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The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

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760c82  No.823868

I posted on here a year or two ago about this and I never really got the response I wanted about it.

I have had a very vivid dream, and I still think about what really happened.

The dream felt very real; I was strapped to a stone table (Think Sacrificial Tablet) with very heavy chains. The room was dark, I could see very little. As I looked to the right, there was this creature. As I stared upon it, in my head one word, or more of a name, came to mind: Ba'al. I don't know why this came to my head, since I had no previous recollection of the word or that it had belonged to a demon. Next to the demon was something covered by a ragged purple/black sheet. It grabbed ahold of it and ripped off the sheet, then tried to angle it so it would reflect my own image back to me. In my head, something was screaming at me to not look at it. I remember how hard it seemed to move my head away as if something was pushing against it, yet somehow I managed to do it.

And then I woke up. My neck was sore and my eyes felt as if I had been clenching them shut.

I honestly have no idea as to what to make of this. And as of recently I have come back to Jesus, so I have been thinking about it more recently.

5d4b7a  No.823870

>>823868

>I never really got the response I wanted about it.

If you already know what response you want, then why ask the question?


20a7c2  No.823872

>>823868

Go talk to a Catholic Priest about it.


a619d5  No.823873

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>>823868

It's just a dream. Dont dwell on it. Just keep praying to Jesus Christ and keep asking His Holy Family for their intercession in your life. Just forget about it and move on.


94c1ca  No.824051

>>823870

I just worded it wrong. What I meant was that I never got a clear answer. It was posts like >>823872 >>823873 that I got for answers, which both give advice, but not an answer


9640a4  No.824063

>>823868

Ok, here are my thoughts, just throwing it out there, and I hope not to give offense.

First off, that's a pretty epic dream. It must have been awful, but vivid dreams are sometimes fantastic in their own way. Clearly it stuck with you (I don't remember most dreams beyond 6 months) so it's important enough to get to the bottom of it.

Let's tackle it by symbolism because I don't know any other way; so the purple sheet had a mirror of some kind under it? Purple is a regal colour, kings wear purple, this is why Jesus was given a tattered purple robe to wear when he was being mocked by his captors and crowned with thorns. So a tattered purple robe is a sign of disgrace and mockery, it's an insult, with the meaning that things are not as they seem, that what should be royal is in fact dethroned and disgraced.

That Ba'al wanted you to look in the mirror has an obvious meaning; to know thyself, to introspect. The mirror is a sign of introspection, and also of vanity; the mirror can show you what is ugly, and also what you want to see, it's ambiguous. It is either about being able to "look yourself in the mirror" or an indication of self-absorption and vanity. The fact that the mirror is under the tattered purple, since a mirror only looks back at you, means that you are wearing the tattered purple yourself, so all it means is that something is wrong, something about you should be given regal dignity, but it lacks that dignity which it deserves.

You never heard the name Ba'al before this dream? That's extremely odd, but yes Ba'al is a name for a pagan god from the Old Testament. In short, Ba'al is considered a demon, although he was in the Old Testament an idol. He is well-known from the story in 1 Kings 18, where Elijah competes with the priests of Ba'al to see which god will bring fire to consume a burnt offering, Jehovah or Ba'al. Ba'al is, however, not associated with any specific sin, indeed Ba'al just means "lord" in the language of the Canaanites, and there are many lesser ba'als in Canaanite paganism, although Ba'al as a standalone typically refers to the chief god of that religion. Ba'al Zebub (the lord of the flies) is associated with the sin of gluttony however.

Really, the whole thing does have clear meanings depending on which ba'al was holding up the mirror. If it was Ba'al the god that Elijah faced down on Mt Carmel, then the meaning is for general introspection; this is a very vague interpretation, because it could be literally anything that you are supposed to do. Perhaps you are vain generally, perhaps in relation to a specific item, so the demon is this generalized warning to focus less on yourself and more on other people.

Or, the much more rude interpretation of your dream is that you have been visited by Ba'al Zebub, lord of gluttony. I hesitate on this one, because people can get into negative behaviours by becoming obsessive about their weight and what they eat, but if you definitely don't have that problem, then maybe the mirror doesn't mean to "look into yourself" but rather "look at yourself!" As a matter of fact, this blends in a bit more with the tattered purple, if you haven't been treating your body with the dignity it deserves. Remember, you are a temple of the holy Spirit, as St Paul says, so if you have been smoking, drinking to excess, eating to excess, or abusing drugs, or even using steroids recreationally all of these could be indicated.

As a matter of fact, the mere fact that Ba'al was going to torture you with your own appearance in a mirror, lends itself to the interpretation that it's a carnal, physical sin, such as drinking or smoking or just being fat. Had you looked in the mirror, you would have likely seen your rotting liver/black lungs/horribly distended body.

And again, sorry if I'm wrong.


9640a4  No.824064

>>824063

Just don't take what I have to say overly seriously; we all have defects, and if you can't think of what's up right now, maybe it will be revealed in the future. Maybe it's far more subtle a problem than that, and you will have a journey ahead with Christ to figure it out.


94c1ca  No.824077

>>824063

That second explanation hit pretty close to home. When this dream had occured I had not been working out at all, i had gained around 30 pounds in the prior months, and i pretty much had a chaw in my mouth every wakin moment. So I wouldn’t be surprised.

The biggest thing about the mirror was that i felt my soul would be gone if i even glimpsed the mirror. It honestly scared the shit out of me and made me start looking back in religion again.


9640a4  No.824081

>>824077

Well, chewing tobacco and gaining 30 ain't any good.

Any good horrific dream though has an element of death to it; an "if I do this, I'll die" which you inevitably end up doing, and then you get eaten by a shark, fall off a cliff, or whatever. Since your dream put you in hell though, soul-death rather than physical death was the thing feared.

>That second explanation hit closer to home

tbh, when I started writing, it was literally just a monologue, but when I started writing that particular bit out, I kinda knew that I had hit on it. I felt that the first interpretation was just simply boilerplate, or just me shilling for Christian values. It was after I had got through with that that the authentic reality hit me, and I suddenly knew.


c9aedf  No.824136

I haven't even joined the church and I already lapsed. I still get thoughts about hell, I can see this world passing away like it was nothing compared to eternity.


2cd5c1  No.824700

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