freakshow when the novelty wore off. Though in the USA's case they just cut the funding and toss them all out onto the street then wonder where all the crazy ranting people on the street corner came from.

>>239166

There's a lot of issues with the early detection systems in place too. It's to the point where someone pretty much has to cause harm to themselves or others before action is taken, and you always hear about all the signs afterwards.

>>238791

I watched the bonesaw speedrun while dying of laughter. GDQ are idiots because everyone had so much fun. I guess they forgot their kaah kees.

>>239166

You're in a thread about a faggot that decided he was a "woman", went even further insane, and stopped doing everything he once loved because he stuffed his body full of estrogen from being too lazy to eat real food, instead filling himself with estrogen-filled soy.

>unless you have tons of oversight it goes downhill fast

What part of "Make mental health great again" did you miss? It would of course involve that.

>>238791

MSF is easy to fault. It wastes time, money and effort on sub human filth. There is only so many times you can stop a guy from hanging himself before you realise you're wasting you're just spinning the wheels until he finally gets lucky and you don't turn up to save him from himself. The same applies to helping 3rd world countries. Invest the money in countries that can use it not building wells for mud people who will just let the well fall into disrepair the moment you leave or in people who are 2 dickings away from getting AIDS on a 25 dickings a day schedule.

Late to the thread… I used to be really into speedrunning and I vividly remember TriHex talking about Cosmo on stream once (technically he was talking over VoIP on ShadowJacky's stream but that's besides the point). TriHex used to be roommates with Cosmo. He said that Cosmo would very frequently robotrip, like on a daily biases to the point where TriHex wanted to move out because he was always lit. In my opinion Cosmo has major substance abuse issues and lack of self control; there was a point in time he was vaping his PAX literally all day long everyday. All the HRT shit is just more drugs for him to experiment with and suck of pity money.

>>238804

How the fuck did speedrunning, one of the most nerdy and autistic hobbies, get this pozzed?

>>244062

got an audio clip?

>>244119

Do you even need to ask?

>>245666

Trannys in fact do ruin everything.

>>209972

Robert Wayne Stiles would be proud.

>>223579

Soy wasn't even added to the formula until last year, and it's only soy protein.

>>224177

Nope, that's just due to California's retarded Proposition 65 laws.

>>225386

It sure looks like Werner Herzog is paying him to cross-dress.

>>234195

>>234300

That's retarded, the two products have nothing to do with each other other than being meal replacements. Ensure is filled with sugar, for one thing.

>>235735

>that vacuous faux-corporate language

>those Tumblr-tier buzzwords

This description sounds like something you'd hear from Sam Hyde. These people are beyond satire at this point.

>>245813

They really do. Everything they touch turns to shit.

So is he gonna be doing a run at GDQ now, or would that require him to actual be active in some regards? GDQ has already been going down hill, and the first day of it thus far has only reinforced that. If its gonna go down I wanna see it all go down into the shitter, and him being a faggot while streaming will only hasten that.

>>246099

He won't be there. Doesn't he make everyone really uneasy these days? As far as I know he has little or no contact with the people he ran with like Demon and Samurai.

Not sure why this thread isn't more active. Unlike most cows, Narcissa streams every day and constantly says stupid cringey shit. It's like a nonstop neverending stream of julay.

Whines about people discussing her on 4chan and Reddit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hojsfADDCW0

Storms Walgreens and threatens to rob the place: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsMV1kRBVVk&t=8m28s

Whines that people make fun of her for spending all her time whining: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyVF50soSto&t=5m13s

>>249651

>her

I'ts really more depressing than anything. I will say it's interesting to see a person fully ruin their life in a matter of years. The only people that watch him are those of us that want to laugh at him and trannie chasers or SJW chicks that think he's "brave" or something.

>speedrunning autism

I want to see someone speedrun autism. How quickly can you go from a married father with a good job and a healthy life to a pathetic, self-absorbed loser?

