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> i accept him as my lord

You have only one lord, and his name is Satan.

Cease your perversion immediately or else you will suffer eternally, in divine justice for the many evils you have done.

>>679350

I'm praying for you anon.

My word of advice is to stop watching porn, or anything and anyone that arouses you, including entertainment if need be. Abandon your relationship. Get rid of all your sexual objects, reduce masturbation as much as possible, and pray daily, preferably with a prayer rule.

You are not lost anon, but you need to become vigilant against the burden you have placed upon yourself.

Don't feel alone either, since with nofap everyone is fighting the same battle, just you more so than others. De-sexualize yourself, and in time these strange perversions will clear.

May God have mercy upon us sinners.

>>679354

>I have a biological imperative to respond to bait

Good job.

>>679357

ty mate for the support

The fact that you're laying this out on a christian image board means you're feeling at least a little conviction. Start immersing yourself into the word. Pray, read, pray some more. Start to love the Lord and slowly shed yourself of these sins.

>>679350

i dont support limited atonement however if you are not convinced or aware of why homosexuality is wrong, then i dispute your sincerity.

>>679350

Yay, I'm glad you posted here. It shows that you're interested in going the right direction.

Consider finding a priest, Orthodox or Catholic, and going to him for advice. Don't worry, they've heard shocking things, you won't (or shouldn't) make them angry. I believe that they'd be able to give you some great, personalized advice, much better than you'd get on an imageboard.

>"Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God." (1 Corinthians 6:9-10 NKJV)

>"“The heart is deceitful above all things, And desperately wicked; Who can know it? I, the LORD, search the heart, I test the mind, Even to give every man according to his ways, According to the fruit of his doings." (Jeremiah 17:9-10 NKJV)

Don't be deceived by how you feel, anon. The Lord knows that you know it's wrong, and you will ultimately be held accountable for it when judgment day come, no matter what anyone tries to tell you. You have already committed great sin; your only option is to repent before the Lord and try to make it right, through confession and penance (turning away from your sin). Flee from your desires, and the Lord will replace them with pure and holy ones.

bump

>>679479

>sorry, but since i don't generally use the words you've wrote on a day to day basis.

What words did i use that are strange to you?

>your first response says that, he won't send me to hell and would prefer for me to be "fulfilled" based on whom i've dated?

Why would you assume that God wants you to date a transwoman?

>>679494

Mostly Banish, the context that im assuming from your post is. sending me to hell.

and no i don't think he wants me to date a trap, i just thought through how i read your post that fulfilling would be based on what desires i would want, i didn't read it as what is best for me.

>>679498

Dam then i guess an anonymous image board is all i have

>>679552

>God won't send you to hell, but he hates that your homosexual acts, god wants whats best for you. Focus on fixing yourself

Correct. God wants what has the most long term happiness, not short term hedonism. Dating a transwoman will bring you not real family (when compared to a real woman), you can still have sex in a marriage with a woman but it won't be the focus and you won't be doing it JUST for the sake of carnal sin.

>How is it mocking?

Sorry, i read too much into it.

>>679479

>i understand that it is wrong because religion

what? either natural law convicts you that it is wrong otherwise you have a different law. it has very little to do with “religion” as you call it.

>>679350

I second the following >>679412

Sin is difficult, and I can tell with some immediacy that there are two things you need to get rid of right away that you tell yourself.

These are;

1) Because of past sexual trauma you are broken, defective or somehow beyond repair from the sin you were induced to against your will

2) Sexual immorality is not real, there is no "right conduct" regarding sexual behaviour

To the first point, you cannot sin against your own will, neither the people here nor God will ever blame you for this tragic event. That being said, it is a blatant lie to consider that you have been tarnished by it, your access to God is not more limited, even though an obstacle has been placed in your path.

To the second point, you have to forget the secular idea that sexual morality doesn't exist. This idea that sexual morality doesn't exist can only be arrived at if you have already rejected revealed religion implicitly, it is an impious idea that one can treat other creatures possessing a soul as mere objects to satisfy your sexual desire. Also it doesn't make much sense from your perspective, why would you consent to perpetuate the evil act that was inflicted upon you? May I tender the suggestion that every time you do so, you willingly give your abuser an implicit victory?

