I believe God is calling me to live a soliditary life. This is because I am a weirdo a reject of society. This includes chanboards and youtube and films and videogames. I'll just focus on studying, gym (to keep my body healthy), bible reading, fasting and

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Christanon 09/17/18 (Mon) 16:16:03 e35e4d No.702860

I believe God is calling me to live a soliditary life. This is because I am a weirdo a reject of society. This includes chanboards and youtube and films and videogames. I'll just focus on studying, gym (to keep my body healthy), bible reading, fasting and prayer. I will renounce all friendships.

I just messaged a girl saying she was cute but i had paranoia social anxiety and she ignored me. I thought she liked me but it turns out girls have been acting like that because they want to be my friend. I don't want female friends. I have tried and I can't anyway. (extreme social autist)

Anyone have experience in this life?

Christanon 09/17/18 (Mon) 16:28:09 6e3128 No.702866

Yes. I have overcome my anxiety thanks to Mass and working in the "real world", but I find myself unable to create any meaningful relationships outside of my old and small super close group. They know I'm Christian and I want to bring them into the fold, but they are slow to fully abandon their ostracized lifestyles of escapism, and admittingly, so am I.

Recently, I've made up my mind to buckle down and kick my life into high gear for Christ, by praying much more and fasting, while sacrificing pleasures like alcohol and games. Ever since coming back to the Church a couple of years ago and finally being confirmed in RCIA, I have been completely slacking and I think I've finally gotten tired of my total disrepect to God.

I hope to have a wife one day too, but now seems to be a time where I completely give myself to God and not distract and worry myself with any of that.

God willing, we're gonna make it, bro. I'll pray for you.

Christanon 09/17/18 (Mon) 18:29:04 3d8e33 No.702924

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Christanon 09/17/18 (Mon) 19:52:42 a5de0e No.702994

>I just messaged a girl saying she was cute but i had paranoia social anxiety and she ignored me. I thought she liked me but it turns out girls have been acting like that because they want to be my friend. I don't want female friends. I have tried and I can't anyway. (extreme social autist)

They don't hate you, they just don't trust anyone in this culture because people usually request nudes and sex. I just say that I'm male to avoid the issue entirely.