Current champion: Stefonknee

>>249651

>Storms Walgreens and threatens to rob the place

holy kek, never seen that one until now. I knew xe was entitled but I thought it was all an act for the internet, not something he'd actually do in real life

vid related is my favourite video from xir, it sounds like absurdist humour

>>244119

>nerdy

>autistic

>How did it get pozzed?

9/10 the first two directly contribute to the 3rd

>>238767

It really is a shame that gdq has become such shit, the last one I saw that I genuinely enjoyed was that Jak and Daxter run that the guy got banned for

>>209991

He must have had a real fucked up childhood.

>>256435

That and that Hotline Miami speedrun where the runner kept making shit up about the game then put a trump hat on at the end saying how the game is pro-nationalism. I don't know if they banned him..

>>256468

My bets are that he was trolld by his alcoholic father that would hit him and call him a queer. His only escape was playing Zelda. His father beat him and his mom would drink and ignore her sons beatings. Cosmo one day wished a Link would save him. He saw himself as Zelda. Her becoming Shulk added into him wishing he was a girl. Over 15 years this just built up. He used Speedruning to run away from his own fears so he won't need to face the past. Then he started doing girly things. Then people told him nothing is wrong and he's fine. No mental issues at all. He bought what they said and went crazy. Soon he'll cut his cock off and jump off the Sears tower since you can't buy guns in Chicago.

>>256850

Holy mother of god. Autists+escaping into game worlds+abusive family= they don't turn out well 99.9% of the time. This is the theme I am noticing. Then people have this… if I ignore it, maybe it will go away attitude. Then things continue to snowball. R.I.P lost souls. You poor fucks never had a chance.

>>256850

I don't think he had an abusive family, I think he's still not homeless and can afford hormones because his family still gives him money.

I think he talked about this in a stream or a video somewhere, but I'm not sure and have no way to confirm (heard about this from a friend who has the patience to watch his shitshow streams sometimes for interesting bits).

>>256867

How often would you say this is the case with lolcows?

>>257031

troll comes in many different forms. Parents who didn't bother to actually help their kid learn how to be a functional adult will often enable them for years.

>>256867

Pretty much. Neglectful parents using games as a babysitter and no interest in actually helping a child become an adult.

>>257239

That's not really trolling though, it's just bad parenting.

You can't call everything trolling, words have meanings, you start saying everything is trolling and you'll get a situation like the word "fascism" is going through.

>>257264

This word filter is weird.

Though when you are a parent, your child is completely dependent on you, and you have a legal and moral duty to help them mature. Allowing them to become both incapable of functioning in society and entirely dependent on you screws them up arguably just as bad as getting violent or screaming at them. I think it might help people learn that doing the bare minimum to keep them alive isn't worthy of a medal.

>>257327

Unfortunately a lot of people don't realize the main point of parenting is to prepare them to live for the real world on their own, especially in places where survival is easy for the most part.

>>259662

That is the most representative face of a broken man I think I've ever seen.

So did botw save his life like he expected?

Or his stream at least?

>>259689

More or less

For a short while there was a short buzz about him going back to speedrunning (despite shitting hard on it on Twitter) but before that he already pissed off a good part of the speedrunning community with his desperate e-begging

I watch a few speedrun streams and everytime Cosmo is mentioned in any way on chat the streamer always try to subtely change subject, it's like they know trannies is a very very touchy subject and know saying anything will offend someone no matter what

I'm pretty sure this thing was a boss in Dark Souls.

>>223377

The first pic legitimately scared me.

i need a quick rundown on this.

was it the soy bean juice?

>>259662

That is the look of someone that's given up. How long till he kills himself?

>>264203

and this just further proves my point about him being broken and defeated. Whatever that thing is is not Cosmo. Cosmo died and left this thing in his place.

>>259705

Given how they'll ban you for life for doing anything at that speed runner thing it's a given they won't talk about it.

>>227762

whys he holding a gun?

>>261635

>>264097

Guy had a shit load of personal issues before hand. Became a tranny to try and escape. Turns out that getting some hormone shots and getting you dick cut off does not fix long deep seed personal and psychological issues Like what people have been saying for years and is now only worse.

tl;dr It wasn't the sole cause, but it most likely did not help that his diet was shit.

