/christianity/ - Christian Theology

>>3896

So god wants me suicidal?

It means you have psychological issues likely due to either health, familial or social reasons and you should seek to rectify them. Avoid (((psychological))) solutions though, SSRIs are pure poison and will more likely than not drive you to actual suicide.

>>3907

>likely than not drive you to actual suicide.

I wish God would drive me to if he made me feel this way so far for 20 some odd years that I would even dream about it.

>>3920

On another board I would just tell you to DO IT FAGGOT.

But on this board I'm going to tell you to get well soon and pray more.

>>3920

>I wish God would drive me to if he made me feel this way so far for 20 some odd years that I would even dream about it.

It's not God, who makes you feel this way, it's a demon. Sickness is a demon, which needs to be expelled from your flesh.

>>3966

>sickness is a demon, which needs to be expelled from your flesh

I honestly don't believe that. I've been fasting against, praying against, renouncing, denouncing, and pleading the blood against all things demonic. I constantly give no permission to anything but the Holy Ghost to be in me, my home, and my life. None of that has changed anything to the point it only appears as a coping mechanism.

>>3975

I've also had Christian music playing in my room 24/7, I've left audio bibles play at night, I've memorized passages and whole chapters of scriptures to recite out loud or in my mind, and I've also said to God that none of this that I do has power only he will do anything if he is willing. There's nothing that works in doing and not doing.

>>3975

>I honestly don't believe that.

And there is your problem.

>>3976

>There's nothing that works in doing and not doing.

Because it's all works, what you're trying.

Jesus told us, that you are healed and saved by FAITH.

1. Open your Bible, First Book of Moses, choose a translation, which is close to the Textus Receptus.

2. Read Genesis chapter 1 to 11.

3. See and accept the truth in the Bible.

This is your first step. You need to get past this first or all the other stuff is moot.

4. Then go to Gospel of John and it the whole of it.

5. With the faith build by Genesis you should be able to believe that Jesus Christ is the Lord, did do miracles and healed people, died at the cross, resurrected three days later and is alive. It's not a story, it really happened.

6. Now submit your life to the Lord and promise Him to do His will.

Now at this stage, carefully listen to the Holy Ghost, what He tells you to do next. Then execute the Lords plan for you.

>>3980

>And there is your problem.

More correctly, I did believe that and I lost the faith. I did have the faith.

I've always been KJVO, and a believer in free grace rejecting lordship salvation. Hence why I said in light of works:

> There's nothing that works in doing and not doing.

>not doing

>>3988

>More correctly, I did believe that and I lost the faith.

So you lost the faith and believe that listening to Christian music 24/7 somehow solves your problems?

Anon, the Father might have left you, but He forgives and takes you back, if you repent.

But you have to make a deliberate choice to put your life into His service. There is the actual issue. It's not about

>Please God, now that I'm feeling bad, please help me and give me free stuff!

It's about

>Dear Father, from now on I only listen to what YOU want, even when not feeling depressed.

By going along with what your Father wants, you are helping yourself, and then the Lord helps you. But nothing of this works without faith.

>>4019

>>Please God, now that I'm feeling bad, please help me and give me free stuff!

What a gross misrepresentation.

>>4026

God has a will, you realize that?