Hi i will write a little here:
I am a 25 years old young man from Argentina, i was raised in a Roman Catholic family, mother very religious, father not so much.
When i was 10 years old apart from elementary school, i had to some kind of "Catechism" on Saturdays for two years, that worked as a preparation to the first communion.
Later i attended to secondary school (high school?). the school was Catholic too.
At that age (from 13 onward) i didn't really care about faith, church, God, religion, and whatever. My time would pass between punk or hardcore music concerts and lots of alcohol.
That is where problems started, i could never quit drinking. Now since around a year i am fighting against my addiction, drinking almost ruined my life this last years more than once.
Since the recent worldwide trend of growing socialism and radical left-wing ideas, i started to value tradition a lot more and started thinking again in Catholicism and religion, more like something important but not so much going to church or reading the Bible.
Yesterday suggested by my girlfriend, went to an Alcoholics Anonymous group meeting in a Catholic church near my place, since i feel i can't beat my addiction alone and it was really positive for me since i feel a little lost lately, and hearing lots of people from very different backgrounds and faiths having similar problems was inspiring.
The interesting part is this, Alcoholics Anonymous claim to have no religion, you can "replace" the word "God" from their texts and speeches with anything that makes you feel good.
But at the end of the meeting they said this prayer:
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
That prayer felt so powerful and so precise, for this moment of my life that i have just started to feel that i need to rediscover my catholic faith.
Has someone experienced something similar? is possible that just a prayer has impacted me so deeply? is possible to just start having faith again only because of that? should i start studying the bible? wich one is recommended (spanish or english is the same)? Which one does the Catholic church recommends?
Thanks anyway for reading, sorry for messed up grammar.