>>264203

That's depressing

>>264203

this is fucking hilarious, hope some more.

>>264203

>cosmo's breakdown.mp4

After a long time of skimming these threads, I'm now in. You got me, you sons of bitches.

>>261102

you know hes speaking the truth

>>264203

This is really fucking sad.

This is what feminists and neolibs want for all men. To be completely broken and lost. And to think, Cosmo used to be such a pillar of the speedrunning community. What a devastating loss.

>>227205

Is not though, you know why anime characters have no lips and rarely have lipstick? because they are gross and anime wants to be a super idealized human form.

>>273383

>all men

No, only non black men, when they are done with whites they will go for the next race they consider inferior, we live in an Afro-Feminist world now.

So there was this dude I used to follow on twitch, he did Twilight Princess speedruns, while wearing a suit and fedora, and I only followed him because he got stupidly salty over the smallest things and explode at the game and at his chat.

Eventually he disappeared and I forgot he existed.

Today I look at the channels I follow on youtube and I see him back, but a little different: https://www.twitch.tv/mofat

I open the channel and he's talking about how he had a bad case of depression and he did a lot of rethinking about his life.

Feel kinda sorry for him, but I still laughed pretty hard, this shit keeps happening with these unstable guys. They keep falling for the fucking transgender meme like it's going to fix their life problems and not just them going or possibly make them worse while creating new ones.

>>273448

disgusting tranny

@1:17 would you guys still fuck this thing and be manipulated?

>>275298

Oh you're doing the butt fucking. I misread. :^)

>>275343

thats what cosmo said, he doesn't want anyone telling him how to buttfuck on twitch.

>>275468

you think cosmo was the inspiration for silent hill, the mental illness for him wanting to become a subhuman, a fucking tranny.

>>275298

Is that pruan2forever?

>>275478

the picture? idk just a sand nigger

Did Cosmo have anything to do with why ADGQ is do boring now? I feel like a crying faggot like him might have something to do with the no fun allowed rules they have.

>>275578

Possibly.

There was an AGDQ, the last good one (either 2014 or 2013, when the event still wasn't huge, but I don't remember the year exactly), where he ran Wind Waker and some dumbass in a suit who was there to comment on his run did not stop talking throughout the whole thing, even did some shit like whistle during boss fights, it was awful for everyone and Cosmo especially didn't like it one bit.

The next year they were treating Cosmo with Kid's gloves. I don't remember what he ran (maybe Castlevania 64) but it looked like everyone in the room was being held at gunpoint to behave while he played his game. He was still the most popular speedrunner back then so he probably had a lot of leverage with all the money hungry jews running the event.

He sure as hell didn't help keeping it good.

>>275589

>>276208

is this what cosmo gets off to? what a fucking disgusting tranny

i used to watch twitch casually, and not speedrunning, so i don't really "get" most of this. Buuuuut wasn't cosmo wright the one who make that website speedrunslive? Shouldn't he have a shit ton of money? why is he begging?

>>277097

he only did the "design" of the site, the rest was made by some other people

>>277097

I don't know the whole story, but there was quite a bit of drama and incompetence going on with speedrunslive. A few people worked on it, and if I remember correctly, Cosmo chased some of them out of the site's dev team, a lot of ideas they had were never implemented, and I think he himself left it eventually.

I'm sure the whole story is out there somewhere, maybe fragmented, but I don't even know where to start looking for it, since speedrunners are the kind of people who delete fucking everything when drama happens, especially drama that involves a sacred cow.

>>227762

>>223377

>>277122

This is what autogynephilia looks like. Speaking of self-obsession: do we know why he renamed himself "Narcissa"?

>>277122

I literally puked after watching that, why doesn't twitch ban him?

>>277140

They let people stay on there doing softcore porn so I imagine their standards are pretty fucking lax for what all they let stay on there.

>>277145

even letting a tranny flop his dick around? has cosmo got a guy into his room and fucked him on stream for his "sleep" streams?

