Repost. I was raised protestant, but eventually came to the conclusion that God did not exist based on classic dialectic discussions, though I myself always categorized myself as a hopeful agnostic since then, as outright denial I felt was equally foolish. There is little unique to my story; I found /pol/, was filled with the rage instilled in me by the social degenerates who degraded me and my race and the propagandized their rank and file empty headed communists and various racial surprise soup to both deny me right to be heard and branded me with the sin of being born white. I long since trained my mind and tempered my soul with vengeance, I hated and still hate freely those who demean my people, turn them into walking garbage can and corrupt the world.
But now even the people of /pol/ are a walking cesspit of larping empty headed creatures, posting the same meaningless, thoughtless tripe ad infinitum. They have like the left, devoured every ally who did not appease their endless needs and destroyed whatever power / unity they were actually beggining to accumulate in 2015 and 2016 and forfeited it KKK Redneck tier patheticism. The board infested likewise by CIA and FBI posters have also exacerbated their natural instinct to eat each other alive at every turn, and now stand utterly and hopelessly divided.
This and another event I shall not describe for brevity have levied me with a conclusion; that is, evil prevails. And yet in this thought I look out to the thought that in such case there must in fact be a God, for if no good can take true route but only parody or even partially imitate it, surely there is an other above whom this descends from. But from this revelation comes great and new found rage.
Why has such evils been visited upon us? Why are the caananites at our doors? Why must this Christians insist on Jesus and forgive their atrocities and obscenities, why not be like the Father who wiped Gomorah from the face of the earth for the blight it was? Why is it written "vengeance is mine", what right does God have to justice that is not his to take or savor? Why has the Father not raised an army like the Crusades of the last sons of his gospel to repel the evils of many nations? Why does he allow courage & beauty to die in place of cowardice and decadence?
If God ever shined his providence on America, would anyone disagree that he has left? That he has forsaken us to die amongst enemies and evils, raising children whom shall destroy us and destroy his gospel? Where are the Crusaders? Who are these Fops and trust fund lushes you push out as supposed speakers of Truth? Is it not true Lord, that might makes Right? Are you not the embodiement of such philosophy, for who would follow a God without fear of power, but more accurately, who instills fear in the enemies of God, supernatural and corporeal, and who is capable of offering salvation? Would you be worshipped if such things could not be garunteed? Why then should forgiveness be offered to the demons in flesh, the degenerates who murder their children, the rapers of countries old and young?
I cry out for answers, if you were flesh would we not wrestle? Is there one among your followers here who has even a lucid note of illumed thought of your Godly word, or should I merely expect the same tripe? Why, must evil prevail?