The very idea that comes implicit with the sexual acts you describe is a comfortable acceptance that you have been damaged, and a disbelief in your own ability to master yourself as a result. You cannot believe in your own inadequacy and lack of self-mastery and discover happiness, you must instead put on the armour of faith and if you suppose yourself to be broken, you must fix yourself even if it seems impossible.

Vid related for further encouragement.

>>679558

Thanks made for clearing things for me I feel a way less anxious

>>679561

Well I took a religious concept due to the location of where in posting. But in a Natural way I can completely understand in procreation and social structures. Although trek that to the two dogs that I'm dog sitting to stop dry humping for dominance.

>>679578

Thanks for replying, yeah I do need to stop looking at that moment in time as the root of my issue. I've made so many excuse s regarding something that happened 12 years ago. Just as a note, it wasn't that I was molested for several months that hurt me. Its having my parents find out that caused me trauma since I felt like I hurt them a lot. I didn't want to talk to them about it since i saw my abuser as a friend. And I didn't want to lose a friendship or hurt my family. They kept telling tree that or wasn't my fault and that everything will be OK. But things don't go as planned…

Anyways, you confused me on your second point saying,

>Sexual immorality is not real,

>To the second point, you have to forget the secular idea that sexual morality doesn't exist. This idea that sexual morality doesn't exist can only be arrived at if you have already rejected revealed religion implicitly, it is an impious idea that one can treat other creatures possessing a soul as mere objects to satisfy your sexual desire.

Are you saying that I homosexual tendencies are making others as sexualized objects?

>>679479

Just getting into the thread now anon so haven't quite read everything going on. However

>Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God." (1 Corinthians 6:9-10 NKJV)

>which i believe is from the old testament.

That is not from the old testament anon. That is a letter from St. Paul to the Corinthians in the New Testament.

>which is revoked by this scripture?

On another note you may want to look into this. I know what you're referring to. But what you are referring to is the mosaic laws, as opposed to moral laws. IE, laws for the jews, circumcision, no shellfish, bacon, no mixed fabric etc. These are 'revoked' or fulfilled by our saviour Christ.

> I know i must change, but im worried that i would continue in cycles like it has been going on for years. i'm pretty "straight edge" and hell, i don't even fap, i would consider this current issue as my primary vice at the moment.

It would be best if you try to stop it as soon as possible, the longer you put it off the more you will fall to sin and the harder it will be to break it off in the future. You need to do it now anon, it doesn't sound like you're too far off. You can find a woman. And when you do, don't fall into lust like getting head. That is not good relationship material. Live for God anon, and overcome the sinful urges that come to you.

>another sodomite bait thread

This board is fuc᠎king trash.

>>679354

>Get repeatedly molested as a child and obviously negatively affected by it

>Wants to help himself and comes to people he feels he can trust

>Durrr, ur lord is Satan and you dun mini evuls!

People like you are why I don't automatically hate all atheists, as annoying at they can be, because if self-righteous mongoloids like you were their earliest exposures to Christianity, I'd winnie the pooh hate it too.

>>679479

>which i believe is from the old testament.

>which is revoked by this scripture?

Dude, you're going to need to get a Bible and read it. 1 Corinthians was one of the Apostle Paul's letters.

>>679593

>Homosexual tendencies making other people sexualized objects

Basically, but not just homosexual tendencies. It is a hard teaching to accept since our culture is heavily sexualized as well so people don't consider sex to be wrong outside of marriage.

Nevertheless, think about what it says to a woman; that you're interest in her only goes so far as stealing whatever she will let you have. No woman would ever have sex until marriage if they believed that you had so little interest in them.

Likewise homosexual sex is even more self-interested than this since there it is done with no view at all to even future procreation.

>>679593

>Thanks made for clearing things for me I feel a way less anxious

Focus on getting saved, read the bible, pray constantly, go to a church (try to go at least twice a week) where you can talk to the priest/pastor without problem, Ask God to help you with your lust before it's too late. If you have questions ask your priest/pastor.

OP if I can give some humble advice from personal experience, as a person struggling with nofap (relapsing countless times) and a very weak will, cut off whatever leads you to relapse. For example lewd pics, messaging the trap guy, etc. and when you start thinking of lewd acts or start getting horny snap yourself out of it immediately, get up physically or read the Bible. I find that I relapse when I let sexual thoughts linger on my mind, which is why it's important to cut the thought off immediately.

anyway thats just my two cents, I pray that you can overcome this with God's help