>>277149

Cosmo getting his boipucci fucked on stream for sheckles when?

>>277122

This really reveals why he went tranny. In the end he just wants to be the "funny, sexy gamer gurl ;)".

>>277145

Really? I thought Twitch is prone getting butthurt about all manner of shit ranging from girl streamers showing too much boob for their thirsty fanbases to playing the wrong games? Meaningwhile this rat faced abomination gets a free pass?

>>277191

Thing is you'd have to have the people at Twitch find out about it.

The girls are going to be more popular because they have larger audiences due to being attractive, so if they cross the line they'd probably get smacked down for it more easily.

I doubt someone at Twitch is paid to watch all the streams, so they'd have to rely on people reporting which probably happens constantly on their site. Meaning the things that get dealt with would be the odd cases that a large number of people are all reporting.

>>277191

Trannies get a free pass.

When Cosmo became Narcissa he managed to change his twitch name super fast, to something completely different. Some people, when they register to twitch, add an underscore or numbers at the end of their handle because someone swiped the name they were going to use originally. Theoretically, it's possible to change that if the person with the original vanilla name stops using their account for a long period of time, but I remember people who tried to get someone from twitch to change their names for years and couldn't do it. Maybe it's easier nowadays but honestly I just think Cosmo gets ab it of special treatment on twitch, in several fronts (changing his account, remaking it with all his emotes after he deleted it, streaming non-gaming cocks that's against the rules like sleeping but not being banned for it, threatening suicide live multiple times and not getting even a slap in the hand for it).

>>277283

Been saying it for years. Trannies ruin everything they touch. You need to talk to them like they're 5.

>>277283

>>277305

>>277845

> exlored

> metaphorally

Jesus Christ, man, get it together.

>>277130

It's based on the legend of Narcissus, which is about a fag who killed himself when he looked at his own reflection.

>>277864

That's the dumbest way I've ever seen someone explain that story.

The story is a metaphor about excessive hubris ruining a person, which is pretty fitting for Cosmo actually.

>>277122

Does anyone know if he's still getting those hormones from the black market, or has he gotten a prescription from a doctor?

>>277866

>That's the dumbest way I've ever seen someone explain that story.

well it's accurate

>>279171

nice male pattern baldness

>>279171

his headmate is britney spears

>>279171

finally been diagnosed with cancer cosmo?

>>279636

or his tulpa

>>279174

are all his fans new fans? Did everyone that was his fan leave him when he pulled this trannie shit? I'm sure some cucks stayed, but I think most of his fans now are trannie chasers and SJWs.

>>280115

they are

>>279174

what a faggot

>>280115

Most likely.

His viewership dropped really fast when he stopped speedrunning and turned into a dick. I don't believe any of the people who stayed were the kind of people who watched him for the games he played to begin with, and only stuck around because they liked to think they were Cosmo's (now Narcisa's) friends. Him being trans and fairly high profile probably attracted a bunch of people who were interested solely on virtue signaling too. He got more viewers after he started actually speedrunning BotW but I doubt they are part of his old fanbase either.

>>280194

They just fucking drop the moment cosmo became a tranny, if he goes back to his actual gender and also stop acting like a cunt, then his viewership and actual fans of his will come back, but it just seems dead at this point, and yea fucking virtue signaling is what these whiteknight(?) tranny chasers, sjws, and cucks are there, they are just rotting him even further.

>>280115

Seems like a lot of SJWs just follow Any Famous Tranny on twitter, not anywhere else. It takes nothing to click the "follow" button and a little heart every now and then. So his numbers cratered because SJWs are just fans of what a person says they are, not the person themselves.

>>280197

sickening

>>279171

kinda looks cool, or rather, less freaky because he just looks like a really sickly bald guy now to me

>>280211

you think he will cut his chin off?

>>280206

It's hard for me to wrap my head around it, but this is the social expression of identity politics. They "support trans people" without really giving a shit about any individual "trans person." They don't care at all about YOU, much less what you do and what makes you a person. The person is completely uninvolved and frankly gets in the way of "supporting trans people."

