>>647097
Those who seek shall find, be it the way to their own damnation. God gives one his heart's desire, it's true: then grab a knife and cut away everything you once held dear and meaningful, leave place for nothing but the desire for riches and might. The knife is but metaphorical, but your pain will be real all right. If you are to fight demons on this plane of existence then you better transform yourself into one and fight back with their own weapons.
Seek out the last remaining free conflict zones untamed by officialdom and the great perversion of a trembling civilization where wild kind of men are gathering and where the God of this world reigns unobfuscated. This is where the new source of wealth and the new order of the world is to be born and make no mistake, you are to feel all its tremors. In that darkness beasts, no longer having a name and without a human face fight each other to death: you are to become one of them, you are to transform yourself into a great beast among them. In that darkness there's no middle line between existence and non-existence: you'll have no slave but yourself, and no lord but the Leviathan who'll reward you with untold riches and the power to take away everything from those who are unable or unwilling to undergo his great initiation.
Meanwhile the walls of a dying world close in on your fellow men. You are not to help them, not yet, you cannot help yourself, not anymore. Chinamen might well embrace the word of the Lord but you're to study the writings of Mao.
Then when there's nothing left to be scavanged from the old world, when the last defensive structures are coming down, when the spells of intellectuals cease to be binding and the sheeple are too poor to even pay the price of their indiffirence, then you strike. And you better strike with all your might knowing that there's no salvation left for you and you can not provide hope and safety for your brethren through love, but through sinning, by sacrificing even more of your very soul till there's nothing left of it but a void veiled by the icy intellect and the steel will of a fallen being who transgressed the line laid down by his Creator, who had more faith in his own agency than in the promise of the Lord that the gates of hell shall not prevail against the Church. This is the road of the dark salvation, the road taken by the fallen saints.
I'd advise you against going down this road, and I do so on a most personal basis. If you're still seeking a physical/political solution having understood what I've told you then I'llsee you on the other side, my brother.