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Put on Christ, don't do self-analysis. There's nothing good in the self to analyze, the whole thing is just a bad Freudian meme (Freud was an atheist and a weirdo, don't trust anything he spawned). The reason is that you are a natural creature, so within you is nothing but the lusts, passions and nastiness that helps you to survive in a Hobbesian state of nature. Remember that Jesus said, a man is not made unclean by what he puts in himself, but what comes out of himself, which are sins.
The solution is to put on Christ; Christ is not natural, Christ is a garment, a hair shirt (at first) but overtime as you are habituated to it, it becomes easier. The easiest way is not to wallow in self-analysis; the easiest way to put on Christ is to go outside, and take an interest in other people. The entire goal of life is to come out of yourself, and be a light to other people. Saintliness is not a thing you can be granted, it's more of a thing one does (so I've come to understand).
Also, it is pernicious to have sinful habits which activate only at home, but any time you fall, just take it as a reminder to distrust yourself, and trust God. If you peer too deeply into yourself, you'll just see a lot of devils. So don't do that, just constantly ask "what should I be doing?" Try to avoid questions like "why am I not doing what I should be?" because then you're chasing your devils and looking for answers from devils. The devils will never speak the truth to you, they will just lead you into their traps and give you 3 more problems for every one that they claim to fix.
If you need strength, pray for it. The best prayer is the following snippet from Matthew 16; just say, or mentally call to mind the phrase, "Thy will be done, O Lord" especially when you have to step up to the plate and do something painful or difficult to right a wrong.