It's like the opposite of what every kid is told in school, that it's on the inside that counts. Nah, it's about how you look. I think this is why every suicide prevention tactic in history won't do anything to the astronomically high tranny suicide rate. They too identify the problem as being "trans people kill themselves," not "individual trans person wants to kill themselves."

>>280196

> if he goes back to his actual gender and also stop acting like a cunt, then his viewership and actual fans of his will come back

Nah, son. I failed to see the signs years ago when he was running Wind Waker / OoT

>painting his nails

>regularly changing hair styles

>never talking about anything regarding his sex life

>questionable dressing habits

>etc

It was all there the entire time. He just hid it sorta well. I just told myself he was a skilled speedrunner and tried to block out the signs of his instability, focusing on the runs.

When he went batshit, I stopped watching. And won't watch again, no matter what he does. I'm now just interested in the depths of his insanity. I still feel sorry for him, mainly because he didn't have any friends with the balls to give him the advice he deperately needed. Cosmo is dead and gone.

>>280196

>They just fucking drop the moment cosmo became a tranny

They dropped before that. Before he started the tranny shit Cosmo was already acting weird for a while. Lost a ton of viewers in streams where he shit his pants and did nothing in games, like just walk around in OoT with no mic or facecam or chat interaction. The transition was just the straw that broke the camel's back.

>>280282

nonetheless, many of his viewers broke off when he became tranny, and they were like, "what the fuck cosmo," "gross," "disgusting," "I literally just barfed on my pants"

>>280300

Sure but I think he would still be pulling big numbers if he became tranny but didn't stop speedrunning, didn't do his weird art streams, crying streams, sleeping streams, etc, and of course, didn't treat his viewers like shit.

The tranny part is just the most visible aspect of his whole craziness.

>>280317

has he fucked anyone (tricked a heterosexual) on his streams yet? I remember him blabbering on about how he can manipulate the boys to do anything for him.

>>280320

The thing about Cosmo's current streams is that they're so fucking boring that people don't really watch them waiting for weird shit to happen. He probably says a lot of stupid shit that was never recorded by anyone. But I don't think he ever manipulated any boys into doing anything in his whole life, sounds like delusion and wishful thinking to me.

>>280320

> tricked a blind man yet

Fixed, and even the blind can tell by the voice. I'm sure there are many trannies that pass even worse but the next time Cosmo passes will be the first time.

>>280275

Nah, the tranny suicides largely come from them being mentally fucking ill in the first place, with a bit of perhaps some sudden surge of realization that they're just batshit insane retards that mutilated themselves to fit a fetish and have irrevocably destroyed their bodies and minds.

>>280566

truth

>>280566

Here's how the medical assessment of people who say they feel like the wrong sex should go:

>"I feel like I'm in the wrong body"

>OK let's talk

>Talk with them about fucking everything

>Figure out if they have mental problems

>Figure out if they have physical problems

>Try to fix those

>See if they still wants to change gender

>If they still do, figure out if they have the mental fortitude and determination to be able to handle the whole process

>Then do it

How it goes

>"I wish to be the little girl"

>lol ok just pay up in advance

This is also similar to how stomach reduction surgery goes. There are a lot of formal recommendations for when and how it should be done, it's a process, but a lot of fat people just want to do it and surgeons who don't give a shit just do it for them.

I work with this shit and have seen it first hand. The best part is that when one of those people find a honest professional who wants to do things following a proper protocol that would be better for the patient, the person just ditches that doctor and finds one who'll just do it fast.

So Cosmo hanged himself yet for being a tranny?

I had a premonition last night where he was going batshit insane with himself and speaking unintelligently like an infant and hung himself, its funny cause when I have a premonition about something it always comes true, just asking if there are any news brought up about him.

>>279171

Romper Stomper

>>350763

Jesus Christ

>>350841

Because he's a tranny. It's pretty much par the course.

>>350938

Isn't that Miyamoto with John Fucking Numbers?

MONKAS

>>399962

>>399968

>>399969

As they would say in GDQ: HYYYYYYYYYYYYPE!!!!! :DDDDDD

>>400020

wrong warp straight to the 7th circle of hell.

