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Crossdressing Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 08:22:20 82a675 No.809595

Ever since I was little I enjoyed crossdressing. I don't remember it so well, but when I was little, my parents would let me dress up in my sister's dresses and things.

As I grew older, I became aware that this wasn't socially acceptable within my society, so I stopped doing it, until a few years later when I discovered internet porn, when I was around 11 or 12. Specifically I discovered feminization porn and had many fantasies pertaining to it.

I was too afraid to buy women's clothing in person, I was very shy back then, and I had no credit card so I couldn't order any online, so I kept fetishizing it, until I came upon online communities that shamed me out of enjoying crossdressing fantasies at around 15/16, and I repressed my feelings.

Now I've long since abandoned those fantasies, and I've long since abandoned repression of them too, which I accomplished through acceptance, and refusing to care about human's judgements of me, and therefore removed the aspect of societal shame I felt while crossdressing. Once that shame was removed, the sexuality of it ebbed away too, after a few sessions where the fetishization still lingered during the first few moments.

I still enjoy crossdressing, but there's no sexuality involved anymore. I'm aware of the verse "A woman must not wear men's clothing, nor a man wear women's clothing, for the LORD your God detests anyone who does this."

So I guess my question is, do you think god detests me? Something i'm afraid of is that God made me a transgender woman, do you think that's something that God does? It would help explain why I enjoy dressing like a woman… If I am one, do you think He wants me to go through with a transition? I'm not saying God makes mistakes, I know He doesn't, but it's true that all humans are imperfect because of original sin, so maybe this is just one of my imperfections… but i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do! When I wear a dress it makes me feel nice… and this whole time… i'm not exactly sure why i'm bringing this up or how to summarize it succinctly but i'm kind of afraid that I became legitimately traumatized growing up! Maybe because of porn, maybe because of bullying, maybe because of self hatred, maybe because of isolation… but then I see people who've been raped… who've been through war and I feel so ashamed and insignificant and weak compared to them! But I also remember times I walked around and the world seemed fake… these time I think were episodes of disassociation, which is only brought about by trauma. And I know a lot of other things happened…

And, this is kind of off topic, but what about women who wear jeans? Are they sinning?

Ah… i'm so tired right now, sorry if anything was unclear.

I'm sorry, i'm asking this in good faith, please don't be mean… even though I know a lot of you might hate people like me, I don't know, I haven't been on 8chan in a few years… goodnight…

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 08:42:28 eea20f No.809597

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I understand from personal experience but just no, you got to stop and get some help and pray also are you old enough to use this site? Because you said:

>discovered internet porn, when I was around 11 or 12. Specifically I discovered feminization porn

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 08:45:38 82a675 No.809598

>>809597

i'm 19 now…

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 10:27:35 eea20f No.809602

>>809598

When did you start using this site?, because this site has alot of lewd boards I also hope you don’t spend too much time on this site

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 11:09:16 0c224d No.809604

>>809595

God doesn’t hate you, despite your sin. Pray for guidance from Him and the resistance to not crossdress. Also don’t have a gender swap ;it’ll only make things worse.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 11:09:21 c92542 No.809605

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>>809595

Stahp crossdressing, OP.

>Does God detest me?

He doesn't detest you personally, He only wants you to stahp being a faggot as He wants you to be the man He planned for you. He made you into a man for a reason, not a woman. Abstain from porn, pray the rosary and fast and you will see a dramatic inner transformation you never thought possible.

You don't want to end up like the sodomites from Sodom and Gomorrha or the sodomite in embed related.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 12:27:46 5bf07d No.809609

>>809595

>Transgender woman

Nope, you're a man.

>Does God detest me?

God detests lies, calling yourself a transgender woman is a lie, which means you're offending God.

Now for my part; consider the vanity of what you're doing. Imagine instead of wanting to dress in women's clothes and be a woman, you wanted to fly like a bird. So every morning, rather than dress as a girl you put on large false wings, mounted a crest on your head, and a papier mache beak on your face, with a false bird's tail stitched to the back of your trousers. Then you climb up a ladder, to the top of a large oak tree in your garden, and fling yourself off. And at other times you find other high places, and throw yourself off, until eventually, one day, you decide to fly off a skyscraper, the inevitable result being that you have to be scraped off the pavements by the ambulance service. Is this not pure insanity? What a wasted life! What an abomination of a life.

So stop it, and seek help.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 13:00:01 402f68 No.809611

I used to pretend to be a girl when I was a kid due to childhood trauma. Don’t do this. Even when you stop, it takes a long time to heal. It screws with your mind and you’ll end up depressed and alone.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 13:36:48 883db8 No.809612

>>809595

>I still enjoy crossdressing, but there's no sexuality involved anymore.

Why do you enjoy crossdressing? Are you a homosexual?

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 14:09:04 de5484 No.809616

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so stop forever, what do you think

you made a freaking thread about it

another thread died

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 16:18:23 54c9d8 No.809633

Christianity isn't about what you think you enjoy. Christianity is about Triumph of the Will… of God. You're here so you can do God's will and crossdressing isn't going to help.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 18:34:30 30961b No.809657

>>809595

>And, this is kind of off topic, but what about women who wear jeans? Are they sinning?

Bumping this question.

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 18:51:43 6e6bb6 No.809659

>>809657

Are they women's jeans?

Christanon 05/25/19 (Sat) 18:52:38 5bf07d No.809660

>>809657

I think there's no clear dividing line, just things that are definitely not okay. So for instance a woman wearing her husband's trousers or old jacket I would say is fine… but women's clothes are often designed to objectify the wearer, whereas men's clothes are designed to convey positive attributes about the person wearing them.

So maybe women's clothes themselves are just so especially wrong that not even women should be wearing them. Don't get me wrong, women should wear feminine clothes, but that's not what happens in practice; instead women wear clothes which are basically just slutty, especially informal wear for young women.

Christanon 05/26/19 (Sun) 00:03:21 7fd409 No.809742

>>809595

> Something i'm afraid of is that God made me a transgender woman, do you think that's something that God does?

< I don't remember it so well, but when I was little, my parents would let me dress up in my sister's dresses and things.

< I discovered internet porn, when I was around 11 or 12.

I think these two should be reason enough to explain why you would want to cross-dress. There is no such thing as a "trans-gender". By that I don't mean that there are no people who feel like they are in the wrong body, I mean that they are not actually in the wrong body. The human mind is very malleable when it is still young and we do not yet (and likely never will) understand how it is formed, but we do know that even little things can leave permanent scars. For example, did you get special attention when you were little for putting on a dress? That could have conditioned your brain to associate crossdressing with getting a feeling of reward.

Christanon 05/26/19 (Sun) 03:57:03 b89191 No.809809

>>809595

Your disordered desires have left granted you a reprobate sense. Anon, this is a very serious disorder. You must endure severe fasting and prayer in order to realize how perverse your desire is and overcome it. You'd be amazed at how your illusions simply disappear when you go without food for 24 hours. Also yes, women who wear jeans are sinning against modesty and indirectly distorting gender roles. These may seem small but they snowball into society collapsing consequences.

Christanon 05/26/19 (Sun) 06:36:27 4517b6 No.809827

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this has to be a troll post from an atheist or muslim board or something right? you faggots make jesus sad, whether this is for real or not