>>650355
>Too bad I am in an horrible state when it comes to the faith entrusted to me…but at least it's not dead. I cannot give up God, as one married could not honestly stop caring for his wife no matter what.
It's good that at least you remain open. I was a horrible sinner for many years of my life, and I was Christian only in name, but I never abandoned God fully. But He eventually changed my whole life, gave me purpose and true a long and hard path, led me to a truly fulfilling life.
Keep Him in your heart always, and He can do things you would never expect. I will pray for you.
>>650502
That's great.