>>782242
>consider myself an Atheist
>larp as a devout Christian
This isn't a fake it until you make it situation Anon, 'devout' Christians who enjoy all those material benefits you listed in your post and more don't grow on tress and you cannot imitate them without at the very least having similiar faith in God.
Without faith all you will get is a weird and cold cult like environment where you will feel like you don't belong.
None of what "devout Christians" do are done for worldly material benefits/side effects like what you're planning to do, with piety these side effects may come but that's it, you simply cannot recreate the benefits while being empty at the core.
Devout Christians also don't fool themselves or lie to themselves in order to believe what they practice, they take it as the truth and a matter fact simply, that's how they become and stay pious Christians, by seeing, realizing and taking that truth to heart for life.