>>399968

How many times has he threatened to do this now?

He's like the blackface of trannies. Even niggers think he's a nigger.

>>399977

FeelsGoodMan

>>401066

I don't think he has fully said that he wants to kill himself even once.

>>399968

who is rachel?

Tranny fakes suicide all the time, it's normal. One more reason why everyone feels happy when they finally do.

>>209769

it's the chin

>>209733

^^^^ this

Cosmo's original fall was funny but now he's just another self-destructive transperson on a long path that will end in suicide. Nothing about this is funny because there's no interesting twist on it, no genuine insanity or social quirks that make his videos funny to watch.

It's just boring. Just like his suicide will be, which we'll only be informed of through the public death certificate filed. Narcissa won't stream it and even if she did it'd be something lame like a drug overdose and not something cool like pulling a John Hinkley Jr.

>>401373

>no geniue insanity or social quirks

Are you having a fucking laugh? He looks like a fucking Zelda character and shits his pants and does nothing but whine.

>She

>She

>Transperson

That's He, He and degenerate you fucking kike. Now get out of here and stop trying to ruin people's fun.

>>401401

I'm not ruining anybody's fun, my point is that he/she/it is doing whatever tranny does and that's boring.

>>401373

I'm just here for the suicide video.

>>401403

We know you're not from around here you cancerous piece of shit. You're likely one of Cosmo's friends trying to protect him from being laughed at.

>>401425

You don't want the GDQ remembrance video?

>>401444

Nah, I'll admit that I kinda get off to videos of people dying, especially when I know they deserved it or were just plain retarded. Maybe if somebody cut the two together it would be entertaining.

>>402724

Has he said why shit's wrong?

>>401127

His ex girlfriend who left him about a year before his fall to insanity

>>402829

Wow.

>>235730

>$388 a month

Wonder why that is.

>>225888

I have feelings like that, where I don't feel right in my body and would probably be better off as a girl. I get the mentality these people have, but transitioning is not the answer. Like it or not, it is a mental illness, I am mentally ill, I'm not normal, and turning your dick inside out and going on hormones is just going to fuck your life up and alienating normal people because you'll look like a used handbag after a while. I refuse to tell people I feel this way IRL because I'm certain they will push this HRT on me which will not help at all and only cause more problems and make me more of a freak than I am already.

>>402861

>I have feelings like that, where I don't feel right in my body and would probably be better off as a girl.

Do you mean you would be better off bleeding for 3 days once a month? Are you thinking that life would be easier because women get preferential treatment? Anon, you seem to be cognizant of the truth, and I would say that it's just a phase and you will grow out of it.

>>402871

I hope it is just a phase. It's just that I never really liked the way my body looks even though I'm in good shape and never really felt like I fit in with other guys, always liked women's clothing/hair/makeup and got into CD. Periods might be a pain but other girls get used to them. Women do not get preferential treatment among other women, they can be downright cruel. I'm not transitioning anyway so it's moot, and to be honest I'm cringing at myself as I'm typing this.

>>402898

Nothing wrong with being honest anon. It's never wrong to be honest with yourself. A lot of people have body dysmorphia; it's natural. People get plastic surgery, body builders destroy their bodies in order to approach perfection. I've heard women's clothes are more comfortable (an example of preferential treatment). Don't worry about fitting within 'the guys'. Friends come and go. If you can work with them or tolerate them long enough to play some games or drink a few beers, then there it is.

Get out faggot

>>403129

Now that's hacking. That's cool as hell. Did he find out all of this on his own?

>>403286

>Did he find out all of this on his own?

Not sure, but he used to have the speedrunning WR for Ocarina of time

>>403304

No shit? It took me all winter break in high school to beat that game. What caused him to flip out and tranny up?

