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Suicide Prevention General Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 00:42:21 7df51a No.773878

Well the last one is long gone from my knowledge, so I’ll make a new one

Leave prayer requests, stories, help hotlines, and anything else you or a loved one needs to stop themselves from making the ultimate mistake in this thread. I’ll start, one of my friends had openly admitted to wanting to kill himself due to various reasons. My friend and I talked him out of it, but I’m concerned that he may do something rash still. Please pray for him.

Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 00:53:07 78e1e7 No.773883

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>>773878

Remember St. Dymphna, as she prays for those with mental illness.

Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 01:18:03 a58d3f No.773887

>>773878

My cousin threatened suicide twice. I was hospitalized before and they made me take a test to make sure I wasn’t suicidal. They said from the test I appear very suicidal so they made stay until I got a chance to retake it and try to bs it and make me look like the happiest person ever. Still kind of unnerving. I never had thoughts about killing myself and most intentional self-harm I’ve ever done is biting my arm. But I thought that was just autism. I am really worried about my cousin and myself obviously since I share his genetics and because of that test.

Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 02:48:29 a8bc55 No.773918

Long blog post time so sorry in advance.

Born to abusive parents, grew up with moderate physical deformities and have an STD from before I even kissed a girl which I got when my drunk and drug addicted father allegedly raped me as a baby. Dad died and left me little. Mother is dying of cancer and attempted suicide, currently under assisted living. She’s made it clear she hates me. I live with my Grandma when I’m not going in university. Been really struggling these last couple months. I’m hardly hanging on in school, and I’m having suicidal thoughts. I was raised very anti-religious. I turned to the church on my own accord, and with the help of a close friend I’ve been going to church regularly for the last 3 years. But I’m afraid my faith is starting to wane. Everyday seems to be harder. I’ve been to the councilor at my school to talk about things. And I’ve been to my doctor the last couple days where they say based on some test results I have severe depression. I’m on medication now but I’m not too sure it’s working. I’m not sure what to do. I’ve tried everything short of dropping out but that will only worsen everything I’m sure, I’m in my 3rd year. I’m not sure what else to do, I’m trying everything but nothing seems to work.

Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 07:57:15 766b0a No.774013

>>773918

It seems you want sadness to go away like some kind of cold. That won't happen, you can take as many drugs as you want, but the causes will not go away. I guess you got to learn to not to get haunted by the past.

Christanon 02/22/19 (Fri) 09:18:35 0ec034 No.774034

>>773918

I know this will sound a bit annoying, but depression usually goes away when you realize that what you think you wanted would eventually just cause you incredible pain.

Surrender yourself to God and let his will be done to you. Pray to him and accept his will as your own will.