On the last day of 2018, I had a bout of anxiety. Not regarding my physical health, but regarding my faith. I was confronted with some of the usual claims about the Bible supposedly not being historical accurate. I prayed that my faith would not only remain firm and strong, but grow throughout the coming year and forevermore.
Was my prayer answered? Well, in the following weeks, I was constantly struggling with the usual skeptical thoughts the world has; questions about the reliability of the Bible, about God's existence, and about his goodness. It's been challenging to function sometimes.
On the other hand, I feel like I've been more focused on God as a result. I've been prioritizing my faith more, Ihaven't fapped yet this year, and I'm more cautious of material things and conforming to the ways of the world. I want to cut down on what's unnecessary, whereas before I spent too much time on entertainment, and I'm more concerned that I've been misconstruing the Bible to modern opinions. I still feel like I'm being barraged with those skeptical questions, and though I try to find the answers to them I still struggle with doubt, but some days have been rougher and some easier. I'm sorry if this has become a tangent, but I really just wanted to ask how you guys all handle it when you feel those worries, those skeptical questions about God's existence, and about his goodness, what do you do when those questions nag at you? Prayers would also be nice.