>>403477

this is just fucked up, Cosmo seemed like a nice and even normal guy before all this shit

>Cosmo's fiance's name was Adrian. One day Adrian ambushed Cosmo, 'I want an open relationship.' Cosmo was not OK with it. Despite that, Adrian surprised Cosmo by flying in a speedrunner named TaylorTot, who she fucked in Cosmo's apartment. Cosmo was enraged, but didn't say a word. He withdrew into his video game livestreams, brooding over his fiance fucking in the other room. Adrian ambushed Cosmo again, 'You need to be open too.' Before long, Adrian had Cosmo sucking penis.

source?

>>403304

Correct me if i'm wrong, but isn't it true that people only broke the record based on the tactic he used first?

>>403304

>>404060

Cosmo didn't discover glitches or routes, he was just good at getting world record.

>>403938

Imagine being cucked so hard you turned into a tranny.

Is there any reason why Cosmo didn't keep pushing for better records or challenge himself with new games?

>>404563

Is he?

>>404535

He took a break because he apparently fucked his hands up from spending years speedrunning. It was around this same time he started transitioning, and everyone started abandoning ship because he was just doing bullshit streams.

Prob part of the reason he went so completely insane. Real life fell apart, online career falling apart, and here he is drugging himself up trying to become a girl.

It was a nice shit show to watch him flip out on chat though.

he's gibing free julay to foxdickfarms

https://hooktube.com/watch?v=ieF-7uKHdQ4

>>404535

He claimed the ocarina time was unbeatable, he was also trying goldeneye speedrunning before he went insane.

>>402739

Injecting blackmarket HRT is probably a big part of it.

>>405441

>>406011

What's there to say to something like that?

anything new with this faggot?

>>406011

Hahahahaha trans people are all mentally ill! xD hrt makes people go crazy xD

>>411359

>>>/tumblr/

>>404146

>>403477

So Cosmo basically got raped and his mind snapped and he turned into Wanda? That's pretty fucked up.

>>411359

can you infiltrators just stick to the bloodsports thread?

Did anybody saved the stream where he called a suicide hotline?

>>403477

>One day Adrian ambushed Cosmo, 'I want an open relationship.' Cosmo was not OK with it.

He should've dropped her right then and there like a sack of rotten potatoes. Why is this an all too common trait? Is it simply a lack of self-esteem, self-respect?

>>411374

>nazbol gang is Tumblr bow

Kys

>>411419

*now

>>411419

>>>/twitter/

>>411359

butthurt mentally ill tranny fag detected

been watching him for a long time. sad thing is he used to be quite a good speedrunner. and yet now has become this.

>>411419

>>411359

NOW THAT'S FUCKING BASED

>>414680

I feel that way about Spoony.

>>209852

Adderall addiction is rampant among "professional gamers"

And yet anther american…kek that "nation" of cultureless people where they're all either fags or retards…or both.

It never fails to amaze me the amount of retardation that "nation" can produce.

My search for an actual intelligent american continues!

>>411419

Nice backpedal, fren

anything new with this gay fucktard?

>>471203

Third pic is accurate, I bet he's a pillow biter now.

>>411395

Desperation. They stake everything on their woman.

so he/she/it is streaming again and largely complaining about how everyone is bulling them

also the comment "I am severely mentally damaged, I will never recover from this *(not a victim)"

>Life isn't fun anymore

>[cries]

>I have people coming into my stream and offering irrelevent advice that doesn't apply to my situation and it's exhausting

>It makes me angry, it makes me want to scream and get violent and hurt other people and myself

>I cannot remember the last time I heard helpful advice

>people need to fucking stop giving me advice

>no mental health professional on the planet understands the trauma, there is no reason to seek help because nobody help and nobody would understand and their advice is worthless

He's getting closer to suicide.

>if I take a break all I'd do is take a nap and a bath

>the internet is my home but I'm being like kicked out

>no one understands me, no one understands me, no one, no one, no one understands me, no one understands me, no one understands me, no one understands me, no one no one, no one understands me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6-MeOXIHZQ

no one understands meeee

>my life is like so fucking bad

>everyone I've ever cared about I've pushed out somehow..

>I'm Narcissa Wright, I've earned the right to focus on my dreams I'm not going to just sit down and be crushed by society. I'm not

tbh this is really tragic, he's almost aware of what he's become.

