>>750739
Because I'm lost. I have utter faith in God, but I'm in turmoil anon. I'm an awkward goat walking as If I'm a shepherds sheep.
I am discarded among people.
My purpose is for God, and him alone, yet here I walk finding no paved stones. I thought there would be a way, as if it's the Truth to follow his tail of light.
What direction do I go?
Orthodox?
Catholic,? Eastern rite or Western? Does it matter, maybe Protestant, which way is is his throne?
You see. It does not matter, for I seek him and yet I'm lost.
I fear my sins, as I turn to them away from God. Does my back show him what I do not know? Does he know whats comming from behind me and judges so?