>realise I have a big ego, not honouring they father and thy mother>tell myself I am a great driver that I have it in my blood that im the best. Basically a cocky show off>pray for humility and that God may humble me>make so many big mistakes and nea

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Christanon 08/30/18 (Thu) 12:25:33 ba07dd No.694434

>realise I have a big ego, not honouring they father and thy mother

>tell myself I am a great driver that I have it in my blood that im the best. Basically a cocky show off

>pray for humility and that God may humble me

>make so many big mistakes and nearly cause an accident in driving lesson that instructor has to take the wheel and slam the breaks and shouts at me and I feel humiliated

>kept asking if i was upset or angry or whats wrong. He kept bringing it up

>get so upset on verge of crying for 2 hours of the lesson

>mfw even now

Christanon 08/30/18 (Thu) 12:57:55 7d54ef No.694443

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It's alright. Don't dwell on it. I've made so many embarrassing mistakes in my life, and I dwelled on them, and became an alcoholic and before I knew it 10 years of my life was gone. With God's help I am slowly improving.

Christanon 08/30/18 (Thu) 13:15:12 e00051 No.694446

>>694443

I am maddened by the dumb things ive done while intoxicated an i am reminded of those actions every day. I cant even sleep at night without those thoughts creeping in my head. How do you deal with the reoccurring guilt that plays back over and over again?

Christanon 08/30/18 (Thu) 17:32:55 f1aba5 No.694506

Just the other day when I was making a left turn on green, I forgot to yield and almost got t-boned. One of the ladies in the car yelled at me and there was also a cop on the other side of the intersection who saw the whole thing. I felt like utter shit and that, compounded with all my other problems in life made me pull over in a parking lot to cry.

Like the anon on here said, don't dwell on it. Doing so will just cause you to be in a feedback loop that makes you feel even more like crap. Learn from your mistakes and pray for wisdom. Whenever those negative thoughts come back either pray or just do something to take your mind off it.

This was just a small event in your life, and luckily nobody got hurt. So don't let things like this weigh you down and pile up, life will go on.

Christanon 08/30/18 (Thu) 17:49:35 8ba4c8 No.694513

>complaining on an anonymous imageboard for attention

You don't need us to tell you what to do.