>I'm here because I'm doing what I love

>but because I'm doing what I love I have no money

>because I have no money the entire Internet jumps on me

>I don't want to get a job but I want money to live, that's correct

>thank god e3 is happening soon or else there'd be nothing to look forward to in life

>>473938

I've been watching for a few hours now.

I got to hear that wonderful REEEE that made the entire wait worth it.

I know someones going to save this because it's the most cocks we've got in a long time

>the whole internet is devoted to taking my autonomy

>you spend your most valuable resource here -your time- speaking to me and you should buy my game because my game is great

>I don't have enough money because I'm not networking and I'm doing what I care about

(also I know this is repetitive but I'm typing this up for the people who don't want to watch a 3+ hour long video to get it)

>maybe the best moment of my life was when I was on stage with miyamoto and the 3ds

>or in 2014 when my worldview changed..when my worldview changed

>I took a sharp turn in 2014 with my priorities so we [with adrian] broke apart

>last GDQ was terrible, I have a lot of bad memories of GDQ in general I dunno

>do you think videogames are worthless or something? Do you have some sort of fucking stigma against videogames?

>if I could work at Nintendo making their games better that would be a job I'd want, or working on deepmind doing AI that would be a job I'd want, otherwise I don't want a job

>okay I don't want to work in fast food, I don't care about that

>no I haven't made any attempts to get a job, I just don't attempt

>the only thing I need is money to live, then I'm fucking set I don't need anything else

>there's plenty of things I can do that can be self-of-value, that isn't a job there's a ton of stuff like that but it doesn't pay money so I'm going to sit here until the entire internet drives me into a shooting spree

>no the only drugs I've tried are weed and mushrooms

>I actually feel like angry at both myself and other people. I'm not saying it feels good, I'm not saying I want to feel like it just builds with frustration with humanity and it's so fucking miserable

>no I have no weapons and I have no intention of getting a weapon I have no intention of ever owning a gun or any of it just makes me angry

>I just get so much shit on reddit and my stream honestly, it's so frustrating

>what do I want? I want to cuddle, I want to play games and stream them. I wanna feel loved and cared about. I wanna feel cared for. I wanna feel like my time is being spent is being in a good way and that the world and my life are headed towards.

>well okay look I was just not saying anything in chat for a long time and it was fine but it got worse and worse and worse

>all these people with their iron will who want to push it on me

>it breaks my spirit

>there should not be any dialogue, because there is no point

>you're just going to get banned here because there's no point just get out.

>it's not worth it trying to get them to like and having them berate me for my life choice endlessly like I should be shut off from it

>I want to be online but shut off from it

>it just sucks being so fucking alone

>stevie, there you go trying control me you see, look look no more advice

>no more advice, no more telling me how to live my life

>like, just let go. Let go. Just let go.

>just look at the view, look at the sun going down

>we all need to let go

[notice the dichotomy between wanting everyone else to fuck off but also complaining about being alone, reference the "pushed out somehow" comment here >>473937]

>when I'm having a miserable time is when people care, it's just so fake and bullshit

>I'm done with wind waker it's over

>I had some bad fucking moments tonight, I'm not happy about it I'm not proud about it it was not good tonight. It got real out of hand, even weasel unfriended me on discord

>I guess that's what I do, I drive people away

>I would like to be live often and enjoying it and just enjoying that I'm streaming

I feel like he's gonna kill himself any day now, he's a massive wreck and way too emotional about everything. I'd give him a few years tops unless he's able to sort his shit out.

>>473953

Based on his comments I'd be after e3, my guess that he has at least one major breakdown before the end of the year that gets him hospitalized. A full suicide won't happen until he's actually living out on the street, but even then he could just become even crazier and get his cock ripped off like ADF did.

Stream ended at about 5:30 PST. That reminds me, where is he even living?

Soy, not even once

>>473953

Of course he is; he transitioned and he looks like a ghoul. If we were still doing the dead pool, then he'd be one of its safest bets.