I believe God wants me to do something important. Firstly I battled a demon in my body, where I was coughing and spazing about before I felt clam and oneness with the Lord, and soon after that I was taking the rubbish out, thankful to the Lord, and I believe God was communicating with me through the rain, pushing it into the dry spot I was in as if he was commanding me to move. Then as I was just about heading inside after thanking the Lord, the rain just immediately stopped for a bit, before coming back.
Now as I am full of love for Christ, when I am deep in thought of God I feel this feeling somewhere in my body, I think it's my soul. It gives me a feeling of completeness and oneness. I think this is the Holy Spirit within me. And today as I was sitting on a bench at the park near my bus stop, suddenly I saw a flash of white and gold. No one else seemed to have seen the flash, only me. And it couldn't have been lighting for it was a sunny day. What is happening?