What has historically been the Christian answer to the question: Does God have free will? Is God like a computer program that executes its commands once a certain condition is met e.g I follow Gods law in the Bible (the sacraments) > this triggers a key > I get accepted into Heaven, or I disobey his commands and get rejected at the gates of heaven
*Does God have consciousness?
*Does God think?
*What does it mean that God is infinite and perfect?
*If God has free will how can HE be omniscient, i.e is he all knowing of his own being too?
Is history planned? Did God intend for Adam and Eve to take a bite of the fruit? Was Jesus sacrifice necessary because of Adam and Eves free choice of taking a bite of the fruit or was the sacrifice planned too?
Imagining God as a predetermined computer program with no consciousness makes me so sad. I feel like I'm experiencing a crisis of faith because I can't answer these questions, I feel anxious when I think about it. Is there a book I can read on this very subject? This is something I had never thought about until today… all of these questions just popped into my head at once and it became overwhelming.