>>817581
Do what >>817582 but as someone who is at the tail-end of this, seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and almost there, you need to let this happen while also praying. God might be using this to "destoy" your faith so that you realize you utter insufficienct and ineffectiveness, how you never believed in Him but in yourself, etc, etc. He will tear it all down and when you come out of it, you'll have a stronger and purer relationship and faith in God, where it will be felt as your reason to live, and your life itself. I'll pray for you anon, if this is what it is, prepare for phases where you feel/realize you dont have faith.